Another restless night. Where I can't turn off my overthinking. I made a really good friend here In AZ. She's pretty awesome and I kinda idolized her before she got her bf. She had her shit pretty together. And now she's leaving for Colorado to be with her kids and grandkids. I wish I could go with her. I want outa here so bad. But I'm hella stuck. She was also my rock kinda. I'm not good with good byes. And I'm kinda falling apart inside. I really hope I make it there too and see her again. I'm really gunna miss her. you go girlfriend! I wish you the best















