#represssion

Many different reasons

I didn’t wash it every day (2-3 times a week) - If you hate the feel/look of greasy hair get some dry shampoo but i don’t recommend using it all the time. 

I have a short hair cut, meaning I get it cut every month. Basically what this means is, new natural hair grows back, and i cut off more damaged hair. Then rebleach and dye the new hair growth. So basically my head is always “freshly dyed” and never “over dyed” so it’s not as damaged as someone with really long hair who would get the same hair touched up over and over. 

when it’s down: i literally just blow dry it, my hair is so thick all i have to do is shake it around a little bit and i get a nice messy look all the time. 

when it’s up: this is what i call my “second day hair”. My hair has been bleached and dyed so much that, 1. it can stay up without any sort of gel or hairspray and 2. it’s easier to style.