#rpsebrek

Derek let out a moan as he slowly came to, feeling his head pound. He was afraid to open his eyes, knowing the sun would blind him, and buried his face into the pillow- the pillow that didn't smell like his own. It smelled like...Sebastian. Derek froze. Did he end up in Seb's room last night? The last thing he really remembered was dancing on top of the bar with a couple of hot blondes.

Sebastian walked out of His bathroom (in only his boxers) in time to see Derek wake up. He set a bottle of water and a bottle of aspirin on the nightstand before sitting next to him "How do you feel this morning princess?" 

Derek groaned again, not lifting his head from the pillow. "Oh my god, what the hell happened to me...?"

"You got drunk. called me to get you. I got you. You tried to get me to have sex in the car. I said no. I bribed you with sex to get you to behave. got you to dalton. Got you upstairs. you begged for sex again. I said no. You begged again. I said no. You started crying. We spooned. you slept." Sebastian pulled out two pills and handed them to Derek. "here" 

"Oh god...I cried?!" Derek exclaimed, taking the pills and and downing half the bottle of water before flopping back down on the bed. "Fucking hell..."

"You are more concerned you cried, than the four times you begged for sex.....?" Sebastian laughed at him a little, getting up and looking for pants.

"Hey, when I get drunk, I get horny. And you're hot. So... whatever. I'm surprised you didn't give in," Derek said, still laying on his back.

"You were drunk and smelled of cheap booze. You still do." Sebastian wrinkled his nose. "You need a shower."

"I cannot get up," Derek moaned. "My head hurts."

"Your fault. Why did you go out drinking anyway?" Sebastian pulled the covers off Derek and began undressing him. 

"Ughhhh...I didn't mean to get that drunk, I just wanted to go and maybe pick up a chick...but then I got there and just...drank." Derek let Sebastian undress him without comment.

Sebastian pulled Derek's pants off and his shirt off , before pulling him up. "Let's go. You are stinking up my bed. You are getting in the shower" 

Derek groaned again, stumbling towards the bathroom. "I won't be able to stay standing..."

Sebastian helped him to the bathroom and turned the shower on. "I'll be out here" (ooc: But derek should be slow so sebastian can sneak in and shower with him" 

Derek slipped off his boxers and stepped under the spray, tilting his face up and just letting the hot water wash over him for a solid ten minutes.

Sebastian shed his clothes in the room before sneaking into the bathroom once Derek was in the shower. "Is there room for two?" 

He sighed softly. "Come on in..."

Sebastian stepped into the shower behind Derek. "Still feel like crap?" 

"M'feeling a little bit better..." Derek murmured. "Wanna wash me?"

Sebastian grabbed the loofa and poured some body wash on it and began to rub Derek's back. "You have to return the favor" 

"Mmmmmmm..." Derek hummed in agreement, leaning into Seb's touch.

Sebastian rubbed the soap over his back , before kneeling and slowly washing his legs.

Derek's eyes fluttered closed as Sebastian continued to soap him up.

Sebastian smiled as he directed derek under the water, rinsing the soap off him. He stepped around Derek, and began washing his chest. "almost done..." 

Derek let out a quiet moan. "Can you help me wash everyday? It feels nice..."

Sebastian smiled softly. "I think that might not be a great idea." Sebasstian wrapped his arms around Derek's neck and pulled him in for a kiss

He immediately leaned into him, kissing back gently, arms settling at his waist. Sebastian was showing off his gentle side and Derek really liked it.

Sebastian hummed into his mouth a bit, nipping at his bottom lip. "do you still want me?" Sebastian smirked against his lips

Derek pressed closer to him, letting Sebastian feel his erection against his thigh. "What you think?" he murmured, before tangling their tongues together.

Sebastian moaned into Derek's mouth and he felt himself hardening as he pressed closer to Derek. He pulled Derek closer and backed into the wall of the shower. "

He ran his fingers up and down Sebastian's chest, teasing over his nipples, before firmly placing his leg between Sebastian's. Derek's hands trailed down, gripping Seb's length, and stroking him till he was fully hard, his tongue still exploring the other boy's mouth.

