âI learned so much, I saw so much; of him, of us, of them. I could see in seven different directions all at once, seven prisms reflecting seven prisons, and every whisper that dared trespass into the fade funneled into my ears. Secrets, his secrets, his desires, his regrets. I ate until my belly ached, but I could never satisfy the craving.â
Sahmaâel could no longer conceal the grimace planted between her lips. This woman needed help, but it wasnât the type she could offer, but she did understand satiation and perhaps she could suggest a small token of relief. âHave you tried a vintage cabernet? Certainly drowns my sorrows, well enough.â
MoonâHwa laughed, a hollow chime, that hurt more than it salved, and the woman coughed violently, folded into her knees and hugged herself.
âYou really believe you were trapped in the belly of that thing, donât you?â She regretted it, instantly. It sounded insincere, so many years spent hardening herself had done the trick, and sympathy wasnât easily found or given. Â
âI was the beast.â Her quaking fingers brushed over her teeth, âArcades of fangs, severing their bones, crunching heads rolling under my tongue, their cries tasted so sweet...like honey.â Her gaze was pulled, strung taut like fishing line to some far-off place. âI was the beast, and nothing could stop meâŚitâŚI was witness to all their deaths, their final words tumbling down my throat.â
The young elven woman found herself struggling to draw words. She nearly believed her, or rather she didnât want to consider whatever reality this nightmare existed in.
âRight, well I think I have heard enough.â Sahmaâel backed slowly towards the door, âIâll finalize the details with Varric.â
âand there is one last thing you shouldââ
Sahmaâel twisted on her heel, âWhat?â She growled, anticipating another campfire ghost story.
âYou should know his name. His true name.â
She scoffed, âI do know his name, and he seems to have three. FenâHarel, The Dread Wolf, and Solas.â She counted off her fingers and then wrung her hands as if she were shaking off something foul and wet, âYou would think this lunatic was an actor.â
Sahmaâel paled, âBut thatâs a demon. I thought he was a man.â
A soft smile chiseled dimples into the corners of her cheeks, but there was no joy to be found.