You know, I've basically been crying all night. There have been a couple like, half hour long pauses here and there but overall my fucking eyes hurt and my fucking throat hurts and my stomach is killing me. I'm probably going to do a lot more crying in the days to come. I'm not happy with this. This is a shitty, fucked up situation. But even though I'm hurt, my feelings haven't changed and I hope that you, with all your talk about logic and reason and rationality can move past this soon and we can work at just being friends. I feel like I got punched in the stomach repeatedly every hour on the hour for the last like week, but I already miss you. I hope you're doing better than I am.