Sebastian broke the kis, breathing heavily. "How strong are you?" Sebasian mumbled as he looked derek over sugestivly.

"Normally pretty strong, but hangover me...I don't know. Why?" Derek asked breathlessly, pulling his hand away to press it against the wet wall beside Sebastian's head.

"Think you could hold me up?" Sebastian whispered in his ear before kissing Derek's neck.

"I- yeah, I think I could..." Derek groaned, tilting his head to the side for Sebastian's lips to continue working on his neck.

"Then do it" Sebastian bit at Derek's neck, before moving up to his ear, and nipping at his ear lobe.

Derek growled, reaching down to grab Sebastian's ass, lifting him up, using the wall as extra support, dipping his head down into the curve of Sebastian's collarbone to kiss and suck at the skin.

Sebastian jumped up a little and wrapped his legs around Derek's waist. "Derek.. I.. I want you." Sebastian tipped his head to the side a bit to allow Derek more room.  He bit down harshly, sucking for a moment before soothing the new mark with his tongue. "Fuck, Seb..." he murmured.

Derek looked at him, his eyes dark. "...Not in the shower. Not this time, at least," he said, his grip loosening on Sebastian, trying to let him gently slide down the wall. "I won't be able to hold you up in this state. C'mon-" he turned off the shower and disentangled himself from Sebastian. "Bed. Now." Yanking a towel off the rack, he grabbed Sebastian's hand and pulled him towards the door.

Sebastian slid down the wall and let Derek lead him to the bedroom. He fell onto the bed and pulled Derek on top of him.

Derek immediately returned to kissing Sebastian feverishly, their bodies sliding wetly over each other, still coated with water from the shower. He ran his fingers through the singer's soaked hair, panting into his mouth.

Sebastian pulled Derek closer. "please, Derek I want you... " 

"Fuck. Yes..." Derek mumbled. "Lube?" he asked. He knew enough of the mechanics of gay sex thanks to Logan's occasional bouts of spouting too much information.

"Drawer" Sebastian said shakily. "Derek, have you ever done this? I-I mean Do you know what you are do-oing?" Sebastian might want this but he was a bit more than a little apprehensive. Derek might actually hurt him, if he didn't prep him enough.

"I haven't done it, but I've heard enough about it..." Derek scrambled off of him and moved to open the drawer, grabbing the bottle of lube and a condom. "You just have to talk me through it, I don't want to mess it up..." He sat down gingerly on the bed next to Sebastian, looking down at him. "I mean, if you don't want to...we don't have to..." he said softly, placing his hand on Seb's chest.

Sebastian put his hand over Derek's. "I want to." Sebastian sat up a little and took Derek's hand in his.  He grabbed the bottle of lube and poured more than he probably needed to oner his fingers. "just, go slowly." He kissed Derek chastely before laying back again.

Derek let out a shaky breath, sliding his hand down to massage Sebastian's entrance, leaning down to kiss his chest. He waited until Seb let out a positive-sounding noise, before pressing the tip of one finger inside

Sebastian bit down on his lip as Derek pressed a finger inside him. Sebastian tried to relax, as he took a few shaky breaths, urging Derek to keep going. 

Derek continued to cover Sebastian's chest and stomach with kisses, slowly pressing his finger in further, into it was buried up to his knuckle. "You okay?" he whispered, looking up at the other boy nervously.

"yeah" Sebastian nodded relaxing a little more. "You can move"Derek reluctantly shifted his finger inside of him a little, before slowly starting to pull it out and push it back in. His other hand moved to Sebastian's cock, stroking it gently, thumbing over the head as he fingered him.

Sebastian smiled at Derek's concern, his hips moving up into Derek's touch. He wanted to tell Derek he wasn't a virgin and that he could move, but was still concerned he wouldn't be careful enough. 

"Tell me when to add another," Derek murmured, kissing his hipbone, pressing in his first finger a little deeper this time, moving it around a little more, stil cautious of hurting Sebastian.

"gently" sebastian said, starting to feel some pleasure from the digit inside him. 

Derek curled his finger experimentally, before pulling it out nearly all the way, making sure his second finger was properly lubed. Moving as slowly and gently as possible, he began to push both fingers in at once.

