Small vent and talk about adult stuffs 🐇
I'm so tired and burnt out that I've been regressing more and more recently
Working 40 hours a week is already hard but my boss keeps scheduling me 10 hour shifts back to back to back to back and I feel exhausted and run down every single day
I get home around 10 pm, maybe there's dinner waiting for me, maybe there's not, then I go to my room and regress. I've also been sleeping like 9-10 hours on my days off, so I think both my body and my mind are trying to recover and heal from the burnout.
I've been playing pretend a lot more and imagining some of my favorite characters as my caretakers, telling me everything will be alright and helping me get stuff done that I need to do
Talking to me so sweetly and kindly, helping me figure out what to eat, what movie to watch, and reminding me that I'm done for the day snd can relax for an hour or two before I go to bed
I'm just so tired and burnt out and lonely, I think. It makes me want to cry a lot of the time actually.
