#research?

aka Fuck it I'll make my own post.

proof that it existed + also important date 7th October 2000

photo album of the performance:

some colored ones focused on juliet

Ironically, I recently read a published MLM book with a cam boy as one of the main love interests, and the chat and interactions seemed very similar (though that was missing magic, booooo)

Snitch, whyyyy? 🙈🙈

I...have far too much knowledge of how cam sites work and their offered services at this point. And I admittedly watched soooo many cams specifically for the purpose of that fic, yes. I wanted it to be believable. Unsurprisingly, the chats were pretty much the same on every single one. Filled with cringe and pulled straight from what could be believed to be 13 year old boys' brains, at least what I remember of them, though that's been too long ago to mention here 😂

But you know, if anyone ever needs info, I've got it tightly locked up with all my yacht research that's serving me very well (it's not)

it is just that stopping the shows is so hard and makes me feel terribly lonely

also i feel lost in the research part ... like when studying for exams or during the school year i know about deadlines but here i dont know how to set deadlines for myself... i need to get something out of here

also self studying for GRE i feel kinda slaggy like yes i am studying just not enough

i have set my goals fr each day but i barely meet them -

ok ay maybe schedule the day ->

morning till -12 - internship work

1 - lunch

2-5 research work

5-6 vocab gre

6-9 chill +dinner

9-10 practice questions