Sebastian bit his lip again, relaxing around Derek's fingers. He pushed back on them a bit, trying to tell Derek he could keep going.

Derek pressed them in completely, feeling Sebastian egging him on with just some pressure, and began to scissor them slightly, pulling them out and pushing them back in. "Does that feel good?"

"yes" Sebastian mumbled, his eyes closing, "More" He managed to get out

Derek pulled his hand away, adding more lube, pressing three fingers into his slowly, but thrusting in and out of him faster, starting to stroke Seb's erection again. "You're pretty tight," Derek murmured, kissing up his stomach. "How long's it been since you...?"

"A while" sebastian said his eyes fluttering shut. "Fuck, right there" sebastian pushed backwards again, trying to get derek to crook his fingers again.

Derek's breath hitched in his throat at Sebastian's moan, curling his fingers again. He moved up on the bed, pressing against the same spot as he kissed Sebastian.

"Derek mmmm"  Sebastian's moans were swallowed in their kiss. Sebastian broke their kiss after a few moments and sat up a little. He wrapped his hand around Derek's wrist and gently pulled his fingers out, whimpering ever so slightly. He let go of Derek's wrist and grabbed the condom off the bed, ripping it open with his teeth before rolling it onto Derek, searching his face for any apprehension. "I'm ready..."

"O-okay," Derek said nervously. He grabbed the lube, adding more to the condom before moving to settle between Sebastian's legs, lining up to tease his entrance. "Let me know if I hurt you..." he murmured, starting to press inside.

Sebastian nodded. He reached up and pulled Derek into a kiss, moaning into his mouth as he pressed inside. 

Derek pushed in all the way, letting out a quiet hiss into Sebastian's mouth, mumbling a swear word.

Sebastian screwed his eyes shut and kissed Derek for a moment. "Don't move.. just give me a minute.... " 

"Okay," Derek whispered, kissing Sebastian a little more deeply.

Sebastian relaxed around Derek a bit and kissed him back hungrily. "you can move, just be careful..." 

"Mmmm," Derek hummed against his mouth, pulling back slowly and pushing back in. "Fuck, you're so tight-" His hands slid down to grip Sebastian's hips.

Sebastian moaned again into Derek's mouth. His hands were on Derek's shoulder's and he gripped them tightly. 

Derek started to build up into a steady pace of thrusts, groaning as he pressed in deeper and harder each time.

Sebastian held onto Derek tighter. "Fuck , Der-ek, RIGHT THERE"  He grabbed Derek's hair and pulled him back in for a kiss. He didn't want to say anything, or have Derek say anything either one of them might regret and a violent kiss was a fantastic way to avoid that. 

Derek gladly gave himself over into the kiss, whining into his mouth and pounding into him faster. His fingers dug into Seb's hips, hard enough to leave bruises.

"Derek " Sebastian could barely do more than whine Derek's name and a few expletives. His nails scraped at Derek's back "fuck derek" 

"Sebastian- oh my god-" Derek gasped, reaching between them to stroke Seb's cock in time with his thrusts, trying to send him over the edge. Derek knew wasn't going to last much longer, and kissed his neck, biting down on his collarbone to stifle another loud moan.

"Derek! " Sebastian held on to him tighter . "I'm oh my god" a few thrusts later and sebastian was coming between them over Derek's hand , he bit down hard on Derek's shoulder as he came. 

A couple more thrusts, combined with the feeling of Sebastian coming into his hand and onto their stomachs, and Derek was gone, letting out a loud incoherent moan, his hips stuttering as he came. "Holy...fuck..." he panted, letting his sweaty forehead drop down onto Sebastian's shoulder

Sebastian pulled Derek's head up to kiss him gently. He hummed into the kiss before pulling away and resting their foreheads together. "not bad for your first time." Sebastian grinned and kissed him again softly. 

Derek smirked against his lips. Technically, he'd had sex with the twins: Evan, or maybe it was Ethan, had rode him that one time earlier in the semester when he was so upset that he didn't even protest. But he supposed this really was his first time willingly having penetrative sex with a guy. He was glad it was with Sebastian. Derek shifted his hips, letting out a quiet hiss when he realized he was still buried inside the other boy.

