Ë˰â˘*â⡠THE PATHS WE FOLLOW ! Pt.2 pt.1
You and Jake used to be friends, some nights you were more than friends, but in the morning things would go back. It was supposed to be easy, something fun in a foreign planet. Until he meets Neytiri and he abandons humanity. You were forgotten in the rubble of war.
But your memories remained.
áŻâ C/W: MDNI, Graphic depictions of death, PTSD episodes present, depictions of dissociation/derealization, friends to lovers to ??? to strangers, ghosts of the past, unrequited love, war themes, morally ambiguous reader, reader is a bitter bitch (fair), RDA!reader, RECON!reader, fem!reader, mentions of human!Jake, situationship final boss, parental loss, slight gore.
áŻâ Pairing: human!Jake x human!RDA!Reader, eventual recon!Quaritch x recon!reader (complicated), Canon Jeytiri.
áŻâ Word Count: 2k
áŻâ A/N: Hiyaaa!!! So here's part 2. Part 3 might be a little later, my brain is doing that thing where even if i can see the scene.. words are rougher. But have some more! We see a lil of Jake, sum Spider.... Lyle mention!!! As always, I hope you guys like it! Feel free to send me messages/asks/requests regarding this AU owo
áŻâ Taglist: @ffroztbite <3
Jake doesnât stop running until they reach the Ikran.Â
He doesnât stop running even when they reach the caves.Â
He sits in the cave, in his home, eyes fixed on the fire.Â
He may be sitting, but his mind is still running.Â
Your name lingers in the forefront of his mind.Â
âHey Norm⌠Did you ever get any news regarding med bay? After the battle?âÂ
Heâd asked the avatar one day, after the dust settled following the Battle of the Hallelujah Mountains.Â
Norm had just shrugged, straining to remember.Â
âI think Max mentioned they had been hit pretty badly. Evac got messy.âÂ
Heâd told himself youâd made it out.
You were smart, you wouldnât have stayed.Â
So whyâŚÂ
Why were you with him?Â
Had you gone back?Â
Did the RDA invest in more Avatar programs?Â
How was Quaritch even there? Heâd seen his body.Â
His hands stopped.Â
He stared at the disassembled weapon like it belonged to someone else.
What came next?
âMaâ Jake, you seem restless.âÂ
His jaw clenched.Â
He didnât respond. Instead racking his brain for the next step.Â
Focus.Â
Center.
Ground.Â
He was stopped by a gentle hand resting on his shoulder,Â
He feels tension slowly drain from his aching muscles.Â
âThe demons⌠you carry their shadow tonight.âÂ
He lets out a brave laugh, setting his gun down.Â
âYeah, I suppose seeing the man who tried to kill meâ- the man you killed-- alive, might make me a little shaky.âÂ
The womanâs grip tightens on his shoulder. Her eyes were clear, focused.Â
âI killed the demon once, I will kill the demon again.âÂ
He admired his mateâs resolve. He envied it even.Â
But he knew it took more than resolve to put Quaritch in the ground. Even more so to keep him there.Â
âThey had our kids. He had them within reachâ in his hands.âÂ
He knows Neytiri caught the tremble in his voice. The set of his jaw, the eyes that shone with ghosts of the past.Â
âAnd they are safe now. We will keep it that way. We must hunt this demon down and kill him, the rest too.âÂ
Your name flashes behind his lids.
She notices the shift.Â
A delicate hand traces the side of his face, moving to the side, leaning against him.Â
âThe woman demon. She did not kill youâ-âÂ
He knew what was coming.Â
She was too smart to not notice. Nothing ever got past her.Â
âShe was a combat medic. From beforeâ- I figured she evacuated, I donât know why she came back.âÂ
At this, Neytiri scoffs. Clicking her tongue.Â
âGreed. Those sky demons are sick with it.âÂ
He found himself doubting her reasoning.
That couldnât be it. There had to be something else. There had to.Â
You'd never been greedy.
He reaches for the gun, remembering the next step suddenly.Â
âNext timeâ-âÂ
Her voice cuts through him.Â
ââI wonât miss.âÂ
His jaw set. It was a promise.Â
ââ
The lighting in Quaritchâs office â if thatâs what you called it â was harsh. Clinical . The kind meant to keep the senses on edge.
But your breathing remained steady, your features unfazed.Â
Even if you felt your heart at your throat. Even if you could very clearly hear your heart hammering against your chest.Â
He didn't need to know that.
