#roka paramia

she was super nervous and very afraid of your cheering up and motivation -- you two first met when she was helping you heal your wounds from recent battle or duels or just some simple little wounds .

she was almost outright cautious of your .. behaviors . she didn't met someone like you like .. ever . especially one that started to visit her more and more often . it felt almost weird .

she feels very appreciated of your kindness .. just.. not used to your visiting

all your befriending tactics were simply brushed off as merely almost an act from someone much higher rank for a couple of time trying to be thankful for the time she healed you back up to your current and better state

but .. you really starts to visit more and more often , appearing in the background cheering her on and even protected her against aggressive espada that weren't very kind

she absolutely accept your motivation . it starts to become more until she eventually knows more .. perhaps it's just a hopeless dreams and delusion .. do you want to be her friend ?

but she'll never have the guts to ever asked . instead when you both gotten closer without asking if you guys were friends in the first place , you started staying longer and her allowing you to stay longer , you started talking to her more in which she always do the listening job .

but sometimes you even encourages her to speak up more about herself ! after all , aren't you guys friends ?

perhaps she will talk more .. perhaps her life have becoming a bit more fun and colorful with you being in it

perhaps she doesn't ever wanna let you go now .. what a useless attachment .. to an espada .