Sebastian smiled and kissed him again. "sorry" he mumbled still smiling "I'm not a chick, and I need a bit more time than that before I can go again" 

Derek laughed quietly. "I do too." He lifted himself, pulling out slowly and sat back to take off the condom, tie it, and toss it in the trash, before laying back down on top of him. "We're gonna need another shower," he murmured, trailing kisses over Sebastian's collarbone.

"mmmm, I think we should take those separately" Sebastian sat up a little. "you should go...." he whispered kissing Derek's neck softly 

Derek let out a quiet groan, sitting up again. "I need coffee, and my headache's starting to come back..." he mumbled. "I'm gonna gonna go to my room. You should bring me hangover food after we both shower," he commanded, kissing Sebastian on the lips before slipping off the bed to start pulling his booze-smelling clothes back on.

"I'll drop off some food and coffee for you in a bit, but I'm going out today" sebastian pulled the blankets around himself. " I have a date tonight."

Derek froze as he tugged his pants on without boxers. "...Oh?" he said, trying to sound normal, as he grabbed his shirt, turning away from the bed to pull it on. "Have...fun with that." Glancing around the floor for his shoes and socks, he avoided looking Sebastian in the eye.

Sebastian avoided looking at Derek as he got off the bed and grabbed his shoes and socks. He walked over to Derek and handed them to his before pulling him in for a kiss. "You promised."

Derek pushed him away slightly. "Yeah I know," he said, controlling his voice, making sure he didn't sound jealous, as he took his shoes and socks. "But if it's just sex...why do you bother kissing me so much when we're not even doing it?" he asked, not waiting for an answer before heading out of the room, leaving the door wide open behind him, his boxers still tangled in Sebastian's sheets.

Sebastian didn't bother arguing. He went into the bathroom and got in the shower, trying not to remember how Derek's hand's felt on him. He took his time in the shower using hotter water than he normally would. He knew that sleeping with derek was a bad idea. He got out and got dressed, running down to the cafeteria to get food and coffee for Derek. He hurried back up the stairs, food in hand and knocked on Derek's door. 

Derek went back to his room and took a cold shower, concentrating on washing himself quickly and getting out of there before he could think about how it felt to be in the shower with Sebastian. Drying off, he pulled on a fresh pair of boxers and took a few more painkillers, before diving under his blankets and quickly falling asleep. He was exhausted, by everything that had just happened with Sebastian physically and otherwise, and was still cuddled under the covers deeply asleep when the other boy knocked on the door.

Sebastian knocked on the door again, before seeing if it was unlocked

Derek hadn't bothered to lock the door when he came storming in. He rolled over in his sleep, one arm dropping off the bed and brushing the floor, his face pressed against the pillow facing the door.

Sebastian opened the door and saw Derek passed out on his bed. He smiled at Derek before carrying the food and coffee over to the desk and setting it down. He write a brief note before going over to the bed and putting Derek's arm back on the bed. He kissed Derek's lips briefly before leaving the room. 

Note: 

I kiss you because I like kissing you. I just like kissing you. Enjoy your lunch, and I hope you're not too hungover later. 

Sebastian. 

OOC: So me and Amanda RP’ed this through e-mail. Rather than go through over 100 posts we put them into larger posts. THIS IS CANON.

Set after Sebastian and Julian Broke up. 

 Sebastian woke up around two in the morning and found an arm around his waist. He leaned up to kiss Julian's jaw, and then sat up when he realized it wasn't Julian. Because Julian left him. He quickly stood up and made ho's way out of the room and into his own. He shed his jeans and shirt and crawled into his own bed trying not to cry again.

 Derek woke when he felt Sebastian untangle himself from his arms, watching sleepily as the other boy left the room. He knew this would happen. He knew he was only going to get hurt in this. Turning over under his blankets, he tugged one of his pillows down to his body, to wrap his arms around it, trying to fall back to sleep.

