#reprehendit

My Muse is dead, but they left yours a letter! Send a ✖ to see what it says.

Eren,

I’ve thought extensively about what to say to you in this letter. Something to provide a measure of closure, or comfort. I have never been skilled with words, but I hope at least this will bring you some amount of relief. 

Even as I write this, I still feel regret for the way in which we met. Your treatment. While I believe our choices were understandable, it brings me a good deal of remorse thinking of how you must have felt. To have been taken from your friends. I am sorry for that.

But above all I am glad to have looked closer. To have seen such a bright, capable person beneath the losses you have suffered. Not a capable soldier, though I believe you are one. But a capable person. Eren. You are a good person. I cannot stress that enough.

You and I have a great deal in common. Part of me is saddened for that, but nonetheless, it has played a role in the bond we have forged. The bonds you have formed with all of us.

I am sorry. I am so, so sorry to have contributed to your loss. It is something I will never forgive myself for. I wish I could have held the strength to remain by your side and support you as you deserve. But as you are reading this, I know it isn’t true. I will miss you. I have no doubt in my mind that I will.

But you aren’t alone. You are never alone. Please, don’t let my absence convince you otherwise. I hope you will continue to rely on others. Solitude is a painful, dark thing. You do not deserve any more of it in your life.

Thank you Eren.

Had he not learned? Blue Eyes was turning ever more rebellious by the day. Leaving his fathers sight, disobeying what was asked of him. Last time, he had been struck by a bear. Another, he stumbled across a human, and Ash had been wounded. Though the woods were theirs, it still contained it's dangerous. From the tree branch, Caesar could see a figure below, and from so far above, it did resemble his son. Although, as he got closer,  he realised it was not his son, but a human. Out of breath and tired, he dropped from the tree, standing with full stature to stare at the human boy. Chest heaving and breath scarce, he examined him, eyes glancing leftward and rightward while he listened for his son. Blue Eyes was not near. But searching for his son would have to wait now.

It seemed, at times, the warrior was forever doomed to exist in a perpetual state of adverse luck. Like clockwork, every hour would bring about new misfortunes that would plague his day. Rain clung to his skin, blurring the lines between water and perspiration. Even with the cool breeze that was oft to accompany downpours, the shifter remained a furnace that radiated an inhuman amount of heat. But being a drenched furnace tended to result in sickness due to extreme temperature contrasts.

Seeking for shelter, which was ever so present here in the walls, he finds some solace within an alley sandwiched between two towering buildings. He was certain that he'd found a way to avoid the rain, and was ready to rejoice when movement catches his eyes. The shifter became painfully aware that he was not alone. It wasn't much of a surprise; many people sought for a dry environment, and he didn't expect to be the sole being here. Light conversation to pass the time would be customary.

A tilt of his head, and olive hues search for the other body. Eyes retract his gaze almost immediately upon facial recognition, and the sound of precipitation thundering against rooftops faded into the backdrop. Fate was cruel; certainly this couldn't be any coincidence. To have Eren Yeager in such close proximity after avoiding contact for so long spelled trouble, so a careful approach had to be implemented before the soldier reacted.

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