#remnantsofyou

It has been almost 23 months since you decided to walk away and never give a second glance at me. ...and still here I am. Still feeling miserable. I miss you. Please save me from this loneliness that have slowly become my home.

As I'm writing this, my thoughts can't help but be jumbled up as to our song (We Could Happen by Aj Rafael) suddenly played. So please forgive me if this would be another non-sense post for you, my Christian. I'm lost for words as I'm lost for feelings while listening to our song. I'm lost for words. I'm lost for feelings. But yet again, one thing remains the same— –I'm still missing you love. More. Than. Ever. Do you remember telling me the whole story about you asking me if I could be your girlfriend? Do you remember telling me that this song is exactly the song that played on your track and you knew right then and there that "it's time to ask me"? Do you remember how random but at the same time lovely that night was? Do you remember how much we were inlove with each other? Do you, love? Do you? Cause I clearly do.. :-( Everything stays vivid in my mind, as if all of it was just yesterday. Ironic how after our song played, now it's Without You that's playing.. My heart starts to clench and just the thought of "us" makes me really feel all torn up. "I won't go another day without you."

I think it would never be possible for me to forget you. How can I do if almost every single thing— even the simplest, reminds me of you? Tell me, how do you forget someone who gave you so much to remember?

T.Tyszka