Sebastian lay in his bed for a while attempting to sleep. It wasn't working though. He had been accustomed to sleeping near someone. In the end he got out of bed and pulled on a pair of sweats before making his way back to Derek's room, he opened the door, grateful it hadn't been locked. "Derek?" he whispered into the dark room.

He rolled over to look at the door. "Sebastian? ...Why'd you come back?" He pushed the pillow back towards the top of his bed, hoping Seb couldn't see when he was clinging to it in the dark.

Sebastian stepped toward the bed. "I couldnt sleep, and I rather not be alone... Do you mind if I sleep in here? I can take the floor or something...?"

"You won't be able to walk tomorrow if you sleep on the floor. Believe me, I know from experience," Derek mumbled sleepily, shifting over. "Sleep in the bed, I promise not to cuddle you this time."

Sebastian climbed into the bed next to Derek. "Thanks." Sebastian curled into Derek's side and pulled Derek's arm over him.

Derek let Sebastian tuck his arm around him. "...Or you could just make me cuddle you, that works too," he laughed softly.

Sebastian smiled softly. "Sorry, you don't have to, I just feel safer this way I guess. I don't mind the cuddling." Sebastian rested his head on Derek's chest.

"No, no. I...kinda like it," Derek murmured sleepily, pulling him a little closer.

"Derek, I ....." Sebastian leaned up and pressed a soft kiss to Derek's lips. "Thank you."

He froze up a little when Sebastian kissed him. "F-for what?" he asked, his fingers sliding down the other boy's cheek gently.

"Being here. Just thank you." Sebastian laid his head back on Derek's chest. He yawned before drifting off 

