runeslain] â i cannot see where i want to go, only that i want the going.â
 there is something in the air, a desperation, a new touch of excitement. it calls for change in the el search party, stranded as they are in this tiny oasis of calm, as the battlefield rages behind and in front of them.
  âyouâre not hurt.â a hand brushes elswordâs hair, gentle and calming and caring. lu has been a mother before, has acted as someoneâs sister before. neither have ended up very well. the later resulted in her current situation, but she canât say she regrets it.
 humans are... refreshing. their short lives have as much emotion poured into them as any demon, but condensed into tiny packages. theirs is an intense life, one of neverending joy and sorrow and expression, nameless emotions too strong in a life too short to put a name to them.
 elsword is not a demon. he wonât live as long as lu, wonât think as hard. but thatâs okay. itâs not who he is. still, it couldnât do him harm to rest and observe, could it?
  âdear one, take a moment. you deserve a rest. itâs good to cast your eyes forward a little. stop and breathe for a moment. plan ahead. crashing in will only hurt you and those around you.â for a being with such a short life, perhaps lu is putting in too much effort. but itâs okay. itâs as much for herself as it is elsword. perhaps she is the selfish one here.