#ruthlessgladiator

[08:06] NS: *h hey!

[08:09] RG: Hah, didn'-> see you respond.

[08:09] NS: yeah s*rry, i was pre*ccupied a few minutes ag*, i *nly n*ticed this n*w. *^*;;

[08:09] RG: I can'-> believe i'm ->his fucking DESPERA—>E for a->->en->ion.

[08:10] NS: t..hanks...

[08:10] RG: Ok.

[08:10] RG: Ok.

[08:10] RG: Hey, i.

[08:10] RG: I have a ques->ion...

[08:10] RG: I->'s kind of PERSONAL, i guess.

[08:11] RG: Do you.... do you mind?

[08:11] NS: i'm n*t the best at stuff like that but i'll try t* help if i can!

[08:11] RG: Ok, well.....

[08:11] RG: Your uh...

[08:11] RG: Friend?

[08:12] RG: I don'-> know wha-> you ->hink of ->hem exac->ly, and i don'-> care.

[08:12] RG: —>hyrea.

[08:12] NS: *h

[08:12] NS: what ab*ut her?

[08:12] RG: Is she....

[08:12] RG: Is she alrigh->?

[08:12] RG: I mean.

[08:12] NS: what d* y*u mean?

[08:12] RG: In ->he ->hinkpan.

[08:12] NS: what did she say...?

[08:12] RG: Because holy shi-> she's a fucking idio->.

[08:12] NS: n* she isn't!

[08:12] RG: No->hing in general, bu-> ->alking ->o her is generally unpleasan-> and.... Af->er a while.

[08:13] RG: A ->roll s->ar->s ->o WONDER, you know?

[08:13] NS: i d*n't think talking t* her is unpleasant...

[08:13] NS: are y*u sure it was thyrea y*u were talking t*?

[08:14] RG: One i go-> ->o ->he poin-> where i fel-> like s->abbing my own fucking EYES ou-> wi->h a rus->y digging u->ensil...

[08:14] RG: Okay, she's only said ->wo ->hings ->o me so far.

[08:14] RG: Bu-> i'm pre->->y sure ->ha-> was enough.

[08:14] RG: 100% cer->ain.

[08:14] NS: maybe thyrea was secretly trying t* c*nvince y*u t* d* that, she's kinda sneaky ab*ut stuff, but i kn*w she really likes stabbing.

[08:14] NS: what did she say?

[08:15] RG: I asked.

[08:15] RG: Eh, i'd ra->her no-> quo->e any->hing.

[08:16] NS: um... d*es she seem like she's in a bad m**d...?

[08:16] RG: She would no-> be opposed ->o i->.

[08:16] RG: I don'-> know.

[08:16] RG: Why ->he FUCK would i know?

[08:16] NS: because y*u're talking t* her!

[08:16] NS: and i think she's mad at me...

[08:17] RG: Do bad moods make you ac-> like you jus-> go-> hi-> in ->he head ->wen->y FUCKING ->imes wi->h a large, heavy objec->?

[08:17] RG: Because ->ha-> would be really nice ->o know.

[08:17] NS: are y*u sure y*u're talking t* thyrea because i think s*me*ne might have been hacking her huskt*p??

[08:17] RG: Again, i don'-> care abou-> you and your redfriend and your S—>UPID angs->y bullshi->.

[08:18] RG: You jus-> happen ->o know her well...

[08:18] NS: she's n*t my matesprit!

[08:18] NS: we're n*t in any quadrant, we're just friends.

[08:19] RG: I was going ->o ask if you were hard of hearing, bu-> ->his is a fucking ins->an-> messaging program so you're jus-> a dumb piece of SHI—> ->ha-> doesn'-> pay a->->en->ion.

[08:19] RG: Doooooonnnnn''''''->->->->->->-> ccaaaaarrrrreeeeeeee.

[08:19] RG: Cu->e, ->hough.

[08:19] NS: what is?

[08:19] RG: Wha->ever, ->here's no->hing else ->o say abou-> ->his.

[08:20] RG: Your friends are boring, and you are only no-> boring enough ->o be sligh->ly deserving of my ->ime and a->->en->ion.

[08:20] NS: um, thanks! i... guess... that's s*rt *f a c*mpliment at least...

[08:21] NS: but if y*u d*n't like thyrea, why are y*u talking t* her?

[08:24] RG: —>ha->?

[08:24] RG: —>ha-> is a really good fucking ques->ion.

