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He did not even look at Isak as he spoke this; he deemed it so unimportant.

Isak felt his blood heat at Even’s lack of care. She was his dearest friend and she could be dead for all Even cared.

“Her name is Eva.” Isak said quietly, trying to hide his anger.

Even finally looked up at Isak’s words and he repeated again, colder now, “You are not going to see Eva again.”

This must be it then. The punishment for running was to watch watch Eva hang.

Sitting at death’s doorstep had made Isak brave, but also stupid. He petulantly shoved his bowl to one side, letting it fall to the ground. It shattered into pieces, spilling the mess of bones and meat on the stone floor at his feet. Then he pushed his chair away from the table angrily and stood up, even though his limbs ached with protest.

Even stood up when Isak did and said, “You have ruined your second meal.” He watched Isak like he was a doe about to run.

“I will see her again and I’m going to save her.”

Even stared at Isak curiously before laughing at his words, not cruelly, but as though the very thought was absurd. It hurt more than if Even had just slapped him.

“You will not see her again because I will not allow it. And even if you do, there is nothing you can do. That girl sealed her fate when she hit Nikolai and took what belonged to him.”

“Took what belonged to him?” Isak said carefully, his fingers itching for a fight. “So because she belongs to him she should have stayed and allowed herself to be beaten?”

Even’s brow furrowed as he took in Isak’s glassy eyes and his twitching fists. He took more care when he spoke the second time. “It is the way of the North, Isak. She is a thrall and she would have been aware of Nikolai’s temperament. It was foolish of her to hit him and even more foolish to run.”

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: SKAM (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Underage Relationships: Even Bech Næsheim/Isak Valtersen Characters: Even Bech Næsheim, Isak Valtersen, Jonas Noah Vasquez, Mahdi Disi, Magnus Fossbakken, Eva Kviig Mohn Additional Tags: Light Dom/sub, Protectiveness, Possessive Behavior, Sexual Harassment, Emotional Manipulation, Rough Sex, Jealousy Series: Part 2 of adoring him Summary:

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: SKAM (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Underage Relationships: Even Bech Næsheim/Isak Valtersen Characters: Even Bech Næsheim, Isak Valtersen, Eskild Tryggvason Additional Tags: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Miscommunication, Protectiveness, Sugar Daddy, Light Dom/sub, even just wants to take care of isak and it makes isak angst, even's friends are NOT nice people Series: Part 3 of adoring him Summary:

Chapters: 16/? Fandom: SKAM (TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Even Bech Næsheim/Isak Valtersen Characters: Isak Valtersen, Even Bech Næsheim, Eva Kviig Mohn, Vilde Hellerud Lien, Christoffer Schistad, William Magnusson, Nikolai Magnusson, Noora Amalie Sætre, Chris Berg, Magnus Fossbakken, Jonas Noah Vasquez, Elias (SKAM) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Vikings, Historical, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, True Love, Romance, Violence, Slow Burn, Possessive Behavior, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con Series: Part 1 of enthralled Summary:

Even, the Berserker, has never wanted for anything, content with living out his days in solitude and blood. When his hoard makes a pit stop at a small Jutland village for the first time in years, he wants. So he takes.

Isak has never known a life outside of his village. Now he must learn the new ways of the North in order to survive the seemingly endless winter.

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: SKAM (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Underage Relationships: Even Bech Næsheim/Isak Valtersen Characters: Even Bech Næsheim, Isak Valtersen Additional Tags: Fluff, Light Dom/sub, Praise Kink, Schmoop, True Love, Bottom Isak, Porn with Feelings Series: Part 1 of adoring him Summary:

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage = coca cola

2. last phone call = my mom

3. last text message = it was to my mom about printing some stuff to school

4. last song you listened to = B1A4’s Lonely

5. last time you cried = it was when ladies’ code EunB died, I cried so much :/

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice = no

7. been cheated on = no

8. kissed someone & regretted it = nope

9. lost someone special = yes…my 2 friends from primary school,they’re now acting like they didn’t even know me

