hurting my own feelings about the sanheim/ horvat rooming situation don't worry about it.
does sanny tell tk? shooting him a text like "guess what dude they have me bunking with horvat lol." he starts to type it out and then puts his phone down. is it better to not bring it up because it feels like rubbing it in? hey i'm here and selected and you missed the cut even though we've done everything together. except the stuff we haven't done together because you've been better than me. 2020/2024 all star game. development in lehigh valley. haha, now i'm rooming with your cousin you don't really know and never talk to, who only gets trotted out by jj and boosh as a fun fact during the boring parts of the games when we play the islanders. because he's 6 ft tall and played himself onto the team, and you couldn't get going until it didn't really matter anymore.
but if he finds out secondhand, because juulsen makes a joke about it in the group chat or one of karly's sister's innumerable sutter in-laws brings it up when they're in calgary over the break- is that worse?
sanny ends up asking alex to tell karly because he doesn't know what to say. or maybe he does, but it doesn't matter that he wishes it was tk, that it's hard to do this without him. travis is here, and tk is not. the girls are good at the emotional stuff in a way he and tk aren't. they're rockstars for that. he turns his phone screen off and asks bo if he wants to go to the dining hall. they don't talk about tk.