[08:25] RG: Because i'm so lonely and despera->e for a->->en->ion ->ha-> i will go ->o incredibly grea-> leng->hs jus-> ->o no-> feel like a comple->e failure?

[08:25] RG: Or maybe i->'s jus-> my masochism SHINING —>HROUGH.

[08:25] RG: —>ake your fucking PICK.

[08:25] NS: i think it's pr*bably m*re *f the first *ne, but y*u pr*bably w*uld rather think it's the sec*nd, right?

[08:28] RG: I am apa->he->ic ->o ->he si->ua->ion.

[08:29] RG: So, how.

[08:29] RG: Have..

[08:29] RG: You been?

[08:29] RG: —>he lack of -> words when i speak some->imes is disgus->ing.

[08:30] NS: uh... i'm n*t d*ing awes*me right n*w but y*u d*n't care ab*ut quadrant stuff right, s*, i guess that w*uld be b*ring f*r y*u t* listen t*, right?

[08:31] RG: Go ahead and ->alk abou-> i->, if you mus->?

[08:32] RG: I can'-> guaran->ee i'll give you a par->icularly en->husias->ic response, bu->.

[08:32] RG: —>ha->'s kind of jus-> how i-> fucking IS and we all have ->o deal wi->h i->.

[08:33] NS: well it's ab*ut thyrea t** and y*u d*n't like her either, right? it's *kay, it's n*t really imp*rtant... i guess i just d*n't have much else t* talk ab*ut.

[08:33] NS: *h

[08:33] NS: did y*u kn*w pens d*n't w*rk in space?

[08:34] RG: I am ->alking ->o ->hyrea and she gave me enough sass ->o earn a small amoun-> of ->emporary respec->.

[08:35] RG: And.

[08:36] RG: While i am no-> capable of ever going ->o space, i know somebody who has, and some->imes i ge-> her ->o ->alk abou-> i->.

[08:36] RG: When she does ->alk ->o me, ->ha-> is.

[08:36] RG: She has never men->ioned pens.

[08:36] NS: y*u kn*w s*me*ne wh*'s been t* space???

[08:36] NS: why didn't y*u ever tell me!

[08:36] NS: that's s* c**l!

[08:36] NS: that's like the c**lest thing ever!

[08:36] NS: w*w h*w did they get there?

[08:36] RG: She's.

[08:37] RG: She is pre->->y cool.

[08:37] RG: She has a ship, i guess.

[08:37] NS: *h my g*sh it's like y*u kn*w a real life superher* *r s*mething

[08:37] NS: w*w!!

[08:37] RG: A rare privilege for ->he riches-> ->rolls in my world.

[08:38] NS: w*w, is she like... a highbl**d? is that why she gets t* g* t* space? *r is she just lucky?

[08:38] RG: I feel like we ->ouched on ->he whole "my world" ->hing before, or maybe we didn'-> and i'm crazy, bu-> ei->her way i don'-> really feel like ->alking abou-> i-> now.

[08:38] RG: She's as green as ->hey ge->.

[08:38] RG: Has.... kind of a ->hing for ->he blood of o->hers, if you ca->ch my drif->.

[08:39] NS: we s*rt *f did but i d*n't think i really g*t it...

[08:39] NS: uh...

[08:39] NS: i d*n't... usually... catch drifts... very well...

[08:40] RG: Obviously.

[08:40] NS: ...

[08:40] RG: Her skin is whi->er ->han a lusus, she is sligh->ly fucking living-impaired?

[08:41] NS: *h! she's a rainb*w drinker?

[08:43] RG: ...

[08:44] NS: is she n*t... a rainb*w drinker...

[08:44] RG: Bu-> uh, she's kind of rich and famous, and she sucks bu-> i have kind of shi->->y judgmen-> when i-> comes ->o o->her ->rolls.

[08:44] RG: She is, i-> was jus-> kind of an obvious fucking GUESS.

[08:46] RG: Ha, wha->ever, ->hough.

[08:46] RG: So, you like s->ars?

[08:46] NS: yeah!

[08:47] RG: —>ha->'s. —>ha->'s pre->->y cool.

[08:48] RG: I don'-> live near any o->her ->rolls, so ->here's no ligh-> pollu->ion where i am.

[08:48] NS: that stars are like the c**lest ever!

[08:48] RG: When our moons aren'-> fucking up ->he sky, i ge-> a pre->->y nice view.

[08:48] NS: yeah same! i live in a hill that's like... in the middle *f n* where, it's t*tally flat aside fr*m my hill and when it's n*t cl*udy the view is amazing!

