#recon complete

Basically I came to the realization that having this character and AU would translate to a long term committment of serving other people’s AU development and whims rather than fulfilling my own - no matter how long I held out hope. So I sat down and chose someone that I actually really liked and was flexible enough to not end up in the same situation, and I’m going to keep this blog for a little while more before switching completely onto @viciousenforcer

---- “For this dance, I’ll lead. Stay Frosty.”

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Without so much as batting an eye, you push the height even more and you laugh Even if the engine were to explode beneath my feet Even if the plane goes down in flames It's hard to care with this boundless sky around me I am invincible - can’t hurt me if you tried ’Cause this way it is the way I’ve dreamed of all my life.

>> She is firm in her calculations that in order to win, she needs to lay down her life. Yes, inside of her are all the program-god slaying tools from another age, and yes, this is not something she has shared with many, but she is not someone who is well acquainted with happy endings, and she fears the cost of the victory so much that she’d rather die than to acknowledge what it may take, or worse, live to bear every loss, or the aftermath.

>> This is supported by the canon lore of Project: Katarina leaving Ashe’s resistance group - but I don’t exactly acknowledge that Katarina left because of her memories of her past lover. Katarina fights for ambition - and what would she respect in a leader that is carrying both a cause, and a death wish? There is no future in a leader that was born to die, no continuous dream, or purpose to bleed for. No soldier would willing lay down their life for a leader whose worth had an expiration date.