#realaddictedgeek

The reason Nikola and I decided to make this post is because of the whole hate in The 100 fandom even with our Blake siblings. There are three groups right now (I think) - 1. Pro-Bellamy - O you’re the one to blame for what happened to Lincoln, not Bell and now you’re going to beat him? what a joke. 2. Pro-Octavia (or maybe even not O fans..) - Can’t wait to see O kicking Bellamy’s ass, wtf is wrong with him.

And there is the 3 - us, who love Blake siblings so much and know they’ll eventually come back to being them again and who are so tired of seeing this hate on them.

Season1 & Season2.

When octavia was born, Aurora immediately claimed she's Bellamy's responsibility. Let's not forget he was 5/6 years old back then. It was selfish of Aurora to put such a huge responsibility on a 5 years old child but she probably had no other choice because she had to work and there was no one else who would raise octavia. This is the reason bellamy's first instinct is to protect O at any cost. It's written in his DNA since the day she was born and it’ll never change. When the blaks siblings were growing up, bellamy was the only person O had. Before she was locked up, she had never seen any other face than bellamy and their mother. We believe bellamy felt isolated too because of the secret he had to keep since he was very young. He couldn't afford to get close to anyone. It was too risky. Then octavia was caught and locked up and they didn't see each other for who knows how long. When they came to the ground octavia could feel bellamy has changed. He built his wall when aurora was killed and octavia locked up because that was the only way he could keep going. So he was asshole in his bradbury days. At least in octavia's eyes. She couldn't recognize him under bradbury exterior.

In s1 when they are on the ground Octavia puts a blame of their mother’s death on Bellamy. “You wanted me to go on that stupid dance! You got mom killed!” She believes that Bell is the one who is responsible for what has happened. Then Bell starts defending himself and puts a blame on her - “Mom was killed because you were born. My life ended the day you were born”. Then at the end of S1 Bell says “I told you my life ended the day you were born, the truth is it didn’t start untill then” so since that scene we think that he regreted what he said to O and that he doesn’t think she is responsible of what has happened to their mother. Unfortunately, we can’t say that about Octavia. We haven’t really gotten any other scene about them talking about their mother, what has happened, why did this happen and who is responsible for this. We don’t know if O STILL thinks it’s because of Bellamy but we do know she loves him more than anyone else. S2 only showed it to us, how much they care for each other, know each other and how would they do anything for each other.

Bellamy and Lincoln left at the end of 2x09 in order to infiltrate Mount Weather. In 2x10, Octavia once again felt like she didn't have a place where she belonged. it was clear as a day when trikru and sky people were training. Octavia's not a gun person but grounders didn't accept her (yet). Of course, later in this episode she fought the grounder. She didn't give up, got her ass kicked and even though she lost the fight Indra chose Octavia as her second. After that, we witnessed Octavia's amazing transformation into a badass warrior. Meanwhile, Bellamy was in MW trying to turn off the acid fog, saving Fox and the others. The Blakes reunion is right at the beginning of 2x16. They didn't stay together very long bc Octavia's helphing Jasper and Maya while Bellamy is with Clarke and Monty in the control room. If you concentrate, you can see the disbelief in Bellamy’s eyes when he saw how Octavia killed those two guards. He wasn't there during her transformation and personally, I think this moment is very important.

Season 3.

I believe they were happy during those 3 months but bellamy was missing something and O felt like she didn't belong with the sky people. The point of that beautiful moment in 3x03 before echo showed up was to remind us no matter what, they are always there for each other and they are each other's only family. Then MW 2 happened when they were in polis. I think octavia was there for him after that. (it happened off screen damn it jason) But there's no way she wouldn't help him to get through it. Bellamy can see only the worst in himself and no one was there to convince him otherwise and remind him he's a good person. octavia was taking care of the sick and injured grounders and worrying about lincoln's position in the camp. (side note: still pissed about the absence of raven at the memorial, she could be that person for bellamy).

Gif source.

So. Bellamy is on the “bad side” (I’m not going to write about it more, there are a lot of posts about it where you can understand his decisions), then he is back and wants to help but O refuses to accept it. What O says to him? “You are the reason they need saving” - she once again calls him out for what happened, she once again tells him it’s his fault. The difference is he doesn’t call her out too. He just says “maybe”.

