#rebelsided

       she wants, so badly, to TURN BACK THE CLOCK. there are so many, many things she would change, but NOW she just wishes she could take back a FEW SECONDS, a swish of motion, an instinct. she wishes she could STILL HER HAND before it moved, keep her STAFF at her side instead of poised to STRIKE. for finn, finn already has enough reasons never to TRUST her again. --------& an abrupt about-face, her weapon ready to ATTACK, just gives him another. ( she’s just so inclined to defend. sometimes she forgets herself. ) 

send me an au and i’ll give you 5+ headcanons about it

1) ben organa’s parents both are world travelers of different sorts -- leia organa was born to a scottish family, but raised in brazil by adoptive parents. han solo emerged somewhere from the canadian wilderness. ben is proud of his weird as fuck heritage.

2) he’s also not at all ashamed about being a hot topic manager. he’s good at it, the work is satisfying and simple, and he gets paid more than he should with the opportunity to basically do what he wants.

3) he had little formal education; homeschooling, world traveling with his uncle, and an emotional and mental breakdown, sort of drew him out of the whole ‘go to college and get a degree’ game.

4) he drives an electric ford fusion that no one is allowed to eat or drink in because of exposed wiring from his slow work on upgrading the operating system and computerized parts within. voided warranty be damned.