if i knew it was your last day i would have taken you out for ice cream, if i knew it was your last day i would have held your paw more tightly, all the love, the memories, they all are so dear to me, a mate for my soul, so proud and true, for what i wouldn't give to live another life with you 🫶🌌🐶
I love these photos @ryder0g :')
Ryder and Aesop trip-sat me on one of my most difficult and healing mushroom journeys I've had at the end of 2020. I felt my life playout like a movie and had unlocked more empathy and compassion for those who may have hurt me in this life than i can imagine, I after seeing my past, felt like i could visualize myself, and those that i had become negatively entangled with, whom i was deeply affected by, i visualized them as their most healed selves and us all living in peace, it moved me deeply and i sobbed while being held by these precious boys. I was listening to a beautiful curated album called 'music for mushrooms' by @eastforestmusic
this experience, and other moving ones like it, i believe has led me in right direction to alchemize all the pain I've gone through and turn it into something bigger and better than i could have fathomed while in my darkest times. The power of these medicines, and the power of love and being vulnerable with yourself and others, can heal so much. I'm so forever grateful to be here in this life and feeling deeply how temporary it all is in its current state. Everything we do matters and we will never be able to relive this life or these circumstances, and we can do so much to help each other feel less alone. This world needs our light. Meeting these 2 amazing souls in this photo was a spur of the moment decision, but there was something pulling me to them so strongly and I cherish you infinitely.
