āhardened Neveā this, āhardened Lucanisā that
I raise you hardened Rook
it doesnāt matter which city Rook savesāa part of Rook dies that day regardless
it doesnāt matter how great of a friend, lover, or hero Rook becomesāsomething or someone always slips through fingers like Rivaini sand
it doesnāt matter how Rook runs themself ragged saving the world while keeping their team aliveāa companion is still dead and still anotherās been taken and Rookās been irreparably altered by the regret prison and Minrathous still ends up sacked and Varricās a fucking figment of Rookās imagination andā
the conclusion comes quietly, gently, without fanfare, written under soothing aquamarine light, an empty cup spills red onto thick parchment and green cushions
the Caretaker bows their head goodnight, keeps vigil over Rookās shut door
a former lover and perhaps a few companions finally make their way up the stairs, seeking; Lucanis is cooking tonight
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For the codex prompts: 7 something written by a character from a previous game about Rook. (any Rook that works for you, though I am partial to Riley lol)
Omg thank you so much for the ask! (Sorry I forgot this in my inbox)
And you know I'm always down to write about Riley
Riley Mercar
Shadow Dragon
Qunari
Mage
Do not trust him He shared his last healing potion with Fenris. Still questionable
Fights well with a sword
Fights well with daggers
Fights well
Knows where to find good booze cheap
Helped me out of that bad scrape in the Cobbled Swan
Will flirt with or fight the Threads. Depending on his mood
Hal's Fish stand
Kicked my ass at Wicked Grace
Saved my ass in Vyrantium. Damn Venatori
Neutral Friend
Best friend
~A page from Garrett Hawke's journal
Something I don't talk about a ton in my Hawke as a Shadow Dragon with Fenris HC is how he and Riley become best mates. (Tbh I think I really only go into it in my Don Elgarānan AU)
another day, another codex āØfor reference, amalia is my rookās daughter!!
Codex Day #25: Rookās notes on the Lighthouse/Caretaker
Lighthouse Findings
Written neatly in Theaās handwriting on orange parchment. There is a tiny drawing of Amalia and Lucanis in the corner with a dried flower pressed between the margin.
Weāve been in the Lighthouse for more than six months now. It feels like we just got here. I canāt say it feels like home, but it is close. I swear my room here smells exactly like my old room back in Cumberland.
Iāve realized that changes can happen in real time here. For instance, a handle appeared on the outside steps when Amalia was walking. Incredible and absolutely needed with a three year old. There have been other⦠anomalies as well. The wisps and spirits here are being far too generous:
- My paints have all been replenished.
- Amalia is always finding new books.
- I complained I was cold once, and suddenly there were two new blankets in my room.
- There was a baking dish I saw in Minrathous and I randomly found the same in the kitchen with two new wooden spoons and a juicer.
- When I went to make coffee, I found a beautiful orange handmade mug from Rivani. One that I said was beautiful and did not buy.
- Amalia found new crafts in her hide away fortress under Neveās room.
- I found my favorite blend of coffee beans in the library. Near new books. And another blanket.
- Amalia found old parchment that I tossed in the Circle, old notes and drawings. How?
- Antivan Red. Two bottles. Two beautiful antique sea glass wine glasses. Left outside my doorā¦
- Amalia found a music box with a spinning ballerina in it, and wished with all her heart to find a tutu. And how funny, she found one in the music roomā¦
- And finally⦠I came back from Nevarra to find new ribbons in my room. Velvet and silk, and in all the colors I was missing. They all match my armor.
Is anyone else finding strangely specific items that fit their wants or likes? I understand that the Lighthouse can aid us, but this⦠I have no answer for.
Added in Davrinās handwriting: Iāve noticed that my room shifts to make room for Assan. But otherwise? Nothing as specific as your finds, though I would love cut wood and a new carpentry kit. And maybe new dinner items. Antivan food gets boring quick.
Added in Neveās handwriting: Thea⦠have you considered that your āwisps or spiritsā could actually be one very reclusive crow?
