caged bird sings // murphy and cass
TIMING: current PARTIES: @riseofmurphy and @stolensiren SUMMARY: cass picks the wrong pocket, and in her quest to retrieve her stolen wallet, murphy realizes there's more to the thief than meets the eye. more importantly, she realizes cass doesn't know this about herself. CONTENT: none
Curiosity killed the cat. It was a pretty well-known saying, but people tended to forget the follow up that went along with it, the second half of the quote: Satisfaction brought it back. Thatâs what Cass was after, checking out the Dixie Pig during its lunch rush. The girl whoâd initially warned that the pork wasnât quite pork had a decent enough point about trying new things, and Cass was never one to turn down a challenge. Still, sheâd stared at the pork an awful long time before eating it, hadnât managed to finish the food on the plate for worrying. Sheâd packed it up in a to go box now, was on her way out to put it in her fridge and leave it waiting for the next time she was feeling daring.
It was habit, more than anything. She didnât even mean to do it. The crowd around her was thick, people shoving at one another without meaning to. When someone brushed up against her, Cass didnât consciously slip her hand into their pocket, but she came away with their wallet all the same. And, well⊠It wasnât as if she could give it back without suspicion. She glanced around briefly, making sure no one had seen before slipping the wallet into her own pocket and closing the distance between herself and the door, stepping out into the cool night air.
It didnât take long to realize someone was behind her. The logical side of her mind told her not to worry about it, that it was likely nothing -- plenty of people walked in the same direction, after all -- but the paranoid part of her that had spent far too long on the streets and was soaked in paranoia insisted that she was being followed. Deciding to test the theory, Cass ducked into an alleyway, waiting to see if the footsteps behind her would make the same turn.
Murphy was amused as she watched the girl pick at her food. Though realistically, it was not truly a girl that sat across from her. The scent was slightly off, in only the way a supernatural could be. Aromas that floated on the air within the restaurant clouded it just enough that she could not tell exactly what the girl was, only that human was not the right description. For Murphy, this had merely been a fun experiment. Sciene, really. Could she get someone to eat human meat without their knowledge? The answer appeared to be yes. Though not much. At least the conversation hadnât been half bad.
When the two parted ways, she was sure that would be their last encounter. Especially once the other found out what she had eaten; when her worst fear about the secret of the meat was confirmed. This brought a smirk to her lips. Oh how easy it was to play such games. It was the end of the lunch rush in the Bend. Citizens rushed out of the cheaper shops and restaurants as they made their way back towards Amity Road, back to their day jobs. Crowd surfing had always held appeal for the she-wolf, it was a good way to pick out a meal and remain undetected. Her footsteps paused when she felt a hand slip into her pocket, the weight of her wallet disappearing as it withdrew. There was that scent again, the one that just wasnât quite right.
Murphy chuckled to herself as the girl slipped into an alley. The naivety of it amused her greatly. Alone in the alley, without such strong scents from others, the she-wolf was able to realize just why this girlâs scent had thrown her off; she carried the aroma of home, comfort. Floral undertones that reminded her of her den, of home. It intermingled with the girl's own flavor subtly, which was why she had missed it before. A siren, then. Yet the what did not matter. Cassidy had stolen from her, and that just simply would not do. She stalked toward her victim, gradually pushing her into the dead end of this particular alley while still appearing to be relatively nonchalant. âI believe you have something that belongs to me.â
The footsteps followed. The footsteps followed, and Cass was torn between vindication at the fact that she hadnât been imagining a pursuit in her paranoia and hesitance because she had no idea how to confront this situation. In spite of all the stealing sheâd done, sheâd never actually been caught before. Sheâd never been called out, never been tracked down, never had to defend herself. And she was a good liar â that came with the territory â but⊠this looked bad. Ducking into the alley made her look guilty, and the fact that the person had followed her to begin with meant they already had suspicions.
But it was a little too late to back out now, wasnât it?
Cass turned to the mouth of the alley, facing her pursuer with a grimace. She was somehow both relieved and anxious at the familiarity of the person she found there. It was the same girl whoâd convinced her to come out and try the food to begin with, the same one whoâd watched her eat it with a small smile on her face as if she was privy to a private joke that Cass wasnât aware of. What were the odds that the person she pickpocketed mostly by accident was the same one sheâd spent an afternoon with? Cass opened her mouth, ready to play dumb, to ask if sheâd forgotten something, to make an excuse, to do anything to draw attention away from the wallet in her coat pocket, but before she could get a word out, the other woman was approaching in the kind of way that meant she really didnât want to talk.
