i love reading and fandoms and getting so invested in books - to the point where you're actively *thinking* about the book throughout your day
it feels like i'm honoring the 12 year old little girl who lives inside of me begging to listen to One Direction + read Hunger Games + watch the Fault in Our Stars
yes, i was that girl. no, i do not regret ANY of it!
it's my greatest obsession and, honestly, my proudest one
and i truly, truly, truly feel bad for people who can't enjoy a good book simply because of the worlds they'll never see
the characters they'll never get to know and love!
BUT- because there's always a 'but'
i also forget about the actual pain that one experiences upon the ending of a series
the dread that comes upon approaching the finale
i am currently embarking on the last ~200 pages of Empire of Shadows
happily watching the movie in my head as i read
ROWAN WHITETHORN CAN BITE ME ANY DAY ANY TIME just saying
BUT part of me cant enjoy it to the fullest extent because i know there is only one more book for me to read immediately following the remaining 200 pgs of this book
do you know what i mean??
i never want this world to end
i never want to stop reading about aelin + rowan + lysandra + elide + MANON + dorian
how do you cope??? i havent even finished the book/series yet and i am seriously nauseous thinking about it
thank god tumblr + ao3 exist because i would cease to exist without it