#return later

god I wish I knew what a orgasm felt like or how to give myself one bc it’s so awkward spending like. An hour or two going through things and blogs and having fun getting off and then just. Okay boys let’s pack it up. Like if I could see something that made a clear delineation of “oh okay I reached what I was trying to” that’d help And the blood deprivation to my head that comes from doing that sort of thing also makes it difficult to take 100% feels good from it everything goes down to my lower body and I don’t realize it until I turn it off and suddenly there’s a rush of fresh air back to my brain where I didn’t even realize it was getting strained.