#rrggg

even on a nothing day the moon still peers down from behind the clouds. i enjoy autumn because of the chill it puts in my bones, it hasnt really sunk in that its autumn yet. i keep telling myself ill write on my website blog about the things ive been doing but i never do. i miss how things used to be, but this is a transitionary period. winter is going to close in on me before i know it and i will be praying for close nights under the blankets and warm drinks to explore with. i wait for solemn nights under the cover of millions of snowflakes, i need the quiet. the leaves have begun falling now though, i notice them when i go for walks. we have been going for a lot of walks lately, he and i. i want to take the cat with us but he screams, i dont blame him at all.

my black gouache watercolor!!! leaked everywhere!!!! that so expensive!! wtf!!!!

EVEN IF YOU SAY SOMETHING RACIST IN FRONT OF ME/INDIRECTLY AND YOU EXPECT ME TO NOT BE OFFENDED...YOU ARE JUST LITERALLY IGNORING AND/OR DISREGARDING THE FACT THAT I HAVE AN ENTIRE OTHER SIDE OF ME THAT ISN'T WHITE....ARE YOU TRYING TO TELL ME MY WHITE SIDE IS THE ONLY SIDE THAT MATTERS BECAUSE H O LY SH I T. IM STILL ASIAN MOTHERFUCKER