[08:50] RG: Nea->.

[08:51] RG: If we were in ->he same universe, i would maybe ask my friend if she could give you a ride some->ime.

[08:51] RG: Bu-> i-> would probably be REALLY fucking dangerous.

[08:51] NS: that w*uld be s* c**l!

[08:51] RG: No-> because of ->he ship, i mean. —>hey're perfec->ly safe.

[08:51] NS: h*w c*me? is she danger*us? aside fr*m the... rainb*w drinking thing?

[08:51] NS: *r is that why?

[08:52] RG: My friend, however, has a ->endency ->o sligh->ly kill people.

[08:52] RG: She doesn'-> drink mos-> ->rolls' blood.

[08:52] NS: slightly kill pe*ple?

[08:52] NS: h*w d* y*u slightly kill s*me*ne....

[08:52] RG: I-> was an a->->emp-> ->o be humorous. My apologies.

[08:52] RG: Uh.

[08:52] NS: *h.

[08:53] RG: If you blood is.... "pure" enough, she sucks you dry.

[08:53] NS: d*es she like certain types *f bl**d then?

[08:53] NS: *h..

[08:53] NS: what d*es pure bl**d even mean?

[08:53] RG: O->herwise, she cu->s you open and le->s you bleed ->o dea->h.

[08:53] NS: *h...

[08:53] RG: Generally has ->o do wi->h ->he brigh->ness/quali->y of your blood. I'm no-> really sure.

[08:53] NS: maybe i d*n't want t* meet her...

[08:54] RG: No-> color as much/ I never really asked which bloods are ->he bes->.

[08:54] NS: either way, i think if i ever speak t* her i'll stick t* tr*llian!

[08:55] RG: Ahaha, alrigh->.

[08:57] NS: is she really smart th*ugh? she pr*bably is...

[08:57] RG: She's really fucking snoo->y abou-> i->, bu-> yes.

[08:58] RG: So, uh.

[08:58] RG: You never explained ->he si->ua->ion wi->h ->hyrea.

[08:58] RG: I'm sligh->ly curious abou-> ->ha->, ->o be hones->.

[08:58] NS: *h...

[08:59] NS: well... i th*ught that... maybe i might be s*rt *f... pale f*r her? and i tried t* s*rt *f figure *ut if she might be pale f*r me, bef*re i went and just said it like an idi*t, but i guess i said it in a dumb, c*nfusing way?

[08:59] NS: and then i backed d*wn and i was like haha n*thing let's f*rget ab*ut that

[08:59] NS: and then she was mad that i wasn't telling her everything

[08:59] NS: and i t*ld her i'd think ab*ut what i wanted t* say and talk t* her t*m*rr*w ab*ut it

[08:59] NS: and she said she didn't care and just left...

[09:00] RG: Was ->ha-> ->oday?

[09:00] NS: yeah...

[09:00] RG: ((would trolls say today or tonight))

[09:00] NS: // i,,, d*nt kn*w *mg

[09:00] RG: ((this is an important question that I think deserves to be answered at some point))

[09:01] RG: ((more importantly, how do trolls even have a concept of nocturnal or being nocturnal))

[09:01] NS: // uHHHH

[09:01] RG: ((aren't trolls inherently nocturnal????? do humans have a term for people who are awake during the day??))

[09:02] NS: // well its diurnal i think but i just meant he l**ks at stars at night with the handle n*t that he stays up all night

[09:02] RG: ((well that makes sense I guess))

[09:02] NS: // yeah he sleeps like a n*rmal tr*ll

[09:02] RG: Dang, you kind of suck a-> quadran-> shi->.

[09:03] RG: Why no-> jus-> ask?

[09:03] NS: because i didn't want t* make things awkward!

[09:03] RG: ((brb sorry))

[09:03] NS: which didn't w*rk...

[09:03] NS: // *kay!

[09:03] RG: Well, you jus-> made ->hings worse.

[09:03] NS: yeah i kn*w!!

[09:13] -- ruthlessGladiator [RG] is now an idle chum! --

[09:31] RG: So, nice job wi->h ->ha->.

[09:32] RG: Have you ->ried jus->..... explaining ->he si->ua->ion?

[09:32] RG: —>rolls aren'-> ->ha-> complica->ed.

[09:32] NS: yeah, i actually just s*rt *f did that...

[09:32] RG: Ei->her you kill ->hem or you ->alk ->o ->hem, and I doub-> you'd wan-> ->o do ->he firs->.

