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15.02.25

Sometimes, I have bad grades

Sometimes I fill in the bullet journal like a week later

In the bullet journal there`re pages I don`t want people to see. But i wrote that when i needed

I don`t like my handwriting

I argue with parents

I argue with teachers (some)

All the time, I have to choose between studying and communicating/socializing. Not all of my friends share the will to study hard and self-educate a lot

I`m afraid to fail tests/finals/exams. I was shaking after I wrote the final essay (which is an access to the RNE) and had to wait for results

Sometimes, I forget to eat

Sometimes, I use cheat-sheets

Sometimes, I struggle with subjects as I`m not rich enough to have a private teacher

Sometimes, I leave notebooks/textbooks/phone/keys at home. I use draft and could probably lose it. I ask for notes. I phone my mum who works in another city to take her keys. I feel pretty nervous

I have burnouts

I don`t do all my homework

I oversleep

I miss classes

I`m confused when I need to ask somebody to print my materials out, because I don`t have a printer at home

I have no time to read for myself

I understand that not everybody feel that education is that important

I don`t know who I`ll become in 5 years’ time

People think I do something special for teachers and don`t deserve high grades I have (I was even told that I suck, pay etc.)

I can`t study after midnight because I fall asleep

I don`t study when I`m ill

Sometimes, I don`t understand what I wrote during the class

My table is usually a mess

Same as my wardrobe

When it`s really important, I spend night studying, because 6-7 hours is fucking a lot, do what I needed so badly and go to bed at 7-8 pm the next day despite homework or anything

I don`t do make-up when I go to school

I misspell the words

I misspelled my surname on the exam

When I know I have to spend at school more than 8 hours, I wear slippers

stuff I did on vacation:

read two books for my lit class (The Trial by Franz Kafka and The Waste Land by T.S.Eliot)

started reading the third one (Lord of the Flies by William Golding)

read several texts from Deutsche Welle and completed the tasks

/18.05.17/ Четверг/

Оооох, сегодня был насыщенный денёчек. Во-первых, я проспала утром и посеклась, когда началась первая пара практики. Во-вторых, я поняла, что моя работа кривая и я решила начать все с начала. В-третьих, я купила новый скетчбук-блокнот. Я не очень люблю носить много блокнотов с собой, нужен либо ежедневник, либо скетч, либо оба сразу, и не всегда знаешь, когда что нужно. И я решила вести все в одном блокноте, но завела отдельную графу для подсчёта чеков. Ииии, в-четвёртых, я ходила гулять с подругой и сводила ее в Surf Coffee. Любимое местечко❤️

10.01.25

1/30 days of productivity

I’m starting a new challenge of productivity. I need to work for at least 30 days on my PhD application…

What I did: