#romantic..

thinking about these hands so hard 💭

I've really fallen extremely hard for this person and i don't know really know what there feelings towards me are. Or if there is any whatsoever. There's so many things that i think about doing with them, like giving her piggy back rides or having tickle fights, or just laughing and smiling and spending time together and Ahh i have so many ideas for things i'd like to do with her. I also really do want to buy her roses, and write her poems..But i don't exactly know how to write poetry well. Or at all. But i guess i could look up how or just try to do it. But i want to buy her red roses more than anything, i think red roses are well they're kind of cliche but i still love them and i think it's classic and romantic. I know that i haven't been in a relationship before, nor have i ever kissed anyone or have done anything with anyone because i'm a self concious, Awkward, and i get really nervous all the time. Another thing is that i really do not think i'm really someone anyone would want to do anything with because of those reasons and i also don't think i'm attractive..I also really wish that some of the people i've liked weren't so..judge mental and shallow and just looked at someone for what's on the inside and who sees there true, inner beauty. That would be nice.