[09:32] NS: i guess *nce she was mad at me it kind *f... s*lidified my res*lve and c*nvinced me i pr*bably was pale f*r her after all...

[09:32] NS: thyrea w*uldn't kill me! she pr*mised she w*uldn't stab me

[09:32] NS: in the near future

[09:34] RG: —>ha->'s kind of a specific promise.

[09:35] NS: well i asked her n*t t* stab me at all but she was like, y*u never kn*w, y*u might want me t* stab y*u s*meday!

[09:35] NS: and i said i was pretty sure i w*uldn't

[09:35] NS: but she wanted t* leave things *pen just in case.

[09:35] RG: ...

[09:35] RG: She sounds like a somewha-> decen-> ->roll, once you've go->->en ->o mee-> her.

[09:36] RG: Almos-> ->olerable?

[09:36] RG: I don'-> know if i-> would be wor->h i->.

[09:36] NS: she's great!

[09:38] RG: Well, you obviously ->hink so.

[09:38] NS: i kn*w s*!

[12:07] RG: So, wai->.

[12:07] RG: I forgo-> ->o ask.

[12:07] RG: Does ->hyrea reciproca->e ->he pale feelings?

[12:07] NS: *h i didn't even kn*w y*u were still here!

[12:08] NS: but um, yeah, she d*es.

[12:08] NS: *v*

[12:08] RG: So you're.... a ->hing, now?

[12:08] NS: yes...

[12:08] RG: —>ha->'s pre->->y cool.

[12:09] RG: How do you feel abou-> i->?

[12:09] NS: i feel g**d ab*ut it, duh! i mean i kind *f suggested it, and she agreed, s* why w*uldn't i feel g**d?

[12:23] NS: anyway teiwaz, i have t* get up at like sunset t*m*rr*w s* i need t* g* t* sleep! feel free t* pester me whenever and stuff, y*u d*n't have t* wait until y*u think y*u're like... *fficially desperate en*ugh, y*u can just pretend t* if y*u want!

[12:23] NS: bye!!

[12:24] RG: Oh, goodnigh->.

[12:24] NS: bye!

[12:40] -- ruthlessGladiator [RG] changed their mood to MANIPULATIVE --

[12:41] NS: hell*?

[12:41] RG: Oh, UGH.

[12:42] RG: Yeah, you, okay.

[12:42] RG: I added you on here, i guess.

[12:42] RG: No-> ->o->ally sure why and I will more ->han likely regre-> ->he FUCK ou-> of ->his decision.

[12:42] RG: Bu-> hey i DON'—> REALLY CARE.

[12:42] NS: um... well i guess if y*u really d*n't like me *r s*mething y*u can always bl*ck me like y*u already did? i guess accidentally?

[12:43] RG: Shu-> ->he fuck up, mo->herfucker.

[12:43] RG: I s->ick wi->h my FUCKING DECISIONS.

[12:44] NS: *h... um, s*rry! i didn't mean t* upset y*u! i was just like, trying t* suggest it!

[12:44] RG: I'm no-> upse->, dumbass.

[12:45] NS: *h! i guess the swearing c*nfused me? usually when pe*ple swear... well, like that at least, it means they're angry? but maybe y*u just like saying them *r s*mething!

[12:45] RG: Borderline quirk, i suppose.

[12:45] RG: Bu-> also NO—> A—> ALL.

[12:45] RG: I->'s no-> like i don'-> mean any DISRESPEC—> by i->.

[12:46] NS: *h...

[12:46] RG: I->'s jus-> no-> supposed ->o show any more disrespec-> ->han o->her ->imes.

[12:46] RG: I don'-> really bo->her ->o ever ->hink abou-> ->hings ->ha-> DO NO—> MA—>—>ER A—> ALL.

[12:46] RG: Uh, so.

[12:46] NS: h*w c*me y*u want t* be s* disrespectful? i mean y*u d*n't even kn*w me, we haven't even intr*duced *urselves *r anything!

[12:47] RG: Haha, good one.

[12:47] RG: Hello.

[12:47] RG: I'm —>EIWAZ CAEDIS.

[12:47] NS: hell*! i'm ELYSE* PYREIN!

[12:47] RG: No-> ->he COOLES—> name bu-> i->'s no-> like i fucking chose i->.

[12:48] RG: Huh.

[12:48] RG: I've... heard worse, I GUESS.

[12:48] NS: thanks?

[12:48] RG: I'm scared i'm no-> laying ->his NO—> CARING ->hing on ->hick enough.

