#rosegonewild

Dear future me,

I hope you don’t have to look back on what you’ve been and that you only look straight to the sky where you’re headed to. I want you to forget everything that’s already gone, to not look for deeper meaning in everything and probably most importantly - to not hate yourself. I want you to never get too deep in relationships, never let anyone too close and feel as less as you can, because in the end you know how it is - you end up hurt. So don’t trust anyone and do what you do best - stay alone and achieve what you’re aiming for. Don’t let anyone manipulate you, your far past will remind you that it’s your turn to break down everybody that has tried to or is trying to break you down. 

I want you to keep your head so high that people are afraid of your shadow, of the confidence that’s radiating from you, despite all the strange looks, the hate of the misunderstanding and people’s words. They don’t know you, they’re not you, they’re not inside your head - they can’t judge you. The only opinion about yourself that matters is your own opinion, so step on everyone that stands in your way and keep on rock ‘n’ rolling!

O - One wish?

I wanna live a peaceful life. No stress, no worries, no cares, just peace. That's all I want...

R - Reason to smile?

Motley - nuff said.

W - Which celebrity i’d marry?

Nikki OF COURSE asdfghjkl;!! I'd really marry Blackie too, bc he seems like a lonely person and that deeply hurts my black soul, ok?

1: The story of my last kiss.I honestly didn't like it because I didn't want a kiss at the time but they wouldn't stop and it was awkward akgjd.10: What I would name a daughter.Briar or Caroline or something pretty.

I love you *_* Thank you dear! I hope you’ll have a good sunday too, and that you’ll be able to have some sleep :)

That’s almost worse than the rain, because it’s depressing without a reason! I mean, weather, you have to be dark and cold? For fuck’s sake, do it for a reason and make it rain already xD

I slept pretty well, I fell asleep with the tv on. I like cloudy days when I can stay in bed and listen to music and be on Tumblr. But today my boy and his friends are coming over and we’re gonna have lunch at a party, and if it rains it sucks.

Yes it is! :) The only exception is when I sleep with my boyfriend. If he’s there with me, it doesn’t matter how long it takes to fall asleep and shit. I can’t understand how my mind fucking works on these things xD