Reading Response #3: Moonlight (2016)
seThe critically acclaimed 2016 film, Moonlight, is a story of black sexuality following Chiron, a black, gay man. The film is broken into three parts, each following a significant period in Chironās life: āLittle,ā a section examining Chironās young childhood as a boy who is bullied for being aĀ āf-----t,ā which he does not understand;Ā āChiron,ā exploring Chironās high school experience as a budding young man facing his sexuality head-on; andĀ āBlack,ā a look at Chironās adulthood. Each of these sections reveal something new about Chiron and his exploration of his sexuality.
In āLittle,ā Chiron is a young boy who is physically smaller and perceived weaker than the other boys, hence the nicknameĀ āLittle.ā While running from boys who are trying to beat him up, he meets Juan, a younger adult who wants to protect him. Juan takes Chiron under his wing, allowing him to stay over his house whenever he wants and taking care of him with his girlfriend, Theresa. Chiron is very quiet and will not speak to Juan about his home address, and when he does and they return to his apartment, it seems that Chironās mother is afraid that he had been kidnapped.
Chiron keeps appearing at Juan and Theresaās home, though, which raises red flags about his home life. It is soon discovered that Paula, Chironās mother, is not-so-successfully hiding hard drug use, which is supplied by her dealer, Juan. Juan clearly does not want to sell drugs, but it is how he makes his living. Paula lords this over him, though, claiming he could never be a good parental figure to Chiron because he is a dealer. Juan then gives Chiron someĀ āman to manā advice on the beach while teaching him how to swim, opening his role as a father figure, showing what path heās choosing to take.Ā
This section ends with Chiron asking Juan and Theresa what aĀ āf----tā is and whether he is one. Despite both being taken aback by the question, Juan answered with grace, telling him thatĀ āāf-----tā is a word used to make gay people feel bad,ā but that it is okay to be gay, even if he doesnāt know at that moment.
āChironā opens with a silhouetted image of Paula standing in the doorway intimidating Chiron, calling himĀ āf-----t,ā then cuts to Theresa teaching Chiron how to make a bed. Juan has since died, and Paula has become entirely dependent on crack, going so far as to harass Chiron until he gives her the small bit of allowance Theresa had given him so that she could fund her addiction.Ā
At school, Chiron feels as lost and unloved as he does at home, getting along with only one real friend, Kevin, who is a real āladiesā man.ā Chiron is relentlessly bullied by another boy in his classes, who makes lewd comments at him, presumably because he believes Chiron is gay. Chiron seeks solace with Kevin on the beachfront, smoking together and talking about life. They slowly begin to kiss and engage in sexual acts, which solidifies Chironās homosexuality, while exploring the idea that Kevin may be bisexual or sexually fluid.Ā
The boys who bully Chiron manipulate Kevin into punching him in the vein of aĀ āgameā they played as kids. Chiron is left bleeding on the ground, carried off by a security officer who helps him get to the Principalās office. She warns him that if he doesnāt press charges, they will continue to harass him for being gay. She makes it seem as though Chiron is responsible for his own abuse, a tactic often used against LGBTQ+ who do not fit theĀ ānorm.āĀ
Chiron seeks theĀ āeye for an eyeā route, walking briskly but silently back into the classroom, only to pick up his chair and beat it over the head of the lead bully. This section ends with Chiron being handcuffed and ushered into a police car.
The final section,Ā āBlack,ā reveals Chironās adulthood as a buffed-out drug dealer, following in the ways of Juan. His physical image is intimidating to say the least, likely because he has sworn to himself never to take punches from anyone again.Ā
He visits Paula, who is being treated in a rehab facility, and forgives her for not being there when he needed her the most. Later, he gets a call from Kevin, who he hasnāt seen in a decade. Kevin invites him to take a trip down to Miami to visit him, as heās become a chef at a diner and can make him dinner. Chiron hops in the car and goes, desperate to see his childhood friend.Ā
When he sits at the counter, Kevin hardly recognizes him. Once he does, though, itās all smiles. Kevin makes him aĀ āChefās Specialā and catches him up on his life, including his young daughter by an ex-girlfriend. After they catch up, Chiron stays at Kevinās house, where they reveal their broken and attained dreams. Chiron reveals that he had not had a sexual encounter since his time with Kevin at the beach. After revealing this, he and Kevin cuddle as the movie fades out.Ā
Relating to the reading, Kevinās sexuality rings true to Lisa Diamondās idea ofĀ āsexual fluidityā versus bisexuality, as sexual fluidity seems to be more contingent on circumstances rather than all-encompassing sexuality. She uses the phrase āsituation-dependent change in oneās sexual attractions,ā which seems to fit Kevin, as he seems to only have had relationships with women with the exception of Chiron, yet his relationship with Chiron is one of the most intimate relationships he has had, based on inference (Location 4942).
In another vein, as C.J. Pascoe denotes, young boys like Chiron may have trouble coming out due to societal expectations placed on them by other boys and the culture itself. The cultural standard, as Pascoe points out,Ā āFor contemporary American boys, the definition of masculinity entails displaying power, competence, a lack of emotions, heterosexuality, and dominanceā (Location 3730). From the time he was a boy, Chiron was perceived as weak and a crybaby, therefore he was seen as submissive and un-masculine. Pascoe points out that this is not an uncommon phenomenon, as,Ā āFor many contemporary American boys masculinity must be repeatedly proven, as oneās identity as masculine is never fully securedā (Location 3730). When young Kevin tries to teach Chiron how to fight, he is imparting some of his knowledge on Chiron, giving him tools toĀ āsecureā his masculinity around the other boys.Ā
Despite the fact that Chiron does, in fact, wind up being gay, Pascoeās sample alludes to the fact that the sexualized insult,Ā āf----t,ā is not being used in the way that it may seem. As Pascoe writes,Ā āseveral boys argued that fag, queer and gay had little to do with actual sexual practices or desiresā (Location 3744). This claim may be true to the boys, yet the lasting impact on people like Chiron is a prolonged stay in the closet and fear of coming out and being seen as unmanly.