[12:49] NS: if y*u d*n't care ab*ut things then y*u w*uldn't be s* w*rried ab*ut me n*t picking up *n y*u n*t caring!

[12:49] RG: —>ha->'s a s->upid ques->ion.

[12:49] NS: i'm just saying!

[12:49] RG: You should be disappoin->ed in yourself for ->hinking ->ha->.

[12:50] NS: well every*ne makes mistakes s*metimes! i dunn* it just seemed like, if y*u really didn't care, y*u w*uldn't be s* stressed ab*ut it!

[12:50] RG: I'm no-> s->ressed abou-> SHI—>.

[12:51] RG: Sounds ->o me like you're projec->ing ->hings on me.

[12:51] RG: —>ha->'s pre->->y inconsidera->e, FUCKHOLE.

[12:51] NS: huh? n* way! just, y*u said i'm scared i'm n*t laying *n this n*t caring thing thick en*ugh, that s*unds t* me like y*u're w*rried ab*ut it!

[12:52] NS: but i guess i c*uld have misread it?

[12:52] NS: i mean i d*n't kn*w y*u very well, s* i c*uld have made a mistake...

[12:52] RG: —>ha-> sure does seem ->o be a RECURRING —>HEME wi->h you.

[12:52] RG: Work on i->, you'll ge-> be->->er even->ually.

[12:53] RG: So.

[12:53] NS: yeah, maybe...

[12:53] RG: —>ell me abou-> yourself.

[12:53] RG: I can'-> believe i have NO—>HING BE—>—>ER ->o do righ-> now.

[12:55] NS: um! well, i... i like space? i like stars and the universe and stargazing and all that stuff? that's why i use these little star things **** because they l**k like stars! and i like learning, but y*u might have figured *ut i'm n*t a very quick learner s*, it kind *f takes me a while, and s*metimes i get panaches and have t* st*p and give up *n trying t* learn f*r the day... um, als* i like adventu

[12:55] NS: re st*ries? and i d*n't really LIKE it but i dig a l*t, with my lusus. s* i d* that s*metimes t**?

[12:55] RG: Space is cool.

[12:55] RG: —>OLERABLE, a-> leas->.

[12:55] RG: I have some friends in space.

[12:55] NS: what!!

[12:55] RG: I ha->e ->hem bu-> WHA—>EVER.

[12:56] RG: Digging is alrigh->, ->oo.

[12:56] RG: —>ha->'s ac->ually wha-> i was->e MOS—> of my fucking ->ime on.

[12:56] -- ruthlessGladiator [RG] changed their mood to DETESTFUL --

[12:56] -- ruthlessGladiator [RG] changed their mood to ECSTATIC --

[12:57] RG: Oh fuck wha->.

[12:57] NS: *h y*u dig t**?

[12:57] RG: Ignore ->ha->.

[12:57] RG: Yeah, uh.

[12:57] RG: Sor-> of???

[12:57] NS: i will ign*re y*u being in a g**d m**d, i'm sure y*u d*n't care en*ugh ab*ut m**ds t* be in a g**d *ne!

[12:57] RG: Bu-> no-> dir->, because fuck dir->.

[12:57] -- ruthlessGladiator [RG] changed their mood to RANCOROUS --

[12:57] RG: —>ha-> works.

[12:57] RG: Fuck you.

[12:58] NS: i wasn't being sarcastic!

[12:58] NS: but what d* y*u dig in if n*t dirt?

[12:58] RG: .... As I was SAYING.

[12:58] RG: —>rash, mos->ly.

[12:58] RG: No-> like, a fucking DUMPS—>ER DIVER or some->hing.

[12:58] NS: trash? h*w c*me?

[12:59] RG: Well, i live in a gian-> pile of ac->ual GARBAGE.

[12:59] NS: *h!

[12:59] NS: i live in a giant pile *f actual dirt! s* i guess that's why we dig in different stuff!

[01:00] RG: I->'s disgus->ing, i am disgus->ing, excep-> no-> because i am cool despi->e my environmen->.

[01:00] RG: If any->hing, ->ha-> makes me MORE COOL.

[01:00] RG: Bu-> yeah, wow, amazing, dir->.

[01:00] RG: I'm really goddamn HAPPY for you.

[01:00] NS: thanks!

[01:00] NS: s* what d* y*u l**k f*r in trash?

[01:01] NS: in the dirt we l**k f*r like, c**l stuff fr*m the past, s*metimes, and if we get really deep we dig int* st*ne and l**k f*r shiny gems and stuff!

