Aug 12, 2019
So i was like eating and shit
That was pretty cool. Got a couple weeks of almost guilt-free eating. Of course, it would get to night time and i was bloated and i would feel like hell. But then, the next day i would feel hungry and i would eat, and it was good.
Then this weekend it just went. Selfhatred was back, i cant stop noticing the places where i can see the weight gain. Im scared to weigh myself, because i know that will trigger a full spiral back. A part of me wants to spiral back.
