Kisha + ykw questions š
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Whatās the maximum amount of time your character can sit still with nothing to do?
fairly long, maybe even forty-five minutes. sheās a meditative person who can probably keep herself entertained trying to recall things like song lyrics.
How easy is it for your character to laugh?
kisha has almost never laughed out loud in a solid holler more than twice in her life. But getting a chuckle out of her isnāt that hard. surprisingly, short zingers, puns and slapstick are what truly get her.
How do they put themselves to bed at night (reading, singing, thinking?)
reading the medical journals that she should be reading for work. But those things can knock you out so goddamn quick, itās amazing. either that, or rambling in her journals about nothing in particular.
How easy is it to earn their trust?
difficult. kisha is a private person who absolutely hates confiding in others. moreover, because sheās so professional and detached by nature, she doesnāt speak to others much about herself. therefore, to hear her deepest thoughts and secrets is really a privilege.
How easy is it to earn their mistrust?
easy. do one thing that she doesnāt expect from you and her trust in you is gone forever, and you are wiped out from her psyche. good thing is that she may entertain an explanation, but youāll have to be ready with a good excuse.
Do they consider laws flexible, or immovable?
hey, she wants a carefree, healthy life without getting into trouble from the police. besides, laws are absolutely necessary to keep order. if you donāt like law, good, you likely live in a democracy, and can protest in a healthy manner. otherwise, donāt break the law unless youāre fine with everyone breaking the law.
What triggers nostalgia for them, most often? Do they enjoy that feeling?
everything to do with family. media remotely related to siblings will make her miss her own baby sister. a lot of things make her miss the days when she didnāt have to do taxes by herself. also, shitty fast food triggers memory of home cooking. nostalgia is not a good feeling. it makes her mournful and mopey.
What were they told to stop/start doing most often as a child?
child kisha was very shy, but also vaguely a prick. she had to be told consistently to be a little more outgoing and involved in school activities. she didnāt really take to sing-alongs and clay-modelling. also, for a long time, she had a mildly snobbish attitude, and didnāt make friends easily. just had to be softened around the edges a bit, be a little more considerate and flexible and enthusiastic.
Do they swear? Do they remember their first swear word?
well, back at home, she never did. now, in london, the habit is sort of growing on her. her first swear word was probably something along the lines of shit, and it probably made her super guilty when she did say it.
What lie do they most frequently remember telling? Does it haunt them?
kisha doesnāt lie. she doesnāt like to. but in her line of work, sheās also relatively inexperienced with delivering hard truths to her patients (sheās a physical therapist). the worst lie sheās ever told in that context was to an old patient of hers, who was terrified of surgery, insisting that she wouldnāt need it. the comfort slipped out of her without much meaning. the patient got better, yes, but she feels terrible about it regardless.
How do they cope with confusion (seek clarification, pretend they understand, etc)?
she has no pride about asking. especially given that even the slightest gap in her knowledge leads to her having immense anxiety.
How do they deal with an itch found in a place they canāt quite reach?
suffer. run to the nearest bathroom as soon as she can to get at it with some kind of string of toiler paper.
What colour do they think they look best in? Do they actually look best in that colour?
kisha likes to keep it simple and elegant, so she wears a lot of white and beige, without getting too wild with it. itās a shame, because she looks really good in blues and greens.
What animal do they fear most?
kisha fucking hates anything that flies. birds, bats, insects, you goddamn name it. just, doesnāt trust anything that flies.
How do they speak? Is what they say usually thought of on the spot, or do they rehearse it in their mind first?
you bet that she will repeat a sentence in her head three times before she actually says it because sheās that scared of looking silly or incompetent. her style of speech is usually curt, eloquent, and to the point, without a lot of metaphor.
What makes their stomach turn?
the idea that sheās going nowhere. that her career doesnāt really contribute anything meaningful to peopleās lives other than the fact that sheās helping just one or two individuals. in her, thereās a selfish desire to do something remarkable, give herself some purpose. Right now, she feels a little lost, losing her life in-between each workweek.
Are they easily embarrassed?
by others? no. but if she does something herself thatās in any way even slightly a little awkward sheās going to shrivel up and die inside.
making mistakes, mostly. making factual inaccuracies. being put on the spot and interviewed about her personal life. talking about herself in general, to be quite honest. she doesnāt have a very clear picture of the kind of person she is. she cries if she has to submit statements of purpose to anywhere.