It was instinctive, the way she backed up until her hands brushed the brick wall behind her. Cass felt the anxiety slip into her chest, curl its tail around her pounding heart. This wasnât the kind of trouble she usually got into without a ski mask to hide her wide eyes, but⊠She could swing it. âIf you wanted to ask for my number,â she said, nonchalance fake but convincing all the same, âthere are way better ways to ask. Like, the confidence is nice and all, but it comes off as a little aggressive. Do you take constructive criticism?â
Were Murphy someone more forgiving, less prone to violence, she might have given a genuine chuckle at Cassidyâs deflection. As it stood, she was not easily amused. Especially not in the presence of someone who saw fit to steal from her only to lie about it. She could have given a gruding respect to the person who had the balls to admit what they had done. At least enough that seeing their teeth scatter across the floor would have seemed like the extreme option. Still, she had some mercy. Inadequate though it was, merely giving her enough time to play a bit more with her food.
âPerhaps I could.â She studied her cuticles, turned her hand this way and that to take them in at different angles. âDo you think I could go for a manicure?â The question was a purposeful distraction, one designed to get the otherâs heart rate down just so that she could spike it up once more. âI think I could go for one. Why donât you join me? My treat.â A smile stretched across her lips. One that seemed to bare all her teeth. She took a step closer, hands pressing into the pockets of her jacket. âOh, wait, thatâs right.â The gap between them was now less than two feet. âYou have that donât you?â Again that shark tooth grin flashed.
Murphy stepped further into their personal space. She gripped the front of Cassidyâs shirt and twisted it into her fist, their faces now inches apart. âCould you be a dear and grab that for me?â
If the situation started off as bad, it was steadily crawling towards worse territory. It was clear that the woman in front of her wasnât messing around, and while she looked harmless enough at first glance, Cass knew enough to know you shouldnât judge a book by its cover. Especially not in a town that boasted vampires and magic and god only knew what else.
âI donât know,â she said, pretending to contemplate the womanâs fingernails, pretending to glance at her own. âI think youâre looking pretty solid. I donât vibe with the whole âacrylic nailâ trend, you know? They always get in the way, for me.â The ruse was a brief one, as Cass knew it would be, dropped when the subject of money came up. Which, all things considered, was fair enough. After all, there was a wallet in her pocket that didnât belong to her, and that was the sort of thing people tended to get bent out of shape about.
But Cass wasnât someone who backed down easily. She never really had been, even when she really, really ought to. And now was no different.
âYou donât know what youâre messing with right now,â she said lowly, not breaking eye contact despite the sweat on her palms. âIâm a motherfucking superhero. Honest to god. If you back off, Iâll show you my superpowers in a fun way instead of using them to kick your ass.â It was mostly a bluff, because Cassâs powers werenât much good on defense, but⊠Bluffing was one of her lesser-known superpowers. (Though it was a little less super than the rest.)
For a moment, she was stunned. For a moment, her body ceased to move. For a moment, the gears spun in her mind. Then, she began to laugh. Not the cold blooded laugh she usually reserved for situations like this. The one that sometimes even made her own skin crawl, no. Murphy, she-wolf extraordinaire, doubled over in a fit of pure, unadulterated, genuine comedic laughter. As if someone had told a joke so funny it threatened to split her in two from the force of the hilarity. Superpowers? Superhero? Tears rolled down her cheeks at the hilarity of it. âS-Sorry. Just⊠Just give me a moment.â It took several deep breaths of air to compose herself, to reset the sternness in her expression. But the moment she looked at Cassidy again it simply crumpled into another gale of laughter.
In what was undoubtedly a strange turn of events, Murphy almost felt sorry for her. Did she really not know? There was no way she could. The seriousness with which Cassidy had delivered the superhero line was too genuine. It would not have been nearly as jocular as it was without that particular element.
âAre you actually fucking serious? I cannot believe this shit.â Her eyes gazed up at the sky as if an answer could be found there. âWho the hell dreams this crap up?â
A low growl accompanied the thought,, as animalistic as she was herself. What had happened that sheâd lived her whole life not knowing what she was? Murphy wouldnât truly harm her, not now that she knew how uneducated the poor thing was. It wouldnât be right. She was alone without someone to guide her through what it meant to be what she was. For Christâs sake she didnât even have a name for it. She thought she had superpowers!
Murphy grinned that sinister grin once more, though the humor of the situation was still alight in her eyes. Just because she knew she wouldnât really hurt her didnât mean that Cassidy needed to.
