She cares about me so much hell she may even love me. All she can do is hope that I will be okay. That these words won't tear my world down like they've already torn her down. One person can change everything. Her mom was insane. Her mom said that she couldn't go anywhere or do anything. This now ruined everything. What did she have left. I was her world. No more anticipation, we were supposed to meet and have a great time. That's all we talked about everything was leading up to that day. Without that day what did we have left? I knew she cared about me beyond belief and that she was saying this to save me for hurting. She only wanted to protect me from even more heartache but these words killed me. Just like I knew they had already killed her. When she said them they were like razorblades coming out of her mouth. She just didn't want to hurt me. I know she didn't.
