#residentjoth

obstagoon!!!

also tbh i can’t commit to having favorite songs, but here are 3 classiques:

"unhappy refrain” by wowaka feat. hatsune miku

“kokoro” by travolta (toraboruta) feat. kagamine rin

“You see, that’s what bothers me about sentient AIs,” said Calanthe. “Erratic. Unpredictable. You never know what they’re going to do.”

I often wonder what my life would be like if I was in a pokemon world. Like what type of trainer I would be like. I mean obviously I would be from the Alola region since I’m literally from Hawaii. I wonder what Alolan pokemon I would have. Probably mostly Alolan exclusives. Def would have a Stufful on my team. A pink toy bear pokemon would be my pokemon soulmate. Maybe a cheerleader oricorio since that’s the Melemele island exclusive and I’m from Oahu which is the real life equivalent. (Melemele is Hawaiian for yellow and Oahu’s island color is yellow. Fun fact all the islands in Sun and Moon are named after the Hawaiian colors for the islands they are based on. Stuff you learn from the Hawaii education system!)

But if I was like a pokemonsona from the current Galar gen I would def be like a fairy pokemon freak. I want a Galarian Ponyta so bad and I’m annoyed only the Rapidash is considered a psychic/Fairy type since I don’t think the Rapidash is cute at all.

Finn Balor x Seth Rollins - Somber

Seth stared at the small TV in the back unable to say a word as he watched his boyfriend attack Johnney a friend of his, someone he respected immensely, being attacked by Finn. He couldn't believe it, he knew Finn had it in him ofcourse he knew everyone knew but it had been so long. He hadn't even known Finn back then, he only knew Finn as the fun, kind, loving, friendly and always supportive guy who could and would wrestle his ass off with respect always present. That man was no where to be seen now. Seth was still staring as Finn walked to the back, everyone was staring at him but Finn didn't seem to care, at all. He didn't even look at Seth he just walked straight to the locker room with an air of grandeur around him. Seth felt his chest empty, this wasn't right, this was not the man he loved and cared so much about what had happened. He had contacted Finn as much as he could through the months of Finn not being allowed back on Raw and he seemed so normal and loving. What had happened, how did he miss this. As he was overthinking everything he was walking right behind Finn and he stopped the door to the locker room just before Finn could fully close it.

There he was standing in front of his boyfriend, seemingly the same as he had done a million times but even he was to afraid to step closer, the look in the older man's eyes was...it was, it was something he couldn't describe something he didn't recognize. Something about it was laziness, uncaring, decolate in some ways, a total void of emotions outside of annoyance. Finn sighed loudly "what the fuck do you want" his words were harsher then Seth could even imagine coming out of this warm and loving man. Seth could do nothing but laugh, an unamused and empty laugh "you're joking right? This has to be a joke all of it" Finn looked at him like his words bored him like everything about him was unimportant and that hurt most of all, eyes that were normally filled with honest love and true passion, empty of anything even towards Seth.

Finn scoffed annoyance growing more "I don't fucking joke, I am done with who I was before it got me no where" he sneered, he straightened up and Seth felt his heart break even more because of what he was implying with the statement "done with everything you were before?" he said unsure, the words beraly coming out, he could see a small hint of sadness, his shoulder sagged a little his thumb unclenched but as fast as it had appeared it was gone and he heard a gruel laugh come from the man he thought he would spend his life with "yeah, everything, you're not what I need anymore" the words sounded foreign to Seth and even Finn noticed that it felt weird to speak them but he knew he had to finish what he started, he wasn't going to be weak anymore "this is how two years are gonna end huh, like this, because of your own insecurities" at that Finn laughed how dare he say that "insecurities, you can say that huh, how many championships have you held in the past 3 years huh? Oh to many to count probably" Finn's voice was getting louder and louder "I have been depraved, I've tried EVERYTHING I have almost killed myself and what do I get?? NOTHING, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING" Finn stepped closer to Seth and hissed out every word "leave. Me. Alone." Seth tried to swallow the sadness and nodded, not trusting his words. As he closed the door he whispered a small good luck and then, so, as easy as that, two years were done and over as if it had never happened and Seth felt a somber cloud loom over him, he had lost both his boyfriend and best friend in the last year and here he was, maybe champion, but all alone.