What is their favorite number?
maybe ā 12? a pleasant enough number. Itās a multiple of one, two, three and four. Very aesthetic.
If they were asked to explain the difference between romantic and platonic or familial love, how would they do so?
oof, youāre not asking the best candidate to answer. kisha would state that platonic love is more or less omnipresent in all positive relationships. platonic love for blood relations is the same as familial love, and romantic love means a best friend that youāre willing to marry and kiss and do all that sort of romantic stuff with. thinking about this would give her a headache.
Why do they get up in the morning?
bills donāt pay themselves. and, you know, the chance to help people yada yada yada. but the bills first. god, rent is expensive.
How does jealousy manifest itself in them (they become possessive, they become aloof, etc)?
kisha has the capacity to be remarkably cold and controlling if she needs to be. she can be immensely vitriolic. if sheās jealous, which, incidentally, isnāt a very common phenomenon, she will become hypersensitive to the actions of people around her and majorly possessive of the object of affection, and become aggressive.
How does envy manifest itself in them (they take what they want, they become resentful, etc)?
she takes a completely different approach to envy. genuine envy just makes her upset and causes her to have 11pm existential crises with silent and soft tears streaming down her cheeks about how thereās so much that she wants and will never have, like a stable, anxiety free life.
Is sex something that theyāre comfortable speaking about? To whom?
sheās pretty meh about sex, to be honest. she isnāt especially prudish but also not especially liberal on the subject. if she can be said to have any opinion at all, she thinks sex is a little overhyped in media.
What are their thoughts on marriage?
marriage is cool, but would be massively inconvenient given her current financial situation. so no thanks. besides, ya girl is way too busy to even date (trust me, sheās tried) so thereās no way wedding bells are ringing anytime soon.
What is their preferred mode of transportation?
bus. thereās a bus stop right outside her apartment block, aka god is real, and itās a convenient way of getting most places ā without being too packed with people on weekday mornings. as long as she starts early, she usually gets to work on time.
What causes them to feel dread?
the idea that sheās not really getting anywhere. the poor girl is stuck in a 24/7 existential crisis please save her. just, she wants so much more meaning from her life, but she isnāt able to really implement anything to change her life. sheās been stuck in a crap apartment for almost all of her adult life with no significant opportunities coming her way.
Would they prefer a lie over an unpleasant truth?
absolutely not. dealing with the truth is critical to growing up. so sheād like to give it as it is in theory. in practice she may just buckle once or twice, but she dislikes lying greatly, and isnāt even a good liar.
Do they usually live up to their own ideals?
hahahahahaha. not really. kisha isnāt even sure of what her ideal is, to be honest, she just knows that sheās got a pretty long way to go to get there. this existence of bill to bill doesnāt cut it.
Who do they most regret meeting?
lowkey? her roommate, melanie. if she didnāt contribute half of the rent, kisha wouldāve booted her out three years ago. sheās almost never home at night, doesnāt help in cleaning up and/or cooking, and fawns over her boyfriend all the time. of course, her leaving would cause more problems than her staying, but what do you do. good thing she leaves later in the plot :) she also lowkey regrets meeting erich because letās be honest she could have had better things to do than ward off an organised crime unit.
Who are they the most glad to have met?
jamie. at first, she was the biggest thorn in kishaās side, just showing up at her workplace one fine day and asking for mentorship. kisha had agreed pretty much instantly, out of general social pressures, but truly wanted her to leave in a week. soon, jamie became important to her ā a massive help in warding off social anxiety and general dread.
Do they have a go-to story in conversation? Or a joke?
she has stories about her old school because it was lowkey pretty wild with its traditions and stuff, but she never really participated in them as much. it doesnāt diminish the value of the stories in any way.
Could they be considered lazy?
never. no. if she isnāt doing something meaningful one every six hours sheād die of boredom and nervousness.
How hard is it for them to shake a sense of guilt?
impossible. kisha is probably the most moral character I have, sheās really committed to doing what she believes is the right thing, and doesnāt believe that the end justifies the means. therefore, anything she does that conflicts with her moral compass will make her guilty for a super duper long time.
