— nightingale
it's tiring sometimes doing nothing -- when life itself sucks the life out of you leaving you exhausted for no apparent reason. jongdae doesn't like that, he detests having to be kept behind walls because of where he'd been born. he preoccupies his time with reading but there's only so much you can read before your eyes get tired as well and soon enough your mind starts to wander.
jongdae does that a lot, let his mind wander that is. and though he'd like to think of himself as an optimistic man, jongdae enjoys the leisure time and solitude he gets to himself as well. though he doesn't quite enjoy the castle, it's thick walls daunting to him, he does at the very least appreciate the courtyard. it's the closest thing to the world outside that he has and the fresh air is enough to give him some peace of mind.
vaeviel's sky is beautiful, jongdae thinks, as he stands in the green courtyard, surrounded by nature's flora and fauna. he takes a seat at one of the benches and for the first time in a while he has no book at hand. instead he's busy admiring the view and relaxing. being a prince is hard -- there are a lot of things you have to think about. how to rule a kingdom, prospective wives and all that jazz. as excitable as he may seem jongdae doesn't like to think too hard for a very long period of time.
he shuts his eyes, taking in a deep breath before his eyelids flutter open and he sighs, lips slowly parting as well. and it all comes too easily for him, the song, the music, the melody in his head as his throat tightens and loosens in a motion that has his mind resting but his heart at ease.
singing has always been jongdae's sweet escape, a guilty pleasure that he kept from most because -- 'a prince doesn't need to know how to sing. it's absurd!' his father had told him. but for now as he's seated on the bench, soft words escaping his lips in harmonious melody, he thinks it's okay for 'a prince to sing his heart out'.










