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"can you just shut the fuck up?” roman finally snapped not able to listen to des’ parents drone on about all the things they could critique about him. the more he had met with des’ parents he’d only grown to hate them more. he clenched his fists to try to stop the shaking he could feel inevitably coming. “can’t you see that he hates when you say that kind of shit? you’re both awful. you disgust me.”
“as far as i see it i’m the only one here who actually cares about des,” he knew that he had crossed a line but he couldn’t help himself. he’d always hated hearing what des’ parents said to him and even more so the way des always reacted to it. but lately he just couldn’t handle it.Â
he stood up from his seat breathing heavily. he had so much more he wanted to say to them but he couldn’t find the words. he knew he already wasn’t welcome here and he had already dug the nail in deeper. this wasn’t his place. this wasn’t what des was paying him for but here he was doing this anyways.Â
maybe it was because ever since their encounter with his own father it made everything seem different. maybe it was because it was because he felt like he owed des something. but most likely it was because he had feelings for des and he only just was seeing it.Â
roman began to make his way out of the room and towards the front door. he wasn’t sure if anyone was trying to speak to him he could just hear a loud ringing in his ears. he exited the house slamming the door behind him unsure of how to calm himself down. he still was’t sure what he could call his relationship with des but he was pretty sure he had ruined it.Â