Derek smiled and drifted back off to sleep for awhile.

~~~

Hours later, as the sun shone brightly into the window, he shifted in the bed, feeling another body against his back. He blinked sleepily, confused as to how he and Sebastian had ended up spooning, let alone how Derek had become the little spoon. He decided not to fight it, to let Sebastian wake up (and most likely freak out) on his own, just closing his eyes and enjoying what little time he had left in the other boy's arms.

Sebastian shifted a little his arms tightening around the boy in his arms. He mumbled something in his sleep, burrying his head in the back of Derek's neck. 

Derek sighed softly, pressing back against him gently, knowing Sebastian was probably dreaming that he was Julian. It stung a little, to know that.

Sebastian opened his eyes and kissed Derek's neck. "Morning princess," Sebastian loosened his grip on Derek a bit, wiping his eyes a bit.

Derek let out a shaky breath. Princess...Seb remembered who's bed he was in. "Morning," he murmured, shifting in Sebastian's arms. "You spooned me," he said accusingly, a slight grin on his face as he rolled over to look at the other boy.

"And you let me..." Sebastian said raising an eyebrow. He smiled at Derek before kissing his cheek. "It's Saturday. Can we not leave bed?"

"I was sleeping! I was spooned against my will!" Derek said huffily, a hint of a smile on his face as Sebastian kissed his cheek. "You sure you want to spend all day in bed...with me?" he asked cautiously, wondering if this was just going to be Seb's way of forgetting, of getting everything out of his system before leaving for good.

"You just gave me an opportunity and I took it," Sebastian smiled for a moment. "I don't want to face Julian. I don't want him to leave again. Your room seems like a great place to hide out, considering any sane person would hate you by now. " Sebastian held Derek's hand in his. "And no matter how much I think I should, I can't hate you, Derek." Sebastian squeezed his hand a bit. "Please stay with me...."

Derek looked at him for a moment, studying his face for any sign of insincerity. "...Guess it's a good thing I managed to sneak my own coffee maker in here the other day, since Logan's been MIA, huh?" he finally said, smiling faintly.

"Coffee is always a good thing" Sebastian smiled, rolling away from Derek a bit. "Now go make some." 

"Demanding much?" Derek smirked, sliding off the bed and heading to the table he'd set up in the corner, the smell of freshly brewed coffee already waiting for him. Grabbing two mugs, he poured it and padded back to the bed, offering on to Sebastian, settling down beside him to sip from his cup.

Sebastian sat up, and realizing he was shirtless pulled the quilt around himself. He took the cup and sipped some of the hot liquid. "Not bad, princess." 

Derek just rolled his eyes, still drinking, a bit more steadily, glancing over at his desk where his computer lay next to the vase of flowers from his secret admirer. He really didn't have a green thumb, but he'd managed not to kill them just yet, so that was a good sign, right?

"Yellow carnations?" Sebastian smiled as he followed Derek's gaze over to the vase. "Which one was your favorite?" Sebastian looked down at Derek smiling a bit.

"I think the one in my locker was. Or the last one..." he trailed off, glancing over at Sebastian. "Wait...Did I even tell you about 'B'?"

Sebastian's eyes widened a bit. Shit.  Derek hadn't told him. Might as well come clean. "I actually liked the jacket one. I'm glad you wore it all day." Sebastian put his cup on the nightstand and wrapped his arms around his knees. 

"You're B..." Derek breathed out, almost dropping his mug. He set it aside on the nightstand, turning to face him. "Sebastian, why the hell would you do all of that for me?" He rested his hand on Seb's knee.

Sebastian didn't have an explanation. He just moved his hand on top of Derek's, and smiled weakly. 

"You made my entire week with that stupid stunt, Seb," Derek said sincerely. "No one's ever done something like that for me before..."

"I'm glad I made you happy with my stupid stunt," Sebastian looked away from Derek and back at the vase of flowers. He smiled a little before looking back at Derek. "It was a stupid idea. I didn't even think about it. I just ordered them and found some freshman to break in your room. It just happened. I didn't have to think about it.. I'm glad you liked them, I really just wanted you to have a good Valentine's Day, no matter who you were with." 

"Thank you." He didn't know what else to say. "...What does B stand for?"

Sebastian grinned "I actually thought you would have figured it out by now." He stretched his legs out again and crossed his arms over his chest."I should let you figure this one out by yourself."

"Dammit..." Derek started thinking, but even with the help of coffee, he was still too drained from yesterday's confrontation with Sebastian. However, something else did pop up. "...You really did kiss me at the hospital, didn't you? Right before I woke?"

Sebastian nodded. "I don't know what I am thinking when I do these things....." 

Derek shook his head, leaning forward and kissing Sebastian. It was gentle, simple. He cupped the back of Seb's head, his fingers threading through his hair to pull him into the kiss even more.

Sebastian kissed him back his hand moving to hold the side of Derek's neck. 

Derek parted his lips slightly, tilting his head for a better angle. Kissing Sebastian was...well, this was better than the blurry, drunken memories he had of their heated New Year's Eve. And way better than the kiss he'd forced on Sebastian in the common room so long ago, because...Sebastian was kissing back.

Sebastian smiled a bit as he kissed Derek. Last night hadn't been like this. This kiss was gentle and sincere.  Sebastian pulled away from Derek a bit. "I can't...." 

Derek immediately drew back, looking at Sebastian in confusion. "Can't what?"

