May 31
June, 2026 goals
:o:- meditate at least twice a week
:o:- study at least 5 hrs everyday
:o:- some form of exercise everyday
:o:- log each day religiously
:o:- do at least 50 ques each day
:o:- do skincare everyday
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June, 2026 goals
:o:- meditate at least twice a week
:o:- study at least 5 hrs everyday
:o:- some form of exercise everyday
:o:- log each day religiously
:o:- do at least 50 ques each day
:o:- do skincare everyday
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11/05/2026
So, today was an okay day. I reached my hometown and enjoyed hanging out with ppl here. Had mango shake, coffee, and just a whole bunch of other snacks. Did my class for 4 hrs. Played with my younger cousins. It was a fun day but I hv to start locking in again.
++ "the stars will always be there to shine for you" ++
Yoii ppl of Tumblr!!
hello !! i am ridd <3
i made this blog to motivate myself in regards to studying and achieving my goals. i'm 17 and in india + i'm currently preparing for jee 2027 along with boards.
i love reading, coffee, naps, swimming and puns. i've got a bit of a sweet tooth, and i have been trying to believe in the power of optimism.
My alt account ( for goofiness nd laughs ) - @riddzei
My tags are +:-
#krishridh- all my posts,
#riddjee- all of my posts related to jee prep,
#ridd's logs- for daily logs where i ramble about my day,
#peeps- which are unrelated ramblings
Hope u enjoy
Adios !
having periods + having to study for tests/exams = death
31/05/2026
hello! so the day was quite eventful and stress full as well. i had to go out and my internet was not working. i also could not focus at all for some reason which was what it was. did like 10 ques in total but that's fine cause i have made a plan for the future and there is no point on beating myself up over the time that has passed.
i also made a new spotify account cause i had lost my old one due to losing my email so that is brilliant. i am now pretty excited to start june and i hope this excitement continues throughout the month.
btw did anyone notice that june starts from a monday so i am starting a new month with a new week as well woohoo! new beginnings!! now i just hope to be able to focus more properly in the coming days and get work done! love u all, byeee <3
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30/05/2026
heyy so at last i hv gotten a bit better from that depressive episode that i went through. i actually had a deep chat with a person yesterday who is very close to my heart and they helped me so much with all the confusion that i was dealing with (if u r reading this i love u just so much.)
today i woke up at around 8 (with 4hrs of sleep *pain*) and then did some planning for how i am gonna study for the next 30 days (lil steps yk). i studied determinants, finished the last lec, and then then did like 10 ques of of itf but it's okay small steps i'll do better tmrw. i also went out of my house for a walk after such a long time so that made me feel a lil bit better as well. and i played badminton after so so long.
it was a slow day as i was quite sleepy due to lack of sleep (which was cause i have not slept properly in the last couple of weeks as well) but i am slowly getting better and i hope to better myself further this time WHILE taking care of my mental and physical being.
tw: vent
honestly i hate myself so much at this point. like why do i hv to go and waste so much of my time constantly watching and reading things which do not even give me much happiness. also i am recently feeling this strange sense of grief for all the time that has passed. like i miss that time and am feeling sad so damn much. i look totally fine when i am with ppl laughing and all but i can't be happy fully and whenever i am alone i keep wanting to cry and end up crying ( and i know the reason behind it but still how do i stop feeling this this sense of grief and constant sadness ). recently i hv also been really nostalgic about my childhood home which is make me feel even more shit ( i miss my childhood so much that i am gonna cry..). i miss my mom and wanna be with her but i can't and i know that but i can't help it at all. i hv also not been interacting with my moots and that's making me feel shittier but i just hv no strength to do it AT ALL. i am also really scared for the future and hv been thinking about questions like- what if i don't get i good college? what if i do badly in jee? what if it doesn't work out ? atp i really don't know what will happen to me. even now i don't wanna study that's why i am procrastinating by writing this ( gosh i am pathetic ) after this i am again thinking of reading sm ffs and then study ( which will not happen cause i will end up reading ffs only the whole day ) which will result in me wasting the whole day and i have been in this shitty cycle for so long that i just can't tell enough.
gonna LOCK IN now !