#roughttime

3/24/2020

This is the first time doing this. So forgive me if I may be doing this wrong or if you don’t agree with what I am saying. I am creating this page because it is a dark time in society, and I want this to be my escape. I would like to keep myself anonymous as much as possible, because I want you to create an image of me. Any image at all. When I read a news article or a book, anything really, and I don’t know what that narrator or author looks like, it’s nice to come up with an imagine in my head. I would like you to do the same for me. Also, if you happen to know me (because you recognize my profile picture 🐶...) Please keep it to yourself. I am doing this for me during a time of needed escape and I hope that you reading can find an escape as well. I also don’t call myself an english expert of any kind, I just like to write my thoughts down. With that being said.... This is Me. 

I am going to go by H. My name is H and in the profile picture you see those are my too doggos Penny and Delilah. They are my life. And currently my whole life because the world has been advised to take action and stay home. We are going through a pandemic and it is hard. It is the hardest thing that most of us has ever done. Some of us are doing it better than others. Some are losing jobs, some are taking massive pay cuts. It is a scary time to be alive, to say the least. What I have to look forward to every day are those two doofy doogos in my picture. And my wonderful boyfriend, who I haven’t killed yet, A. (As I tell about my life an my stories I will refer to my friends, but I will give them different names. My boyfriend and I will stay 1 letter.) 

A and I have been together for 3 years now and it is the best decision I have ever made in my life. He is my ending. I didn’t always have the best track record with boys, so when I met A he was a breath of fresh air. He loves my doggos with all of his heart and I love the life I have built with him. So far him and I have been really effected by this pandemic. He is currently working from home and has had have a pay cut. My school closed down and I cannot work and since it is a corporate owned school they are going to stop paying us at a certain time. Everything is hard right now. Everyone is telling us to look at the good and keep our heads up. It is hard when you see no light at the end of the tunnel. Where do we go next? How do we end this? Is this going to end? Most of us are hopeful for a vaccine, but who knows how long that is going to take. These are really scary times.