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Date: June 13 — Mood: Quiet Sparkle, Soft Blanket Energy

Hey, diary squad 💌 Today was… not glittery. Not sparkly. Just soft. It rained all day. Not stormy-scary, but the kinda rain that makes the window glass look blurry and makes you feel like… you’re made of marshmallows and maybe gonna cry? But like, in a gentle way? 😔💧

☁️ I Woke Up Feeling:

🧸 Sleepy in the brain

🐌 Slow in the body

🫧 Like my feelings were bubbles, floating around and popping too fast

I didn’t wanna journal or do my planner or even finish my summer reading challenge page. (WHICH IS A BIG DEAL.) I just wanted to burrito myself in my blankie and pretend I was a sleepy little cloud 💭

🐺 Then… Jax Noticed.

My CG (Wolfie 🐺💅) didn’t ask questions. He just:

Put on soft background music (rainy day jazz + Avril ballads = perfection)

Made me buttered toast with strawberry jam (he cut off the crusts 🥺💖)

Wrapped me in one of his flannels and let me sit in his lap while he whittled a little wooden heart (!!!)

Kissed my forehead once and said, “You don’t gotta shine today, babydoll. Just rest.”

😭😭😭😭

✨ What Helped:

Drawing sleepy doodles in the margins of my diary

Drinking warm cocoa with whipped cream mountains

Hugging my stuffed bunny (his name is Marshmellow, spelled that way ON PURPOSE tyvm)

Letting myself just be… even if I wasn’t happy or bouncy or "fun"

💬 Mimi Says:

“You’re still a glittergrrl even when you’re dim. Your sparkle isn’t gone — it’s just curled up under a blankie for a while.” 🌸

If you had a rainy brain day too, I’m hugging you through the screen. You’re not broken. You’re just human (and maybe a little squishy like me) 💗

Drop a 🌧 or ☕️ in the replies if you’ve ever had a low-sparkle day too. We can be sleepy clouds together 🌈