âTell you what, MĂ€dchen (girlie),â once more her hand fisted into Cassidyâs shirt. âYou give me my wallet back,â She raised her arm, and with it, Cassidy, clear off the ground. âAnd I wonât show you mine.â
There was a beat, a moment where silence stretched from one breath to the next as Cass waited to see what the womanâs next move would be. Whatever sheâd expected in response to her very thinly veiled threat, it certainly wasnât laughter. Cass bristled, trying not to take it personally as the woman broke into a laughing fit. At least sheâd taken a step or two back and out of Cassâs personal space in order to fully double over. Silver linings, or whatever.
âOh, fuck off,â she snapped, crossing her arms over her chest. Cass had never been particularly self conscious, but when someone burst into laughter at the sight of you, it was hard not to feel a little insecure. âYou donât have to believe me, but itâs true. I can do things nobody else can do. And I use that to help people.â Most of the time. When she wasnât using it to con rich assholes or pick pockets without meaning to.
The growl set her on edge, bringing back up the walls that had fallen with the laughter. Cass tensed at the sinister grin on the womanâs face, nostrils flaring as the hand grasped the front of her shirt again. âAnd what if I want to see yours?â Her voice was a low, even challenge, but it was another bluff. A more obvious one this time, she suspected. She knew when sheâd lost. And the wallet was small time, anyway. There wouldnât be anything in it worth all this bullshit. So, not breaking eye contact, she slipped it from her pocket and back into Murphyâs with a huff.
âThere,â she said, finality in her tone. âI didnât even take anything. You can check it. Now, can you please stop wrinkling my shirt? This is, like, the third nicest thing I own.â
âOh, I plan to.â Her body continued to hold itself in a stance that kept the other in place. She took her time to count through the crash, making sure that all four hundred and seventeen dollars were still present and accounted for. As she did so periodically her eyes would glance up to stare the other woman, the other girl down. Facial features were stone as she slipped the wallet back into her back pocket.
The wolf rested close to the surface and Murphyâs lip curled up in a silent snarl, eyes more animal than human. Their look was sheer power. How a predator would look as it stalked their prey. âYou donât want to see my powers, little girl.â
Traffic had died down in the streets and the alley was quiet. Her ears listened for any sign of an intruder upon their conversation, but they were passably alone. As alone as one could be in a town where the walls had ears. âI am a shifter. Werewolf to be exact. Were I to show you my true form right now, there would not be enough room in this alley for the both of us.
âDo you truly not know what you are?â Her head cocked in question, brows knitting together. There was no reason for this. It was the duty of others of her kind to teach her their ways. To show her what it meant to be what she was. But those others had failed. Murphy could remember her own childhood, how her pack at the time had tried to rid her of the desires that made her wolf. It was despicable. She could not in good conscience let this girl go through the uncertainty. She would not. âFret not. I will help you, young one.â
Cass couldnât exactly be offended as the other woman counted her cash meticulously â she had tried to steal it, after all. Nevertheless, she rolled her eyes at the showiness of it all, settled for looking bored so she wouldnât have to look nervous. She really hadnât taken any cash out of the wallet; she hadnât had time. But if this woman found some missing, or if she had less than she thought she ought to, there was every possibility sheâd go to the cops. Or pick a fight, which wasnât something Cass wanted. She had confidence in her abilities, but⊠she was learning that she wasnât the only one in White Crest who had them.
And this woman had just confirmed, in no uncertain terms, that she had powers of her own.
âIâm not a little girl,â Cass snapped back, belligerent and angry even when it wasnât wise to be either. âIâm not a kid. And I didnât take anything. Your cash is all there.â She was sure of that now, because the wallet wouldnât have vanished back into the womanâs pocket if it werenât. She hardly seemed to be the forgiving type.
Blowing out a huff of air, Cass nodded her head. âSure,â she muttered to herself, âwhy not? You might as well be.â Vampires were real, and Bex had mentioned zombies. Plus magic, and weird slug things that wanted to eat people who had magic. Werewolves were the next logical conclusion there, werenât they? âLook,â she said, louder now, âI donât want any trouble. I didnât even mean to steal your wallet, okay? It was a force of habit. Sticky fingers.â She wiggled her fingers in the air, as if to illustrate this point.
But then⊠Then, the werewolf went on, and Cass dropped her hand back to her side. The question made her tongue taste like ash, and she pushed her tongue up against her teeth to let the dull pressure ground her. âIâm⊠Look, Iâm just a person. Okay? Between you and me, they probably wouldnât even make me an X-Man with my powers. Iâm just me. I appreciate the offer, but I donât think I need a werewolf guidance counselor for that.â Her heart was pounding, and she didnât know why. The thrum was desperate, unsettled. There was an acidic taste in the back of her mouth, and nothing the other woman said should have caused this but it did. Cass was more nervous now than she had been with her back quite literally up against the wall.
