#redmuseoftime

i.... can’t remember.which by some’s opinion is actUally a feat! hoo!bUt no.... she’s been one of the last people on my mind. considering what she’d UsUally be there for was digrUntled-ness over bro or worry for her own well being (don’t ask) i gUess she jUst hasn’t taken priority to focUs on since shit hit the fan? idk. thing are calm now. bUt it’s not like we’ve foUght.she’s attractive thoUgh, and knows how to wear a sUit. honestly my shoe is probably going right into my moUth after this, knowing my lUck we were actUally on good terms last we spoke and i’m jUst not remembering....i’ve been remembering wrong aboUt more things than i’m comfortable with lately. bUt that really isn’t aboUt skUllie now is it?....i gUess i Use to have something of a tiny hate crUsh on her. it happens to a lot of people thoUgh, so it’s not like.... anything big. she was infUriating, and too familiar to be comfortable. Ulterior- he’s a friend! and he seems to be doing a lot better lately, both emotionally and behaviorally. i’m proUd of him! things have been so crazy between Us in the past, honestly sometimes i’ve gotta wonder how the heck did we end Up and stay friends in the first place? i don’t mean that in a bad way either, jUst... things have been wild. bUt i gUess that’s the way it is with a lot of friends....he’s said before that i remind him of a matUrnal figUre. and admitably, that didn’t sit well with me. it still sort of makes me Uncomfortable. bUt.... i don’t think he’s wrong. and i sUppose one of the few things that makes that actUally Uncomfortable is Uh. well. if yoU know oUr relation and how he has, in the past seen me. bUt anyhoo. i’ve stopped dwelling on that. or caring really.it’s not the last time i’ve been addressed as sUch, i gUess, and i’m jUst gonna have to get that that doesn’t necessarily make me a ‘mother figUre’ which i’m so against being. anyway he’s a snazzy dresser, and i’m not actUally sUre why i’m not head-over-heels aesthetically attracted to him. i mean he meets all my standards on that front (sUits, red cherUb, magic) bUt if papyrUs has taUght me anything!it’s that sometimes even if people do meet yoUr standards yoU’re simply not attracted to them. :Uand that’s okay, caUse they make great friends. yoU jUst need to try to be sensitive aboUt their feelings too..... man i Use to be scared of him.anyhoo i... i’m rambling at this point. i think i’ve lost focUs.JC- not the meme for me. bUt i’ll keep him in mind for my friends.