Added in Lucanisā writing: Davrin. Antivan food is a work of art. Something you clearly know nothing of. I suspect your pallet is underdeveloped, since you Wardens only survive on dry rations and then go to the Deep Roads to die. Do not insult me or my food again. Also crows are not always reclusive, sometimes they just have trouble using their words.
more about Fabia: Rook's template & tag
some notes:
āguess i heard is not correct, should be I thought/ot seems
āVerimensis tea is favorite Fabia's tea (it's also the most expensive drink in Thedas)
āheadcanon that Ashur likes sweet, especially chocolate & we never know does Neve really loves black licorice candy
ālyrium isn't bought in Tevinter because "Prices for lyrium may soon rise higher than the Archon's Palace after recent negotiations with the Orzammar embassy broke down into fighting" (canonical codex: Charter in Minrathous)
āSpire's Wall of Light it's my headcanon (?) that there's Wall of Light nearby every Tevinter chantry, Felix is Felix Alexius
ā"Time and Fade" is a fictional scientific work, more an essay about the rumors that can be heard in Minrathous' Circle of Magi about research of Gereon Alexius, the author tries to prove that it's all just empty fantasies
timeline of list: after Lucanis' joining to the team & before City Choose Moment
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Hey! Rook Codex Writing Prompts ask: 13 ,16 and 25?
Omg Hi!! Tysm for asking :3
Sorry for the delay {IRL has been BUSY this week}
{Answers Under the Cut}
So, I already answered 13 & 16 which is posted Here !
25 is such an interesting idea, I know Az's younger backstory but haven't had a chance to write it yet so this was a super awesome chance to start that process with some of Az's journal entries!
{1 is from when he was 12 and the 2nd from when he's 15}
25. Notes taken by Rook when they were young/in training!
12, Cassus, 9.38 Dragon:
So, I'm not allowed to mix the potions together for a while again.
We'd got off to a good start this time too, mum was telling me all about the herbs we needed and why. She said that she thought if she explained it to me slower that I would start to get it, and I did!!!
But when everything was mixed she told me to get another potion off the shelf so we could mix them because, I guess doing that makes this one stronger, or something?
Anyway, I did, but then the pot boiled over and the stuff all over the floor, and a bit on her I think. She said I picked the wrong bottle but I was SURE I got the right one!
Now I'm not allowed to mix potions for a fortnight! I'm only allowed to help her with gardening stuff again. It's not fair! I know I got it right, I'm gonna check tonight when shes asleep so I can prove it to her.
Update: Why do all the potions have such weird spelt names? It's not my fault that two of them have like all the same letters!
1, Parvulis, 9.41 Dragon:
Today was my first day at the circle, it's⦠weird.
Dad said it would probably not be nice here y'know with the horns n stuff - but I thought he was probably just being dramatic like he always is. I think he might have been right though⦠I've tried saying hello, like mum said I should but⦠everyone just stares at me.
I'm around other people for the first time in like ever? But, it still feels as lonely as my bedroom, but like worse?
At least my bedroom was my own, and I didn't have every Altus asshole acting like I wasn't welcome here. I'm a mage just like them! I'm Tevene!
So why does it feel like this is about to be the longest 6 months of my life?
At least I get to go home for a week in Pluitanis I guess.
~
Tysm again for the question! Sorry it took so long, it's been and continues to be a busy week IRL for me so I've not been able to post half as much as I wanted to this week!! D:
If anyone wants to find out more about Az please feel free to ask me anything from this ask game!
I wanted to have a go at these codex prompts specifically #30 A note/letter that Rook never sent. The letter is heavily inspired by the letter that lemony Snicket sent Beatrice.
She was going to read out the letter to Emmrich after the tearstone battle. He'd eventually find it in her office.
My dearest Emmrich,
My brother suggested I write this letter. Something about getting all my thoughts in order and before you tell me off, yes I went to see avi by myself but the streets were surprisingly calm considering the sudden eclipse. I just needed to go somewhere where I wasn't rook, I was just Isha.
