#resetmyself

But a lot has changed in those 12 odd years, be interesting to see how the two blogs will differ so I suggest watching this space, I'll post when I can or feel like, bit of life, bit of cosplay, bit of the world whatever feels right.

This trip has been nothing more than therapeutic for me. For the past couple of months I've been battling some personal demons that have consumed me. Evaluating my life and trying to find a meaningful purpose. Dreams unaccomplished and expectations not met. It's taken a toll on me mentally. How can it be possible that I followed that path for "success" yet everything that I've done hasn't been that successful? I feel disappointed myself but most importantly I feel as if I disappointed my family. Again, thank God for this trip. I needed to #reset and convince myself I'll eventually things will fall into place. I'll enjoy working and have the perfect job. Whether it's in corporate or rebranding my dad's business. I'll one day (with God blessing) be married and start my family. I won't give up on my goals and I'll continue to work hard. One day I might have it all, but I need to first earn it with nothing. #iwontquit #resetmyself #itsoktostartover #allingoodtime (at South Lake Tahoe, California)