I don't like my age cause fandom becomes a debate for existing in it anymore so it's 100 times more difficult enjoying anything without feeling bad
It's not set up for 30+ it's just hard
I wish there was a hobby to enjoy that doesn't feel pushed into me, I still love video games and I don't know what to do about it
I'll just keep running into people who are younger who think I don't belong
I d k what to do with being physically and mentally disabled because gaming is the easiest thing to enjoy that doesn't flare up too much pain or too many paranoid thoughts . I still have to be careful but it's easier than watching movies or making things
Having ADHD doesn't help either cause everything always feels like a risk to enjoy or talk about.
Man I really wish people actually cared about the type of people they say they care about
