thank you for the ask!!! this is a very good question actually, it was a combination of vibing deeply with the drk storyline's tone+message+aesthetics, being obsessed with the way drk dovetails so well into shb, and knowing aldera had a hell of a lot going on under the surface that would have to be forcibly exposed for her to be more fully realized.
i ended up inadvertently tapping in to whatever creative juice xiv as a whole has going and got both the element of dynamis and the thematic setpiece of the elsyian fields down on the page before they showed up in canon, LOL, something which still leaves me poleaxed to this day
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“You’re all idiots,” Aldera mutters as she turns her face into, rather than on, his shoulder. “I don’t know how these things work. How was I supposed to know that was how he felt? Family. Family. Now I have to find out when his nameday is.”
Thancred stifles a snort “That’s what you’re concerned about?”
“What she’s concerned about is finding a proper present,” Alisaie says, sotto voce.
“What I am concerned about,” Alphinaud murmurs, “is trying to sleep.”
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ITC: local man gets flirted with by his girlfriend's dark side and is slightly terrified that he enjoys it; also quietly yearns for said girlfriend
Thancred had hoped, somewhere distantly in the back of his mind, to never see the Light draped over the sky like this again. “Sickly” was the word Ryne used to describe it earlier—in five, near six years spent wandering Norvrandt, he’s not found a better adjective for the pallor it casts over everything.
Fray, in his dark armor, strikes quite the contrast against it. Ishgard’s dark knights have ever been solitary, he knows, and the man currently knee-deep in water that is without beginning or end is really no exception. Even as he waves a concerned Myste away and grumps something low and indistinguishable at Yasu, who, unaffected by his bark, continues to pester him as she sits in the boat, he wears that solitude like a shroud.
“This place looks... deserted,” Gaia observes, peering at the drydocks and the ramshackle buildings that have been set up in lieu of a proper waystation.
Ryne nods, worrying the edges of her ribbon between her thumb and index finger. “It’s hard to tell if anything’s here except that Warden. It blots everything else out, just like the real ones.”
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be careful, oh, my darling, oh be careful what it takes
NSFW. Somewhere post-3.3, pre-3.4; mid-chapter two of “heart of a man”. He understands all too well the terror of being treated kindly.
He should be better than this. He should want her to understand.
How could he when he half-wants to make her promises he has no right to make? At least House Fortemps has something to offer her—stability, steadiness, safety. Thancred well knows how little he has in comparison. I cannot tell you when I will come and when I will go. I have made promises to others; I have a duty to fulfill. My loyalties can never lie with only you.
But I want them to—
With the ease of long practice he pushes that thought away. That and the small voice pointing out that she has chosen the same life, the same loyalties—
“If you’d like, I could escort you,” he offers, quiet. “Either there or anywhere. A night without a moon is a cold one to journey in alone.”
Their eyes meet. Finally, Aldera shakes her head, a slight motion. “I can call upon him at a sensible hour.” His heart falls for a moment—oh—before she continues, eyes dropping back to her journal. “We needn’t go out in the cold—I rented a room here. For, um. My crafting equipment.”
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Post-5.0 snippet; Thancred seeking Aldera out in Kholusia between the Nier raids. I just... them...
He sets out to find her around when Alphinaud reports in via linkpearl from Kholusia, noting that she’d come to see him first before going to attend to some business up the Ladder that she wouldn’t speak of—and while he did make a point of telling Alphinaud that wasn’t what the channel was for, he’d quickly thrown his things together and strapped his armor on. Ryne is with Gaia on a week-long “training mission” that (prior to their departure, at any rate) involved an awful lot of discussion about the local specialities of Fanow, and so with an oddly bereft feeling tugging at the edge of his heart, Thancred departs the amaro launch for Kholusia alone.
Something that, in the end, may have ended up being for the better. Kholusia has memories for Ryne. Few of them are good.
And Aldera has memories of Kholusia that are not her own.
The villagers of Wright, most of whom weren’t at the Ladder, are a mite suspicious of him at first, and protective of the Warrior of Darkness, but a run-in with Granson—in town for supplies, and if there is anything else, he will not speak of it—quickly disabuses them of the notion that a white-clad sinner might have ill intentions for the one cloaked in the very night she returned to them.