I'm not very good at jotting down my innermost thoughts and I'm probably just going to be rambling. I suppose I should get on with the reason for this silly letter.
I'm sorry for the words said in our argument. Personally, I wouldn't call our disagreement an argument. In my experience arguments usually ended with a black-eye but that's neither here nor there.
Either way I shouldn't have said it but the truth of the matter was is that I'm scared. I'm sodding terrified.
I'm scared that I'm leading you to what could be your death. I'm scared we won't succeed in the fight against the gods but mostly I was scared you didn't want me anymore, that you finally came to your senses and realised that I'm just a silly dwarf.
And before you interject, yes, I know I'm being daft because youāve never made me feel small or stupid. I've never felt anything like how you make me feel, you treat me like I'm a precious gemstone or some goddess. It is very intoxicating.
I lost my chain of thought. What I was trying to say is that I know you're scared too and that's ok because we can be afraid together.
I know you think yourself a burden, a chore I would have to labour through, but my dear wonderful Emmrich you are a gift sent by whatever divine being there is and if the price for your love is grief then I would pay it tenfold for you.
Honestly I thought the conversation was going to go in a different direction. I thought since we were nearing the end of our adventure you were pondering the future, our future.
I assumed you'd ask me to join you nevarra and that you would panic that it was too big of a ask and I would make a joke that you had nothing to worry your brilliant mind about.
I never thought about what would come after, I just assumed that I would die in the fight against the gods, we are facing terrible odds, and if not afterwards I'd thought Iād go to my calling but that's not what I want now.
What I want is to join you in Nevarra, to see all your favourite places, to teach Manfred wicked grace and tell him stories at night, I want to go to bed with you every night and wake up with your scent on my pillow because let's face it I'm not going to wake up with you, what kind of madman wakes up at 4 in the morning. You are but that's besides the point.
I want it all, Emmrich. Every last morsel that you'll give me. I want to see the world through your eyes and be glad for the insight it gives me into your beautiful soul.
Whatever happens next, I want you to know that I love you and I will love you forever. Till I die and after I'm embraced into the stone, and when I find my way out of the deep roads, I'll drift about forever, till I find you again..
I will love you with no regard to the outrage of whoever opposes our union. I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I see you every Tuesday. I will love you as we grow older. I will love you no matter what happens to you or me. I will love you if we succeed. I will love you if we fail. I will love you even as the world goes on its wicked way.
I love you always. Continuously and without reward or witness.
[A poster torn from the side of a tavern near Hossberg bearing a crude sketch of an Elven woman and a warning written underneath]
An upstart that goes by the name "Rook" is spouting spurious lies about a resurgence of the Blight that is without evidence and merit. A babbling fool who blathers about ancient gods and changes within the Blight. We Wardens know the Blight better than anyone else. We fight and sacrifice our lives to protect Thedas from its threat. Do not believe the lies of this outsider. Anyone known to be cavorting with Rook will be questioned by The First Warden and subject to corporal punishment and potential imprisonment. Any information about the whereabouts of Rook is to be delivered to The First Warden immediately.
-Why did they make my ears so damn big??? I look like a I could hear a conversation in Orlais while in Minrathous (Elauthin)
-The First Warden definitely doesn't like you (Bellara)
-He's also calling you a liar and calling for Wardens to turn you in for imprisonment. Evka and Antoine won't but the other Wardens might just to avoid punishment. Best be careful out there, Rook (Davrin)
-Hey Elle, do you think you could hear [portion scratched out] (Taash)
-Hey Taash, did you [portion scratched out] or did you chicken out again? (Elauthin)
-Not cool, Elle (Taash)
-Lucanis, I want to take out a contract (Elauthin)
-On Taash or the First Warden? (Lucanis)
-HEY! (Taash)
-I was going to say the artist but I'll take the First Warden (Elauthin)