How do they treat the things their friends come to them excited about? Are they supportive?
yes, if sheās genuinely excited. fake it if sheās not, which sheās good at. the trouble is that sheās also relatively quick to see problems in peopleās plans and ideas ā but she wouldnāt dare say them out loud; itās just gonna fester in her head for the rest of eternity. on the surface, sheāll support them, and if it backfires later she will stay mournful and silent.
Do they actively seek romance, or do they wait for it to fall into their lap?
listen, a part of kisha is hoping so goddamn hard for a nice meet-cute on the subway or at work and everything to just fall into place and happen. then she can be happily married and in a stable job. but actually talking to cute people ?? skull emoji.
Do they have a system for remembering names, long lists of numbers, things that need to go in a certain order (like anagrams, putting things to melodies, etc)?
she just makes notes on her phone. itās the twenty-first century, bud.
What memory do they revisit the most often?
christmas time memories, always. chelmsford would always be absolutely lit up, and there would be carollers, snow, her sister would be home, sheād be home, theyād have a great dinner, sheād get her sister all the presents she wanted from london. every year it gets better and better. she also has memories of certain patients that were really lovely.
How easy is it for them to ignore flaws in other people?
difficult. she can find flaws in anything and everything. but she is level-headed enough (most of the time) to acknowledge a person as someone despite their flaws. someone valuable to her. however, when these glaring flaws come into play in interaction, she will take note of them.
How sensitive are they to their own flaws?
oh, she thinks sheās super flawed. sheās not bold enough, risk-taking enough, charming enough, warm enough, fun enough, loving enough, smart enough. and sheās especially sensitive about these flaws if pointed out. her poor ass tries so hard to be unemotional but to be honest sheāll cry at the tip of a hat if you say the right thing.
How do they feel about children?
overrated germ sacks. there, she said it. dealing with kids gives her a plain old headache, and while sheād never ever hurt a child or even do anything to them thatās not an expression of care ā she just doesnāt like kids that much. even her own baby sister really took a lot out of her.
How badly do they want to reach their end goal?
what is a goal. what is reaching. is anything real. i mean okay to be real she would not risk her stability and health to pursue her goals, which is probably why she hasnāt achieved very many of them at all.
If someone asked them to explain their sexuality, how would they do so?
sheād just say sheās straight. aside from the fact that sheās never had a crush in her life.
A) Why are you excited about this character?
she provides a kind of one sane man archetype to the rest of the plot, so in that way her dynamic in the larger setting is going to be fun. also, she has major chardev ahead of her.Ā
B) What inspired you to create them?
well, the need for a one sane man. also erich needed a therapist. no particular reason, i just wanted to write a determined, hardworking professional type of woman.Ā
C) Did you have trouble figuring out where they fit in their own story?
nope, she fits in rather smoothly. iĀ love her ; sheās my least problematic oc.Ā
D) Have they always had the same physical appearance, or have you had to edit how they look?
i think she might be the only oc whoās appearance hasnāt changed much at all. she was a little shorter when she started i think, now sheās the tallest of all my ocs in this story.Ā
E) Are they someone you would get along with? Would they get along with you?
weād be very good friends. in my opinion, sheās a pretty darn valid person to have on your side. smart, caring to a degree without being too emotional. just, a cutie.Ā
F) What do you feel when you think of your OC (pride, excitement, frustration, etc)?
pride. sheās gonna do such amazing things in her life, and in the story. god bless.
G) What trait of theirs bothers you the most?
sheās so self-doubting and passive for the first half or so of the story.Ā itās her character so i canāt really fault her for not having a bigger role in the first bit but uggh sheās got potential she just runs away from anything risky.Ā
H) What trait do you admire most?
sheās the reasonable one. the person that sees through almost all of the bullshit and mind games the protags play with each other. the people on her team would be straight up be dead if not for her. also sheās just a cutie please.Ā
I) Do you prefer to keep them in their canon universe?
you know what iām gonna say.Ā
J) Did you have to manipulate or exclude canon factors to allow them to create their character?
mostly related to the roommate. her roommate sort of shapes her initial dislike for jamie in a way too. also i had to switch up a coupla timelines to make her story possible.