fever dreams in the backwoods (35mm & 40mm)

the gods have become unhappy with us,

the crops have long been failed

to appease their rage, my only hope

hi again- I’ve spent the last year studying & doing shadow work in order to emerge as a fully fledged practitioner.

I am eternally grateful to King Belial for His enduring love and guidance as my Daemonic Patron. The lessons i’ve learned since pledging myself to His path have profoundly improved and shaped me as a person, practitioner and artist.

I have firmly committed myself to the Goetic Demonolatry path. I plan to continue with my film photography with a focus on Demonolatry, as well as offer tarot readings and spellwork.

The most important thing is I am working on an online resource specifically for Goetic Demonolaters to learn and grow in their craft. In the meantime, I will post Goetic Demonolatry info here on my Tumblr for you to use.

carressed by burns from the devil’s sun,

an enternal inferno you’ll never outrun.

i called to you across the dunes

a million years i have wandered these wastes

i’ve watched every flower grow into decay

sat under the skies and begged for the rains

no deliverance comes, but still i wait.

it seems it’s been years i have been in this place

where every step closer takes me further away

cursing the skies for the lot i’ve obtained

it’s never enough, i can’t make them stay.

you see, it’s been years i have dwelt in the wastes

and all that i’ve seen still serves me today

alone i was born, alone i must play

i’ve wandered for years, still nothing has changed.

but these are the things i will take to my grave -

all that is beautiful eventually breaks

like the paint upon buildings, everything fades

whether people or plaster, they all flake away.

perhaps the sign had told me what i already knew