Honestly I've been considering a circus dr too. Not even for the performance aspect or the time period I'd be going back to — but for the found family vibe of it all. Everyone there is different in some way, people practice together, everyone is performing together. Maybe I'll make friends, maybe I won't. I just can't fathom it being anything other than beautiful in its own delightful and twisted way. Even if I'm alone, seeing people who do have one another now when they had no one in their old lives? For seeing the humanity of it all? It's.. tragic and beautiful.