âHell of a shot you had there. Didnât take itâŚâÂ
His amber gaze fixes on youâ unblinking, unmoving.He demanded an answer.Â
âShot was compromised, it didnât feel logical to shoot. You had indicated extraction, not execution.âÂ
You see one of his ears twitch.Â
âLooked like you hesitated.âÂ
You tilted your chin up, head forward, held high. Your hands lay flat on your uniformed thighs, he wouldnât see the shake of your fingers if they rested at your legs. You could still feel the curve of the trigger under your finger.Â
His widened eyes flashed behind your eyes.Â
âIs that your assessment, sir?âÂ
It came out tight. Snappier than intended.Â
He grinned.Â
âSully looked like heâd seen a ghost.âÂ
Your tail twitched dangerously.Â
You donât react.Â
âWere we on a mission, sir, or were we compiling material for your ghost stories, Colonel?âÂ
You mentally kick yourself.Â
He shoots you a warning look, index finger tapping against the desk idly. He sits back in his chair, âcareful, Doc. Someone less understanding would have you court marshaled on grounds of contempt.â His voice was even, almost easy going.Â
You clench your jaw.Â
Fucking smart mouth. Keep poking him, keep giving him more reasons, dipshit.Â
âLucky for you, this whole experience has been more than educational. We have confirmation, we have intel, we have leverage.âÂ
Also five body bags en route.Â
Five empty seats in the hangar.
Silence hangs heavy.Â
âNext time you have Sully in your sights, Docâ you take the shot.â
 It was an order.Â
Your tail, stills.Â
âYes, sir.âÂ
â-
During dinner, youâre cramming a few files from the med bay, hoping for a distraction. Medicine made sense, it was where your mind came to rest.Â
You finish your note on one of the files, holding a spoonful of⌠something, up to your mouth.Â
Your ears twitch at the sound of a chair being pulled.Â
Wainfleet.Â
âColonelâs in a mood today.â He declares, sitting back, shoving a mouthful of slop, almost eagerly.Â
You donât look up, âto my general knowledgeâ heâs always in a mood.âÂ
He chuckles, shaking his head, the lights reflecting on his forehead draw your attention.Â
âNah, this oneâs special.â Another bite.Â
âThis is his white whale out there.âÂ
You donât say anything.Â
A pause.Â
âFive down in one op though.â He sucks his teeth, focused on his meal, âitâs not a good look.âÂ
âYeah.âÂ
âYou really didnât take the shot?âÂ
You shrug, crossing your arms, leaning back in your seat, ânot a clean shot, and that wasnât the mission. Iâm a medic, not an executioner.âÂ
He stares at you for a second too long, as if he was about to say something.
 He shrugs.Â
âWell thanks for not killing him. If you did, weâd be hearing all about unfinished business.âÂ
Your eyes flickered up to meet his. The corner of your lips curved ever so slightly.Â
This had been your first real smile since waking up.Â
Youâd forgotten how nice it felt.Â
It doesnât last long, however.Â
Your name is called out through the VA, ordering you to report to med bay, your tail twitches in annoyance.Â
âKids been a pain since last night.â Wainfleet mutters, you barely catch it. He looks up from his bowl, âsome adviceââÂ
âThose things broadcast.â He nods at your flickering tail. âThe Colonel is old school, he watches.âÂ
Heat pools at the apple of your cheeks.Â
âIâm working on it.âÂ
âGood, weâre short-staffed as is.â
With that, you get up and turn to leave, ears flattened to your skull.Â
Wainfleet didnât comment on them.Â
â-Â
âWhat the fuck did you do to him.âÂ
Your voice is tight, restrained. Anger bubbles deep within your chest. The small doctor lowers his head, almost ashamed.Â
Almost.Â
Your light flashes into the boyâs dark eyes, watching the pupil shrink, then expand when you pull the light away.Â
âGeneral Armore ordered it. Itâs a neural stimulation protocolâ-â
âI didnât ask about protocol, Doctor.â You turn to him, arms crossed tightly over your chest.
He begins to scramble for words before you wave him off, âleave. I got it. Iâm gonna make sure you didnât turn his brain into aspic.âÂ
The doctor nods, briskly running out of the unit.
Being in the recon unit had its privileges.Â
Rank helped. Size helped more.
