#responsilbity

I Was Told I Should Drop Out of College

Yes, I was told I should drop out of college. P​art way through my sophomore year in college, an instructor suggested I consider dropping out of college. “College isn’t for everyone,” they said.

I​’m not in the habit of listening to negative feedback. Of course, I didn’t listen. In fact, it spurred my decision to ace the class and make the instructor eat their words. Years later, I have my…

My Biggest Mom Revelation of 2018

Have you ever come home to a sink full of dishes?  I’m sure we all have.  The is how I came to the biggest revelation as a mom so far this summer.  I work at home, so the boys take care of each other for a period of time each day.  The oldest is 15, middle is 8 and the youngest is 1 so this isn’t out of the question.  They are capable of making basic food, general cleaning, and more.  However,…

Things honestly aren't going the way I hoped that they would. 

I mean it's not like i'm complaining but I'm so tired of just being stuck. 

I have so many "doors" slightly opened for me and so hard for me to actually open them. Wow that was a super weird metaphor...but whatever. 

I'm so over my job. I like responsibility i do but the little things make me just want to quit! I honestly could care less about being a manger there IF IT EVER HAPPENS!

I want to be able to dress up everyday. I want to work in a nice clean office where I don't have to get on my hands and knees and wear a disgusting blue shirt and get forced to say stupid things that customers could care less about. 

Yeah I know it's paying the bills but is that really worth being unhappy? 

There are so many beauty jobs out there that I know I would be able to do. 

I hate feeling like i'm in a standstill. I feel like I need someone to tell me where to go. I want to do all these things but NOTHING is geting done and thats when i get depressed and just blah. 

Things i want to buy too! Stuff for my makeup room, my camera for my youtube videos, just things...but whatever that's not the point of this post. 

I wish I didn't hold back. 

I wish I was more forcefull. 

If I want something I should get it. 

If I don't like something I should change it.