"I can't do this. I can't do us. "Sebastian pulled away from him wrapping his arms around his legs. 

"Oh." There it was, black and white. Sebastian couldn't do this. He didn't want Derek after all.

He looked down at his hands, feeling sick. He'd hurt so many people- girls- before this. Casey came close to giving the pain back to him equally. But this- this hurt so much more than that ever had. "Oh," he repeated, still looking down.

"Derek, I'm sorry. I can't, not now." Sebastian shifted enough do he could take Derek's hand. "It's been one day. Derek. Don't  be mad at for asking for time." 

Derek lets out a shaky breath. "Time...Of course. You need time. I thought you were just saying..." He squeezed Sebastian's hand. "Okay."

Sebastian smiled and brought Derek's hand to his lips kissing it. "What do you want to do all day?" 

"We could watch movies?" Derek offered quietly, trying to ignore the blush that crept up his neck and over his cheeks at Sebastian's soft kiss on his hand.

"I like that idea, do you still have The Princess Bride? We can watch it again."

"Yeah, hang on-" Derek got up from the bed to grab his laptop, bringing it back with him as he sat down. Flipping it open, he pulled up his downloaded copy of The Princess Bride, starting to play it as he settled with his back against the pillows.

Sebastian scooted back against the pillows and leaned against Derek, watching the laptopn, wondering just how long it would take for Derek to get it. 

Derek had an arm around Sebastian, watching the movie. It took several mentions of the name before... "Oh my god. Buttercup."

Sebastian grinned and kept his gaze on the laptop screen. "Took you long enough...."

"You are such an idiot," Derek muttered, reaching to squeeze Sebastian's hand. "Does that make me Wesley?" he asked with a chuckle.

"Do you want to be Wesley ?" Sebastian asked softly.

"...Yeah," Derek said simply. watching the screen. "If you're B...Buttercup...then yes."

Sebastian laced his fingers with Derek's, smiling as he leaned into him a bit and watched the movie. 

Derek fell silent for awhile, half-watching the movie while the other half of him was FAR too concentrated on how Sebastian was holding his hand and leaning against him. It felt...nice. But also weird. Part of him missed the more antagonistic relationship they'd always seemed to share. He hoped this was just temporary, as Sebastian took time and figured out his feelings.

Sebastian watched the movie in silence, managing to not fall asleep. At some point he let go of Derek's hand crosing his arms over his chest.

Derek kept his hands to himself, when Sebastian released his hand. He wasn't going to push anything, but he rested his head against Seb's towards the end of the movie, reciting along with some of the lines.

As the movie finished, Sebastian stood up and went into the bathroom. He closed the toilet lid and sat on it after closing the door. He didn't know what he was doing anymore. He loved Julian. He couldn't not love him after only twenty four hours. He rested his head on his knees a breathed deeply, trying not to cry again. He knew Derek liking him was only a phase. He would fuck Casey again and go running back to her. Sebastian couldn't let himself hope. He couldn't let himself feel anything for Derek: this attraction, or whatever it was wouldn't, couldn't, last. He turned the water in the sink on and stayed siting on the toilet for a few more moments. Eventually he stood up and stood in front of the mirror. He needed to shave. He ran his hand over his cheek for a second. His hair was a mess and there were bags under his eyes. He splashed some water on his face before wiping his face and turning the faucet off. He held onto the counter for a moment trying to decide what to do.

Derek stayed sitting in his bed as Sebastian headed for his bathroom, curling up slightly, hugging his knees to his chest. Time. Sebastian just said he wanted some time. Derek could handle that. He could. It would all be fine...

Sebastian walked out of the bathrom and leaned against the doorframe. "I think I'm going to go..... " 

"Right. Okay," Derek murmured, looking down at his hands.

"I'm gonna go then." Sebastian made his way to the door. "I'll see you tomorrow.... or something...."

He glanced up at Sebastian's retreating form. "...Or something," he repeated quietly. "Bye Seb..."

"Bye" Sebastian made his way down to his room, determined to put his plan into action.

"Oh Fuck did I really just dream that?" Sebastian thought as he sat up in bed, noting the sticky sheets. He groaned as he pulled the covers off of himself, cursing the fact he would need a shower before Derek arrived. 

How exactly did one go about acting normal around someone when you just dreamed they were fucking you senseless. Sebastian sent a quick. 'I miss you' message to Julian, trying to convince himself he didn't cheat. 

"It was a dream. It was only a dream. You can't get off, every one was talking about you and him, and it's what your mind conjured up. It has nothing to do with the way he smelled, or the way your pillow still kinda smells like his cologne.Or the way your head felt resting on his--  No, nothing at all. It was just a dream and Julian nor Derek ever have to know about this. EVER. there is simply no need, because he is straight and you are gay and it just wouldn't work. He is confused. and You are NOT attracted to him " 

"Ohhhh, Seb!" Derek's eyes flew open and he sat up with a wild gasp, his heart pounding and dripping sweat. "Oh my god..." he whispered, still almost able to feel Sebastian's fingers digging into his back, the way his muscles tightened around him... His mouth was dry and he reached for the glass of water he kept beside his bed, finding it empty.

He groaned and pushed back the covers, eyes drifting down to see that he'd come in his pajama pants. "Fuck!" he swore, pushing himself out of bed and heading to the bathroom to clean up. He hadn't had a wet dream since the seventh grade. Sure, he woke up with morning wood often enough, but to orgasm during his dream like that?