“Damndest thing,” Granson says, casual, even as his eyes burn into Thancred with some deeper meaning. He’s fought alongside him before, but they don’t know each other well enough for whatever it is he’s trying to tell him. “She’s been wandering the coast—up and down, like she’s looking for something. Last I checked on her, she hadn’t found it. Wouldn’t tell me what it was. I’ve a hunch, though. She helped me put the shade of one of the Warriors of Light to rest. But the job wasn’t finished—not for her. The stories say their leader hailed from Kholusia, just like their healer. You’d know what she’d do with that better than I would.”
Thancred watches in the dying light of the afternoon—watches fields of young barley, watches the eyes watching him, watches the sky sputter and gasp out the last of its allotted color for the day in riotous shades of orange and red. He considers.
There is still so much about her that no one knows.
“Thank you,” Thancred says finally, inclining his head. “I’ll... keep that in mind.”
Granson smiles, thin-lipped, and gives him a two-fingered wave. He walks off in the direction of the lichyard, a bouquet in hand.
For a mercy she is—against all the odds suggested by previous calculations—not terribly far away. He follows the path out of Wright down westward to the sea, treading carefully across packed dirt and cracked pavement alike. For all that the world has started to recover with the aetheric balance tilted away from the Light, so much of Kholusia still looks as if it ended when the Flood came, ruins and wreckage still strewn across the land and its patchy, pale yellow-green grass. Eulmore towers above everything else.
It still looks depressingly garish.
The waves lap at his boots. The sun sets. The air begins to cool.
“Thancred?”
Aldera.
He half-turns, giving her a small smile and crinkling his eyes for added effect. Her hair is wind-blown and messy, a traveler’s dark cloak pulled close about her shoulders, and beneath that the bulky armor of a dark knight completes the picture of a lonely wanderer. The thought leads him to meet her halfway. He inclines his head in silent assent when she tilts hers in hesitating question—the right choice, because the wistful look on her face shatters as a smile replaces it, and Aldera embraces him with a happy sigh.
She smells of grass, primarily, with a hint of sweat somewhere beneath it. He wouldn’t ask for anything else.
“Hello, darling,” he says, allowing himself a moment to return her touch. Then a moment longer, because she looks up at him, and his breath catches at the gentle warmth in her eyes.
Pale gold, royal levin. The last embers of the sun make each color molten.
“I didn’t expect to see you here,” she tells him, one careful hand stretching upward to brush his hair out of his face. “Has something happened?”
He only shakes his head. “In part, Alphinaud was concerned.”
“And...” she says slowly, sensing the unfinished statement on the tip of his tongue. Her brow creases with her confusion.
Thancred regards her with a heaviness in his chest, not entirely sure as to the origins of his somber mood, but sure of himself all the same. “I wanted to see you.”
“Oh,” Aldera says. Blinks rapidly. Shy hope shines in her eyes. “That’s... you really—?”
It stings, though he knows she doesn’t mean it to. “Yes. Hard to believe?”
“Only because I know Kholusia isn’t your favorite place,” she answers after a moment of honest consideration. “And you’ve been so exhausted, recently. Though more fool me, thinking you’d rest. I’m sorry to make you come all this way.”
He only shakes his head. She could go to the furthest reaches housed upon this star and he would follow her wherever they lead—to the highest mountain, to the deepest part of the ocean, to the dying gasp of a world forgotten, to the dead earth beyond the Wall. But she doesn’t need to hear him say it. “Think nothing of it. As it would happen, I ran into Granson in Wright. He seems to think you’re conducting another set of last rites.”
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Emet-Selch is an old man—older than old. Even with an omnipresent helmet and armor that hides her, Aldera is painfully transparent. (Just like she was, his heart whispers, and with the ease of long practice, he ignores it.)
The girl is ruminating again.
“Left to your own devices once more, hero?” Emet-Selch asks, his step light, and Aldera Lightwing’s shoulders tense, her hand twitching as she restrains the impulse to draw her blade upon him. If he has the right of it, he does not think she is truly surprised to see him... but annoyed? Annoyed is another matter entirely.
He comes to stand at her side and crosses his arms as he watches her friends hastily ascend the steps to the Ocular. Such guilt in those gaits! Apparently none of them could be bothered to simply tell her they’re worried about her, leaving her to languish in confusion and silence.
And the worry is well-warranted. After Rak’tika, the Light simply seethes off of her, and if she ever wore an inch less of black leather, he’s willing to wager it would be visible to the mortal eye as well.