âYes,â Murphy emphasized, âYou are.â It was not the fact that Cassidy was younger in her years, but that she had lived those years with no knowledge of who she really was. That in experience made her naive, painfully so. Up until moments a go she had genuinely believed that she possessed superpowers. That she was possibly the accident of some radioactive conspiracy, or simply unlucky. Born with âgiftsâ that made no sense in the grand scheme of things. Ironically, she had chosen to help people with them. Though the otherside was present too. The side that caused her desire to take things, to devour. It was the beast shining through.
Her voice lowered, some of the heat going out of it. She could not blame her for being disbelieving. âYou know nothing.â Tack a John Snow on the end of that sentence and perhaps the gravity of the situation would sink in. âThere is something special about you. You are a shifter, like me.â The last thing that Murphy wanted to do was send her into a panic that would cause her to flee. No doubt the she-wolf would be able to catch her, but it could cause her to use her abilities, something she did not have true control over. She couldnât when she was not even aware of the gravity of them. To provoke them could be disastrous. Especially in such a public place.
âI am sorry for attacking you. I do not handle being disrespected well. It is a wolf thing. One that I feel most especially in my position within the pack.â Tentatively, Murphy reached out to put a comforting hand against her shoulder in an effort to ground her. To keep panic from taking hold. The situation was precarious. âYou are so much more than just a person. You are transcendent from that. Beyond it.â
She took care to get Cassidy to meet her gaze, conveying all that she felt. The sorrow that she did not know what she truly was. The anger that she had not been taught. And most important was the sincerity that was clear within her eyes. âYou are a Siren, child.â
Anger flashed across her face, nostrils flaring, but for once, Cass stayed quiet. She could stand in this alley and argue with this woman about whether or not she was a kid or not all day long, but if she chose to do that? It kind of proved Murphyâs point. Bickering with strangers about your maturity level was hardly a mature thing to do. And at this point⊠Cass was starting to feel a little freaked. More than anything, she wanted this conversation to be over. More than anything, she wanted to ditch the werewolf and run back to her apartment to curl up on the couch and distract herself with Netflix or video games.
Sucking a deep breath, Cass shook her head again. âNo. No, I know what I am. Iâm not â god, I think Iâd know if I was a werewolf. I binged the Walking Dead last full moon. Iâm pretty sure that kind of rules out me being like you.â But her chest was still clenched tight and her mouth still felt dry. It had been a question sheâd asked herself, after Metzli opened her eyes and Bex offered more insight into this new reality. She had wondered, maybe, if her abilities came from something like Bexâs magic or Metzliâs vampirism, something alike but different, but⊠It was a hard thing to accept. When you spent your whole life believing you were one thing, the notion that you might be something else entirely was a nauseating, terrifying kind of thing.
âI shouldnât have lifted your wallet,â she admitted, because she could cop to that, at least. She could recognize that it had been a not-so-great thing to do, especially since the lift had been sloppy enough to get her caught. âBut that doesnât â Itâs not cool for you to just, for you to⊠Try to prank me like this, or whatever. Saying this stuff. It isnât⊠Iâm a person, and thereâs nothing wrong with that. There isnât. I like being a person. Okay? Iâm justâŠâ
The words died in her throat. A Siren. For a moment, she was quiet. And then⊠a giggle clawed its way out from between her lips. Then another. Then, a hysterical fit of laughter. âThatâs â Now I know youâre fucking with me. You had me there, for a second. But thatâs â I mean, come on. Thatâs bullshit. Iâm not â I donât spend any of my time, like, luring sailors out to sea to drown. Itâs never even occurred to me. Not even as a joke!â
The gaze of the werewolfâs green hues was intense though a certain softness lurked beneath the serious exterior, visible only to those who knew how to look. It was Murphyâs turn to laugh, the sound not unlike a bark. âHah!â This girl, werewolf? The notion itself was positively ludicrous. âThere was never any doubt that you arenât a wolf, junger. You are most certainly not the type. But not being like me does not make you human either.â She could sense the panic almost before it arose and tentatively, so as not to startle further, a hand was placed on the girlâs arm. The placement served two purposes, the first to prevent her from darting off, a panicicking shifter of any kind was certainly not a safe shifter. Secondly, she had hoped to provide some comfort in the way of skin to skin contact.
