#riiga

latvija, es mīlu tevi un viss ko es gribu ir lidot atpakaļ. es gribu būt pie jūras, es visu laiku dzirdu ‘saule pērkons daugava’. mana latviešu valoda vairs nav labi un es esmu tik nelaimīgi.

| so miss home. Especially the weather, the blue sky, different smell of air, trees, snow, so much more creative yet not so manufactured surroundings than London has ever been, wandering through the little bars that play Bowie and weird indie/electro music for a small small audiences with friends, being sad and bored in my little city, talking to my cat and eating mum's food. Haven't been home since the beginning of January, and probably the next time I will be will be July for couple  of weeks. I knew it would never be an easy journey to come to study in London, and I wouldn't ever regret this decision since the Goldsmiths and whole experience has been so good for me and all that has happened shaped how I'm turning into grown up person (or sort of a more grown up lol),but man, it's difficult not to see family, some of the friends and just have somewhere to escape and relax. Feels like    everything is so meh at the moment, which is untrue. Just need some change and some time home.