#refeminization

It’s kind of crazy to think that body hair is actually making me feel dysphoric these days. And weirder still that I’m turned on by that fact. Maybe down the line I’ll look at getting permanent hair removal options for my body hair.

I’ve also been looking more into getting a few bras again and some fillers for the cups. Nothing crazy, maybe just an A or B cup. The next step from that would of course be getting reconstructive chest surgery but idk if I’m ready for thinking about that one. I still wish I’d done a breast reduction rather than fully removing them.

I can’t wait to wear it out this coming weekend. Pair it with some nylons, cute boots, a scarf, and a jacket, and I think I could actually look and feel very womanly. I’m very excited~

It’s been over a year now since I made this blog. It’s turned more into a sporadic diary than a proper blog, so I figured I’d give an update.

It’s been a day shy of 5 months of being with my girlfriend. Over a month ago, I told her I don’t want her to use he/him pronouns for me anymore. She’s been amazing about it and it’s felt amazing. Letting go of my masculine identity, publicly, followed pretty soon after. Not that there was much to let go of with how girly I look even out and about a good portion of the time these days. It feels so much better. I feel relaxed and happy. I feel way more attractive and sexy. And it’s been amazing with her. She makes me feel beautiful. She actually brought up recently she’d like to test drive she/they, too. Just see how that fits.

On a more salacious note, the chemistry with her is amazing. We still encourage each other to be a little slutty with others, and that’s been fun. And last night, I found out with her help that I can cum from just anal. That felt incredibly intimate and sexy and somehow feminine to have them fucking me like that. I’m still all sore at work, and wow just what a fun reminder!