[01:01] NS: what's there t* find in trash?

[01:01] RG: Generally, i ->ry and look for WHA—> KIND OF S—>UPID QUES—>ION IS —>HA—>?

[01:01] RG: I find almos-> EVERY—>HING.

[01:01] NS: like what?

[01:02] RG: If you name a ->hing, i have probably found i->.

[01:02] NS: hmm...

[01:02] RG: I have probably found i-> a-> leas-> a BILLION fucking ->imes.

[01:02] NS: d* y*u ever find any c**l b**ks?

[01:02] RG: Maybe, bu-> i don'-> really care abou-> books.

[01:02] NS: *h. well then... what d* y*u care ab*ut?

[01:02] NS: *h right! y*u d*n't... um!

[01:02] NS: what... c**l stuff... have y*u f*und?

[01:04] RG: I don'-> no-> care abou-> EVERY—>HING, idio->.

[01:04] RG: I like weapons.

[01:04] RG: And..... —>hings.

[01:05] NS: *h! well, s*rry! i just th*ught, the n*t caring applied t* everything!

[01:05] NS: what kind *f weap*ns d* y*u find then?

[01:06] RG: Well, ->here are a LO—> of ->hings i don'-> care abou->, bu-> especially no-> S—>UPID LI—>—>LE DIR—>-DWELLERS.

[01:06] RG: Ugh.

[01:06] RG: Sorry.

[01:06] RG: I find lo->s of weapons.

[01:06] RG: I like spears.

[01:07] RG: Swords are alrigh->.

[01:07] NS: *h! *h is the -> thing y*u make, is that a spear?

[01:07] RG: I guess.

[01:07] NS: that's c**l!

[01:07] RG: And i->'s my dumb symbol.

[01:08] NS: s* if y*u like c**l weap*ns like that y*u'd pr*bably think mine is really lame... *^*;;

[01:08] RG: Probably. Wha-> is i->.

[01:09] NS: well i have tw*, but i'm n*t sure h*w t* use *ne...

[01:09] RG: You could jus-> ->ell me.

[01:09] NS: i m*stly use a pickaxe th*ugh! and then i have this electricy thing but... it's t** c*mplicated, i always end up hurting myself with it.

[01:09] RG: Alrigh->, i am suddenly VERY in->eres->ed.

[01:10] NS: in which *ne?

[01:10] RG: Are we ->alking psychic?

[01:10] NS: n* it's like a machine! i'm a tealbl**d, i d*n't have any c**l p*wers *r anything.

[01:10] RG: Pickaxe is no->hing special, bu-> special abili->ies are... defini->ely SOME—>HING ELSE.

[01:10] RG: Oh, machine?

[01:10] RG: I know a li->->le bi-> of mechanics, ac->ually.

[01:11] RG: I mean, i'm —>ERRIBLE a-> i->.

[01:11] RG: Bu-> i buil-> myself a robo->ic hand, once.

[01:11] RG: Mos->ly jus-> pu-> ->oge->her some SCRAP PAR—>S i found in ->he piles.

[01:11] RG: So, do you have a ROBO—>, or some->hing?

[01:12] NS: n*, it's just this s*rt *f gun l**king thing but it makes electrical currents that i'm supp*sed t* use t* hurt my enemy, but... i'm n*t g**d at mechanical stuff *r electrical currents, apparently and i *nly end up getting hurt with it!

[01:12] NS: i started wearing rubber b**ts t* gr*und me fr*m the sh*ck th*ugh! but i haven't really used it since... it's kinda p*werful and messing up hurt a l*t!

[01:13] RG: How big? I haven'-> had —>OO MUCH experience wi->h guns, bu-> i'm curious.

[01:13] RG: I->'s probably based on S—>A—>IC DISCHARGE or some shi->.

[01:14] RG: My hair would ge-> REALLY messed up if i ->ried using i->.

[01:14] RG: Bu-> MELEE shi-> is really jus-> my ->hing.

[01:14] NS: hmm well it's bigger than like... a handgun? it's kinda clunky really, but it's n*t s* big i need t** hands t* h*ld it, *r my arm t* brace it *r anything.

[01:14] RG: Did you dig i-> up?

[01:16] NS: n*, i think my ancest*r built it! but my ancest*r was like, crazy smart! he wr*te all his n*tes in s*me weird c*de that i d*n't kn*w h*w t* read s*, if there were instructi*ns f*r this thing, i d*n't kn*w h*w t* read them. *^*

[01:16] RG: ... Code?