Murphy was careful to keep her grip loose enough to not bruise yet firm enough to prevent any escape. âYou might think you like being a person. But if you were truly happy with simple personhood you would not be exploring your gifts. Anyone intent on their humanity finds things like this terrifying, a curse. Not something to be studied and crafted.â A frown was evident, the crease between her brows was furrowed even deeper. For some reason she cared about the outcome of this siren. There was no rhyme or reason. Perhaps it had to do with her own upbringing and how she was taught that in order to survive she needed to fear. The she-wolf was determined not to let this happen to someone else and fear undoubtedly would suffocate Cassidy were she not prepared for what would happen on her first shift. She could see herself as a monster. To let that happen was not an option.
âJust because the times have changed does not mean the gifts of the siren have. You call them superpowers. The power you have to persuade those around you, how, if you really concentrate, someone will look the other way while you rob them blind.â A soft chuckle escaped from Murphyâs lips. âItâs ingenious, really. What youâve managed to accomplish. Most of your kind prefer to lure humans in for a meal. To be so ignorant, yet to have such control is promising.â
Satisfied that the girl was not about to run, she took a step back. âI wish you no harm. Only to help, to guide. I am afraid I do not know any others of your kind, but I can still teach. It is a dangerous world for those like us. Without guidance, it is easy to fall prey to what is waiting in the shadows.â She had no paper with which to write and so pulled out the sharpie that was in her back pocket, courtesy of her last shift at the firehouse. With quick reflexes she grabbed Cassidyâs wrist and proceeded to scribble her number alon the sirenâs forearm. âI know that you need time to think, to process, but once you have, reach out, please.â Her eyes shone with sincerity. âI want to help.â
Murphy had almost disappeared back into the crowd before she turned and fished the cash out of her wallet. No words were spoken as she tucked the money into the front pocket of the girlâs jeans, a simple nod the only indication of what she had done. Seconds later she had slipped into the shadows of the now nearly deserted street. Only time would tell how this would play out, and yet, it showed promise that for the first time in years, she had shown kindness to a stranger without receiving a benefit to herself.
Murphy wasnât kidding. It became clear in an instant, in the serious expression on her face and the way her short laugh wasnât one of humor but of disbelief. This wasnât her trying to pull one over on Cass, wasnât her trying to play a trick or make Cass look or feel stupid for trying to steal from her. She was serious. She seriously thought Cass was⊠like her. Not a werewolf â that much was clear in her reaction to the suggestion â but something similar. Another kind of shifter, another kind of supernatural creature. And it was â
It was ridiculous. It was ridiculous, wasnât it? Cass was human. She was a human being who was a little lost sometimes, maybe, but not so much so that she didnât know what she was. Not so much so that she looked in the mirror without knowing what she was seeing.
(She already didnât know who she was. How much more a struggle would it be to add not knowing what she was to that? How much more a tragedy?)
Murphyâs hand was on her arm, but Cass barely felt it. She was caught somewhere between wanting to run and being rooted in place, stuck there. âIâm notâŠâ She murmured, uncertain, unsure how to even go about finishing the sentence. She swallowed as Murphy continued. Was that true? Was the fact that she used these abilities that Murphy claimed came from some supernatural aspect of her DNA proof enough that she wanted them, that she knew, on some level, that she was different? It made sense, even if Cass didnât want it to.
âA meal?â She came back to herself with horror etched into her expression. âI donât â I donât want to eat anyone. Am I supposed to be eating people?â She felt a little sick, but at the same time⊠Murphy said she showed control and, in spite of everything, there was some pride to that. Cass had always been eager to please, quick to seek out compliments. Even if she still didnât entirely believe Murphyâs claims, she still liked the idea that someone was impressed with her.
Maybe that was why she made no attempt to pull back her arm, why she stood still long enough for Murphy to write her number on her skin. Maybe that was why she thought she might use it. Cass didnât buy the idea, for a second, that she was anything other than human. But⊠that didnât mean she couldnât still learn from someone like Murphy. Probably not the stuff Murphy was intending to teach her, but other things were on the table. Right? And if Murphy was right⊠Well, wouldnât it be nice to know? Wouldnât it be better? âOkay,â she agreed, quiet. âOkay, yeah. Iâll reach out.â And she was pretty sure she meant it.
She watched as Murphy started to walk away, stiffening when the other woman turned back towards her. Whatever sheâd been expecting Murphy to do next, it wasnât what she did. The cash in her pocket felt heavier than it had a moment before when it had been inside the wolfâs stolen wallet, like there was something else there with it, like it was weighed down by the conversation it had overheard. Cass put a hand into her pocket, wrapped it around the money for a moment as if cementing that it was really there, that it and the interaction were both real. She stood in the alley a minute, then two, then five. Long enough to make sure Murphy was gone, even if there was no fear left there anymore.
Murphy had been right about one thing â Cass needed time to think.










