#rpfthoughts

Ofc, he does in game if he has to, but he tends to use "mid" or [champ name] more often, it's always you, hey you, when he's talking to Nemesis, he doesn't really have a problem saying it when Neme isn't there watching, when he refers to him to someone else, just never to his face (or ig in this case his VC idfk man)

It's curious bc Nemesis himself has no problem addressing Crownie by name (I do think he would rather kill himself than call him Juš but that is a whole other discussion about how every Slovene in the LEC harbors this deep-seated hatred for their native language), and he often does, and it often sounds like he's telling him off about something (Crownieeeee - yeah my bad - wait why did neme say that? - because I was flaming TT - you were getting too impatient - yeah you're right) and while it's not in a demeaning way and i don't think crownie minds at all i don't ever see him addressing Nemesis in the same way.

Feels like even though Crownie is older he looks to Nemesis as this older-brother(ish) sort of persona, and he lets him push him around just a little bit more than he lets everyone else, and he never says his name; maybe because they used to call each other something else when they met back in slovenian LANs and he forgot to form a new habit, maybe because he just can't bring himself to for one reason or another, it feels odd, like just the name is breaching some sort of contract with himself already