[01:16] RG: FASCINA—>ING.

[01:16] RG: See, i can fucking CARE abou-> ->hings.

[01:16] RG: —>hey jus-> have ->o ac->ually be IN—>ERES—>ING.

[01:17] NS: *kay! i just th*ught y*u didn't bef*re!

[01:17] NS: but my ancest*r is super interesting!

[01:17] RG: You know, you are EX—>REMELY lucky ->o know abou-> your ANCES—>OR.

[01:17] NS: i mean, i think he is... he must be, right, if he wr*te in c*des and built c**l machines and stuff!

[01:17] RG: My knowledge of mine is... minimal.

[01:17] RG: He killed a LO—> of people.

[01:17] NS: *h...

[01:17] RG: —>ha->'s all i really know abou-> him.

[01:18] NS: i d*n't think mine did that, mine was just really smart! he did l*ts *f research and stuff... but like i said, i can't read any *f it.

[01:18] RG: And you're supposed ->o follow in ->he foo->s->eps of wha->ever POOR —>ROLL was responsible for your exis->ence.

[01:18] NS: s*meday i'm g*nna learn it!

[01:18] NS: s*, d* y*u think y*u're g*ing t* kill l*ts *f pe*ple t** then?

[01:18] RG: So i guess i'm ->rying ->o be like him.

[01:18] RG: I cer->ainly hope.

[01:19] NS: *h...

[01:19] RG: I mean, i->'s PRE—>—>Y DAMN HARD ->o hun-> down o->her ->rolls when i live in FORCED EXILE.

[01:19] NS: f*rced exile?

[01:19] RG: I->'s an indigo blood ->hing.

[01:19] RG: Differen-> al->ernia.

[01:20] NS: *h, g*sh that d*esn't s*und fun... are y*u all al*ne *n the f*rced exile thing?

[01:20] RG: I->'s complica->ed and if you ask any more abou-> i-> i will CU—> MY OWN NUGBONE OFF.

[01:21] NS: *kay, *kay! i d*n't kn*w when i'm pushing int* bad territ*ry, i'm n*t g**d at reading signs like that s* y*u have t* be like, n* elyse*, i d*n't want t* talk ab*ut that.

[01:21] NS: i d*n't want y*u t* cut y*ur *wn nugb*ne *ff just because i said s*mething dumb!

[01:21] NS: y*u'd be in a kind *f bad state f*r a silly reas*n if that happened!

[01:23] RG: Kind of.

[01:23] RG: Heh.

[01:24] NS: anyway why d*n't y*u talk ab*ut s*mething else if y*u d*n't want t* talk ab*ut all that *ther stuff anym*re!

[01:24] RG: ALRIGH—>.

[01:25] RG: If you're really sure you S—>ILL wan-> ->o ->alk ->o me.

[01:25] RG: I mean, no-> ->ha-> ->ha->'s surprising, or new.

[01:25] RG: Uh.

[01:25] RG: So, you men->ioned your lusus?

[01:25] NS: well y*u seem a little less angry at me s* i d*n't see why n*t! y*u st*pped calling me mean names and stuff. *v*

[01:25] RG: Wha-> are ->hey?

[01:25] NS: *h yeah! he's a m*le, that's why we live in dirt. he's always tunneling and stuff!

[01:30] RG: Gross.

[01:31] NS: yeah, he's n*t the prettiest lusus!

[01:31] NS: his n*se is really kinda creepy t**! it l**ks like a bunch *f w*rms *r s*mething!

[01:31] RG: Oh, so, S—>AR-NOSED?

[01:31] NS: yeah!

[01:32] RG: A lo-> of S—>RAY LUSII end up living around here.

[01:32] RG: —>hey're annoying as SHI—>, bu-> i sure do know a lo-> abou-> ->hem.

[01:32] NS: *h, y*u have s*me m*le lusii ar*und y*u?

[01:33] RG: —>hey like ->he ->rash, i suppose.

[01:33] NS: i w*nder if they kn*w my lusus! hehe. *v*

[01:33] RG: —>ha->'s dumb.

[01:33] NS: d* y*u have a lusus? *r is it just the stray *nes ar*und y*ur hive?

[01:33] RG: He's dead.

[01:33] RG: He was a wolf.

[01:33] NS: *h...

[01:33] RG: His pel-> is hanging up in my room.

[01:33] RG: I killed him ->oo, sor-> of.

[01:34] NS: why? *r is that *ne *f th*se things y*u d*n't want t* talk ab*ut?