You pinch the bridge of your nose, letting out a long sigh, pressure formed behind your eyes.
Then you hear it, a groan. Shuffling.Â
Your head snaps to the groaning boy, and your mind quiets.Â
Medicine, healing. This is what you did. This is what you were good at.
He looks at you and growls, flashing his teeth at you.Â
You donât move. You keep the space between you.Â
âIâm sorry about them. Some people seem to think you can take anything by force.âÂ
Information, resources⌠labor.Â
âYeah, no shit. They donât understand I donât know shit!â He slams his fist against the window. A little smile curls on your face, the restlessness, the stubbornness.Â
âWhat are you smiling at?âÂ
He caught you staring, and soon your eyes flicker to meet his, you switch back into your role.Â
âSorry, you remind me of an old friend.âÂ
He growls.Â
âIâm nothing like him.â Your head tilts to the side, âhim? Oh..âÂ
Quaritch. His real dad. Technically.Â
He was as related to him as you were related to yourself. Technicalities and genetics.Â
Memories.Â
âQuaritch isnât my friend. Heâs my commanding officer.â You respond in a matter of fact.Â
Spider shrugs, pacing around the room, âyouâre still his lackey. What do you want anyways?âÂ
You meet his shrug with one of your own, leaning against the wall.Â
Your smirk falters.Â
Healing was easier than choosing sides.Â
âIâm a doctor, I came to check up on you, the others say youâre a difficult patient, but I can see why you're so over it, organization here sucks.âÂ
That earned a little laugh from him.Â
Progress.
âCan I just give you a quick check up? If you let me make sure youâre not brain defective, everyone else will leave you alone, for today at least, I can promise you that.âÂ
He stands in the middle of the room, arms crossed tightly over his chest.Â
âI just need to check your motor functions, make sure you didnât get too banged up from contact. Iâll explain every step.âÂ
You see his shoulders relax, just a little.Â
âNo needles?âÂ
Now it was he who earned a little laugh from you.Â
âNah, thatâs the nurseâs job.âÂ
His arms fall at his sides, a sigh falling from his lips.Â
âFine. But definitely no needles.â
â-Â
âYouâre perfectly fine, just let me change your arm dressings, and then youâre free for the night.â You notice how his lips twitch at the word âfreeâ.Â
Your chest tightened.Â
Once the bandages were changed, you tug at the knot once, test it. You tug it again.
Satisfied, you smooth it flat with your thumb.
âWhyâd you do that?âÂ
You donât look up, instead focused on cutting the excess gauze away.Â
âThat thing. The double pull. It's familiar.âÂ
You answer without thinking, tugging the sterile gloves off, âsomeone had to teach himââÂ
You throw the gloves to the assigned bin.Â
Then freeze.Â
For the second time today, you wanted to kick yourself.Â
He goes still.
â⌠You knew him before.âÂ
You stand, moving to put things away, leaving the boy sitting. You could feel his eyes on you.Â
âI knew him when he still wore boots.â You donât look back. You keep your voice even. Steady.Â
You pretend you donât hear him saying heâll be fine.Â
âHe doesnât like to talk about before.âÂ
His voice snaps you away from your thoughts, a bitter smile setting on your face. You make sure to clear it before you turn around, âmost people donât. Sometimes the past is only buried because we bury it ourselves.âÂ
Or because we forget about it.Â
âYouâre okay, Iâm going to have someone send you some food, try to eat. I know you donât care what some random doctor tells you, but if you donât eat, theyâll make me shove a tube down your nose and into your stomach. Iâm sure thatâs something you wanna avoid as much as I do.âÂ
He lets out a defeated growl, kicking at his bed.Â
You turn to the door, grabbing his file.Â
You sign your name on the work order. Rest. No neuronal stimulants for at least 48 hrs.Â
You knew theyâd do as they pleased, but at least youâd tried.Â
âGet some rest, Kid.âÂ
The door opens in front of you, and you look back curiously, you hadn't scanned your ID yet.Â
Amber eyes stare down at you.Â
Then past youâ- to the boy.Â
Then to you again.
âHey Doc, mind giving me a moment with my kid?âÂ
You clear your throat and nod, walking past him.Â
âThanks, lady.âÂ
You hear Spiderâs voice call out as you walk out, a knot tightens into your stomach, it was the least you could do. Even if you couldn't save him.


