Gif source.

Now. I know some people’ll say that he is responsible for Lincoln's death "in some way" - and I don't agree at all. It’s bullshit. Stop reaching. Because he isn't responsible for that. Pike is. Now somebody will say "but he is the reason Pike is in charge". No, he isn't. Like Bob said. Pike was in jail when skycrew choose him. How much votes he got that Kane had to give him the power when he was in jail? A LOT. Where I'm coming - ALMOST everyone choose Pike as their leader. Next, I know Bell is the one who stopped Kane from taking Pike to the grounders. And I know some of you will say “If he hadn’t done it then Pike wouldn’t have been in charge and Lincoln would still be alive” - what I now want to say - stop reaching people. You can add “if” and say anything. For every this comment someone else will say - “If /exa hadn’t left them in MW to die then we wouldn’t have had s3 storyline”. And noone would be that broken as they are, Clarke wouldn’t be wanheda and noone of grounders would want to kill her and “earn her power” because /exa would be the one that made the alliance with SkyCrew and defeted their greatest enemy and Ice Nation would chill a little bit. Not good enough? We can go on and go on with “what if”. “If Jaha hadn’t sent kids on the ground then the war between grounders-skycrewkids at the end of s1 wouldn’t have happened and they wouldn’t have ended up in MW” and etc. And the last one. “If Becca hadn’t killed the whole (almost) population then Lincoln would have been alive.” GOT IT? 

STOP FUCKING REACHING THERE. I think I made my point. If not - coming back - Bellamy isn’t responsible for that at all and he isn’t responsible for Lincoln’s death.

Gif source.

now Octavia turn. "You got mom killed" ; "you are the reason they need saving" - She puts the whole blame on her brother in s3 same like in s1. And now she lost Lincoln and she’ll beat Bell almost to death and we’ll all die. AND NOW. I won't tell "O what the fuck is wrong with you" because she lost the person she loved and she didn't recognize her brother since he was on the wrong side. She lost the only two people who she really cared about and now she will lose herself. Although - I have two older brothers and I will never, ever beat them that way and I still think this scene is too much - I can understand why Octavia is so angry, lost and calls out her brother for everything. "you are the reason they need saving' - because she needs put the blame on somebody because she can't handle it any other way.

Octavia is one of the characters which he haven’t seen broken after MW. Sure, she wasn’t tortured the way Raven was, her love didn’t die in her arms - Jasper’s situation. But now. She saw how Clarke (not only her) let the bomb drop on innocent people, she saw how Bell (not only him) came back after killing innocent people. And now - during this war - she lost Lincoln. We should see both version of her - the one where she puts blame on Bellamy, where she is badass who wants revenge (I’m sure she’ll want to kill Pike) - but also we should see her being broken, lying on the ground or running somewhere far away, crying. We should see her finally questioning her decisions. I want to see her admitting that maybe if she let Bell help her saving Lincoln that maybe, just MAYBE he’ll still be alive. I want her to think about it different - stop putting blame on her brother and start questioning her decisions. (Although it is not her fault what happened! It is not her fault that Lincoln died. IT IS NOT. Stop reaching people.) And finally, I want her to find herself again. 

And in the end..

Monty

Miller

Harper

Jasper

Monroe

Nikola: Strong. Independent: Standing on a high mountain all on your own. Powerful. Diamonds. Having a nice dinner at a friends house. Drinking hot chocolate and eating cookies. A good cup of coofee in the morning. The smell of fresh chopped grass. Feeling snowflakes on your face. Sharing an umbrella with your special someone.

fuck: marie

marry: lindsey

get drunk with: eliza

fuck: kaya

marry: selena

get drunk with: holland

Go and wish Nikola - realaddictedgeek and Crystal - littleblondesamoan a HAPPY BIRTHDAY ♥

“I hope you have a wonderful day and that the year ahead is filled with much love, many wonderful surprises and gives you lasting memories that you will cherish in all the days ahead. Happy Birthday”