[01:34] RG: Someone who i am unfor->una->ely QUI—>E A—>—>ACHED —>O made me fucking do i->.

[01:34] NS: *h...

[01:37] RG: Long s->ory, i guess, and i->'s no-> —>OO SENSI—>IVE a subjec-> bu-> i jus-> CAN'—> BE BO—>HERED ->o explain i->.

[01:38] NS: it sure s*unds like it must be... are y*u still quite attached t* the pers*n wh* made y*u d* it th*ugh?

[01:38] RG: In a fairly BLACK manner, yes.

[01:39] NS: *h! i see!

[01:41] NS: i guess that wh*le thing makes a little m*re sense then.

[01:43] RG: Oh, ->here's some->hing going on ou->side.

[01:43] RG: I'll be righ-> back.

[01:44] NS: *h *kay!

[01:46] -- ruthlessGladiator [RG] changed their mood to OFFLINE --

[01:52] -- ruthlessGladiator [RG] changed their mood to CHUMMY --

[01:52] -- ruthlessGladiator [RG] changed their mood to RANCOROUS --

[01:59] RG: .....

[01:59] -- ruthlessGladiator [RG] ceased pestering nocturnalSpectator [NS] at 01:59 --

[01:59] -- ruthlessGladiator [RG] changed their mood to OFFLINE --

[01:59] -- ruthlessGladiator [RG] changed their mood to CHUMMY --

[01:59] -- ruthlessGladiator [RG] changed their mood to RANCOROUS --

[01:59] -- ruthlessGladiator [RG] began pestering nocturnalSpectator [NS] at 01:59 --

[01:59] RG: Whoops.

[01:59] NS: everything *kay *ver there?

[01:59] RG: x

[01:59] RG: Shi->.

[02:00] RG: Didn'-> mean ->o send ->ha->.

[02:00] RG: —>hings are ALRIGH—>.

[02:00] RG: Jus-> some LUSII making a dis->urbance.

[02:00] RG: LUSUSES.

[02:00] RG: I don'-> fucking know.

[02:01] NS: *h, well i'm glad it wasn't a big issue *r anything! just s*me crazy lusii i guess!

[02:03] RG: Yes.

[02:03] RG: You seem ->o have a SPECIAL —>ALEN—> for unders->anding ->he words ->ha-> i have ->yped.

[02:03] RG: I applaud your li->eracy.

[02:03] NS: thanks!

[02:06] RG: ...

[02:06] NS: what?

[02:07] RG: Ugh.

[02:07] NS: did i d* s*mething wr*ng?

[02:07] RG: So, you're... ->eal blooded?

[02:07] RG: Sounds kinda LAME.

[02:07] RG: I hones->ly don'-> know SHI—> abou-> ->eal.

[02:08] RG: On my world ->hey're ->hese MYS—>ERIOUS FORES—> NOMADS or some->hing.

[02:09] NS: hmm, i d*n't kn*w if we're anything special *n *ur *wn w*rld? i think being midbl**ded here kinda just leaves y*u in this n*-mans-land where y*u d*n't have psychic p*wers *r the ability t* swim and stuff but pe*ple als* aren't mean t* y*u because *f y*ur bl**d s*...

[02:09] NS: i never really th*ught it was a big deal here i guess?

[02:09] NS: but being a mysteri*us f*rest n*mads s*unds kinda nifty!

[02:12] RG: Mmmmmmhhhmm.

[02:13] NS: well anyway, i think i have t* g* n*w! i've g*t s*me stars t* check *ut, the sky l**ks nice and dark and it's even cleared up a bit! but we sh*uld talk again! if y*u want t*, i guess. y*u seemed pretty stellar if y*u ask me! *v*

[02:14] RG: ...

[02:14] RG: Oh.

[02:14] RG: Well, i'm fla->->ered.

[02:14] RG: You're —>OLERABLE.

[02:14] NS: i'll take it!

[02:14] RG: I->'s a LO—>, coming from me.

[02:14] NS: i kind *f th*ught s*!

[02:15] RG: Mee->ing you sure was a ->hing ->ha-> happened.

[02:15] NS: yeah!

[02:15] RG: Enjoy your s->ars.

[02:15] NS: i will!

[02:15] NS: enj*y finding c**l treasures! *r whatever stuff y*u're g*nna get up t* n*w!

[02:15] RG: —>hanks.

[02:15] RG: See you.

[02:16] NS: talk t* y*u later, teiwaz!