I probably won’t be drawing any more SPOP fan-arts, and if you’ve been waiting for some from me, I apologize. If, for whatever reason, my fan art means something to you, you’d better save it - I can’t promise I won’t delete all the galleries someday.
For me, She-ra is very closely associated with the person I lived with for five years and with whom I’m going through a very painful breakup. There’s a lot of stuff in there that probably doesn’t interest anyone, but the point is that I used to strongly associate this person with Adora, and now I just can’t look at fan art without feeling a strong sense of revulsion. Alas, associations can be very powerful sometimes.
Right now, I only want to draw my original stories, for maintain my mental state. I don’t think my aversion will go away anytime soon - five years is a long time, meh - and the shock of realizing so many things was really intense. I want to keep drawing women and wlw stuff, but most likely it’ll be different fandoms now.
I don't think anyone was actually expecting new fan art from me, but if you are, I just want to tell you to save all this crap I've drawn over the past few months, in case I have another meltdown and delete it all. It hurts me a lot and I want to forget everything.