you just like fucking with my heart, don't you. [ :) ]
She could have gone and ripped his heart out of his chest, and it would have hurt less, he's damn sure.
There are many, many things he plays close to the vest--things he's done, the people he's worked with, the people he's hurt--that he wants...no, needs to keep from her. He's already playing against a stacked deck with everybody and their mamas (especially her mama) calling him out for being a thief. Not that he had a choice in the matter. He was a kid. An infant, even. Not even a day old.
Not that it matters. Not that he'd ever give them more ammunition by giving away his li'l sob story for nothing. He lets the crumbs fall as they may, little pieces of himself that he deems safe enough for consumption. It ain't always pretty, but it's him.
Her lips--a benediction and his damnation.
She's witnessed one of the ugliest sides of him through his accursed eyes and left. Him. She left him to die. He loves her--God knows he loves her with every breath in his damn body, but he's got vested interest in his own skin. A gamblin' man always does.
â Sha, â the endearment comes out as a whisper as his jaw works through the lump in his throat, â if dere was anot'er way, Gambit would have found it. If y' cain't trust me, trust in dat. â