10. been depressed = yeees, but you know how i mean this

11. been drunk and threw up = NOPE, I don’t drink

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

black, white and (wine) red

LAST YEAR (2013), HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend = yesss

16. Fallen out of love = yep

17. Laughed until you cried = yeeees,more then once :D

18. Met someone who changed you = Of course…I’m getting inspired by people I’m meeting :)

19. Found out who your true friends are = Yeees :) I found my true friends few years ago…I love you all guys :) but I also lost the ones that I considered to be my best friends…

20. Found out someone was talking about you = Yes

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend’s list = Yeees :D

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life: I don’t even know, someone sends me request so I accept it..I don’t really go to facebook :D

24. Do you have any pets: Yes :) I have a dog named Chelsie :) He’s so cute

25. Do you want to change your name: every time…I always want to change my surname…it’s terrible

26. What did you do for your last birthday: I was watching some k-pop videos with my friends and sis and we were basically eating chips and sweets and mixing it all together….it was fun !!!

27. What time did you wake up today =  6:30, god…it kills me

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: I was reading a fanfiction…probably…

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: I CAN’T WAIT FOR B1A4's ANNOUNCEMENT OF DATES FOR ROAD TRIP IN EUROPE, SERIOUSLY…-_-

30. Last time you saw your Mother : one minute ago XD

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I wish to be more easy going person…That type who doesn’t really cares, sometimes I’m just too responsible and disciplined

32. What are you listening to right now: nothing :D

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?: yes

34. What’s getting on your nerves right now: school

35. Most visited webpage: tumblr :)

37. Nickname: IV, Ivi :)

38. Relationship Status: solo (day) (so-very-bana-ish i love your answer to this. and same. haha) i’m keeping it like this :)

39. Zodiac sign = sagittarius 

40. He or She?: S.H.E

41. Elementary: yep :D

42. High School: studying now, I’m graduating next year

43. College: …..

44. Hair color = wine red :)

45. Long or short = medium :)

46. Height = 167,5 cm

47. Do you have a crush on someone? jinyoung oppa saranghaeyo xD

48. What do you like about yourself? i like my creative side and ability to work hard to improve in certain things that interest me ( art- drawing, painting, dancing)

50. Tattoos: NOPE

51. Righty or lefty = righty

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery: IDK….:D fortunately, i haven’t had my first surgery yet

53. First piercing: my ears

54. First best friend: girl named lucy (the one that wasn’t my true friend after all…)

55. First sport you joined: i wasn’t doing any sport regularly…but I attended dance classes if it counts

56. First vacation: It was when I was 7, we went to Tunisia…I saw the sea for the first time in my life, I will never forget about it :)

58. First pair of trainers: Are you kidding me ???!!!

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = nothing

60. Drinking = nooothing.

61. I’m about to: get ready to gif some Jinyoung involved videos xD

62. Listening to: nothing ( i’m watching tv sooo…)

63. Waiting for: Godot XD….(just ignore this one)

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids? = yes

65. Get Married? = probably

66. Career? = drawing or make up artist, i need to do something that i love

WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes = both…

68. Hugs or kisses= kisses xD

69. Shorter or taller = taller

70. Older or Younger = older

71. Romantic or spontaneous = romantic :3

72. Nice stomach or nice arms = both, please

73. Sensitive or loud = sensitive

74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant = hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger = if family memeber that i saw for the first time in my life counts, then yes

77. Drank hard liquor = nope

78. Lost glasses/contacts = NO

79. Sex on first date = no

80. Broke someone’s heart = IDK, but probably

81. Had your own heartbroken =Noooo

82. Been arrested = NOOOOPE

83. Turned someone down: yes

84. Cried when someone died = yes, of course…

85. Fallen for a friend = no xD

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = yes

87. Miracles = yes

88. Love at first sight = YEEEES

89. Heaven = yes

90. Santa Claus = NO

91. Kiss on the first date = maybe xD

92. Angels = YES.