#ruthisrandom

I should not be looking at ruthisrandom like this. Whew. This is just a 20-week-old post, which puts it at about May of 2025.

This is pretty terrible of me. I looked her up just to see how she looks now, mainly because I wanted to lust over her. What lewd motives.

Shit. Shit. I'm thinking clean thoughts only. I swear. Her body isn't doing anything to me.

Why the fuck am I lusting over a tight fit woman in a bikini? That's pretty...dirty...

Not the thigh gap. No. NO.

Tum tum tum...

Looking at her is making me realize what a lowly perv I am. I looked her up just to say this? Wow.

Oh wow

WOOOW

She's mocking me. She knows I'm helpless.

"So how do you feel about the fact that you look up women on IG just to self-pleasure" NO! Please don't ask me! I don't wanna talk about tit!

I am such a FUCKING pervert that I'm going to sexualize the way she holds that fish.

It is a testament to men's propensity to whack off to anything that I am including this mud pic in this post

NOT that I am whacking off right now. I would never "whack off" while looking at someone's pictures online. That's disgusting behaviour.

"Stop lying, gravuredrips. There's lotion residue on the keyboard. The touchpad seems unusually shiny and polished. Shall I check your history?"

It is so FUCKING unfair that she gets to be that cute and that fit and that successful while I'm just here resisting the urge to ejaculate. But really, I'm doing this to myself. Oh, I'm definitely doing something to myself. She'd better not show me a swimsuit pic, or else I'm

Fuuuuuck.

FUUUUUUUCK.

She caught me playing with her "massage oils."

Oh, no...ohhh...

"Are you okay? You're moaning a lot."

Oh, I'm fine, Ruth. I'm just really, really, really close

"If I cup them like this how does it feel? Is that...oh, is something trickling already?"

Her fucking slender body...